perfectlyakidult
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Beritahulah kepada mereka, bahwa duka dan cinta telah bersama menjadi satu, dalam bentuk memori yang semanis madu, dan fana layaknya segenggam abu.
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And I Will Drown Myself In Your Rain Once More by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: Hearts2Hearts (Band)
04 Jun 2026
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Even when the world is already dead silent and closed its eye for a while, Carmen hasn't fallen asleep just yet. She stole glances at the roof of her room and to the mirror exposing the beautiful sky outside, although, she's not sure what she really wants to see. She wants to drown herself on a sea with no end until her body finally gives in, but she's not quite determined for it. There's still things left unsaid and undone by her, and by then, she'll finally be at peace, forever. Maybe, Carmen should've already talked about this with someone. Even if she needs to be strong, for the sake of those who rely on her.
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The Day I Loved You Dearly and Lost You Unwillingly by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Nov 2025
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Yoshiki doesn't like this place. He hates being here. People often say that just being able to breathe is a blessing itself; well surprise surprise! That's not even relatable in the slightest for Yoshiki. The suffocating crowd, the everlasting shame about him being a loner, and the unrequited love that seems hopeless. And what's worse than seeing the love his life being replaced by something else he doesn't even know what?
Or, Yoshiki trying to cope with the fact that Hikaru isn't there anymore.
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And Who Shall Deliver You? by WorldsBestScarameow
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 Jul 2026
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Phainon secretly copes with the hell inside of his head in the worst way almost every night. Last thing he planned on was Mydei figuring out what he's been up to. With the weight of the world on his shoulders, who will catch the Deliverer as he falls?
Severe trigger warning for graphic self harm.
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30 Aug 2026
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Amazingly written and potrayed. Might be the best potrayal of high functioning depression if that's a word.
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"Enggak, Min." Wonwoo menggeleng kepalanya keras, ia tidak ingin mendengar apapun yang ia dengar saat ini. "Kita itu temen, Min..."
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Mati kali kesatu, dimana ragaku masih menyatu dengan dunia orang hidup dan selebihnya, bagian diriku meredup.
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Seokmin used to be the sun—the golden voice, the brightest smile, the heart of SEVENTEEN.
But the light burns.
And the stage demands perfection.
And the fame? It’s a cage with gilded bars.
One missed note.
One cracked voice.
One too many "you’ll do better next time".
And suddenly, the sun isn’t shining anymore.
(Or: Seokmin was never the problem. But he believed he was. And that’s the real tragedy.) -
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“Whoa, this is so good,” Seungkwan said, shaking his head. Vernon just nodded. He hadn’t even reached for his chopsticks.
“There’s so much food, I don’t think we can finish it,” Minghao said with a little laugh, but Jihoon waved his chopsticks dismissively.
“Nah, Vernon will eat everything once we’re done. Little pigeon.”
A sudden burn tore across his cheeks. “Actually, hyung,” he blurted before he could stop himself, “I’m not – not super hungry today.”
Immediately at least seven pairs of eyes landed on him.
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or, vernon stops eating everyone's leftovers. and then he just stops eating.
Bookmarked by perfectlyakidult
21 Jul 2026
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Confusion of not knowing how to help or reach out is.. weirdly warm, especially when you're the one who needs help