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And Who Shall Deliver You? by WorldsBestScarameow
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 Jul 2026
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Phainon secretly copes with the hell inside of his head in the worst way almost every night. Last thing he planned on was Mydei figuring out what he's been up to. With the weight of the world on his shoulders, who will catch the Deliverer as he falls?
Severe trigger warning for graphic self harm.
Bookmarked by perfectlyakidult
30 Aug 2026
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Amazingly written and potrayed. Might be the best potrayal of high functioning depression if that's a word.
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"Enggak, Min." Wonwoo menggeleng kepalanya keras, ia tidak ingin mendengar apapun yang ia dengar saat ini. "Kita itu temen, Min..."
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Mati kali kesatu, dimana ragaku masih menyatu dengan dunia orang hidup dan selebihnya, bagian diriku meredup.
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Seokmin used to be the sun—the golden voice, the brightest smile, the heart of SEVENTEEN.
But the light burns.
And the stage demands perfection.
And the fame? It’s a cage with gilded bars.
One missed note.
One cracked voice.
One too many "you’ll do better next time".
And suddenly, the sun isn’t shining anymore.
(Or: Seokmin was never the problem. But he believed he was. And that’s the real tragedy.) -
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“Whoa, this is so good,” Seungkwan said, shaking his head. Vernon just nodded. He hadn’t even reached for his chopsticks.
“There’s so much food, I don’t think we can finish it,” Minghao said with a little laugh, but Jihoon waved his chopsticks dismissively.
“Nah, Vernon will eat everything once we’re done. Little pigeon.”
A sudden burn tore across his cheeks. “Actually, hyung,” he blurted before he could stop himself, “I’m not – not super hungry today.”
Immediately at least seven pairs of eyes landed on him.
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or, vernon stops eating everyone's leftovers. and then he just stops eating.
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21 Jul 2026
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Confusion of not knowing how to help or reach out is.. weirdly warm, especially when you're the one who needs help
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Dino fakes a stomach ache for Woozi's attention.
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Two sips of champagne. That's all Chan had at his first award show as an adult. He didn't know someone had drugged it.
By the time his hyungs find him collapsed and barely conscious, the damage is done. Now Seungcheol and Wonwoo have to help him through symptoms that strip away every boundary because sometimes family means doing any and everything for the person you love.
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- Part 2 of He ain't heavy, he's our maknae
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The street is quiet, almost unnervingly so. It's the kind of silence that settles deep into your bones, the kind that stretches on forever. It's late, too late for most to be out, and the holidays only make it worse. Chan can feel the emptiness in the air, an echo of the times he used to have with the hyungs—when everything was just a little brighter, when they filled up the space around him without trying.But now, they’re gone. Not physically—no, they’re still there, in the practice rooms, on stage, just out of reach. They’ve been gone emotionally for so long that Chan doesn’t even know what he’s missing anymore. He thought he'd learned to live with it, to be alone without feeling so... lonely. But then they came back.
One fateful confession ,a loud shutter from a camera—too many feelings, all tangled up—and suddenly, the walls Chan built to protect himself come crashing down.
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The seventeen hyungs realise subtle doesn’t work with Chan and confess at the worse possible moment (!chaos ensues! )
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Dino is sad. that's the story.
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Jeonghan finds seungcheol's old music diary......He just didn't expect to find a note in there.
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- Part 66 of 1+1+1=1?
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The thing about breaking is that it's never just one moment. It's alarm clocks and protein bars and dance steps you can't quite land. It's blood between fingers and the cold weight of a roof at midnight. It's twelve pairs of hands that won't let you fall, even when you're not sure you deserve the catch.
Chan learns the difference between breaking and breaking open.
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- Part 4 of He ain't heavy, he's our maknae
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After a lonely Valentine's Day drives him to download an otome game, Seokmin becomes the #1 fan of the character "Will." When he lands a job at the game's development company, he thinks his dream has come true.
But there is one secret: Jeon Wonwoo, the introverted lead programmer from the Tech team, is the face model for 'Will'.
What happens when the line between the game and reality starts to blur, and Seokmin realizes that his perfect virtual boyfriend might be sitting in the dark corner of the Tech room just a few floors away?
Bookmarked by perfectlyakidult
26 Jun 2026
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LOOK EVERYONE THIS IS MY FAVORITE FIC OF ALL TIME I LOVE YOU ALL I WANT TO CONTINUE LIVING I AM FREE
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The new intern is sunshine personified, and Wonwoo worries the company is going to eat him alive.
Bookmarked by perfectlyakidult
25 Jun 2026
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therapist said "there's 2 things that you need to have in the case of healing, and that is a support system and determination" but she's wrong since i need this fic too
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"you could give them your flesh and still be called selfish for not giving them your bones"
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Chan debuted as a member of Seventeen - but it was like he wasn't a member at all.
He gave them everything—his voice, his strength, his sleepless nights—and they still called him selfish when he had nothing left.
They never noticed when he broke.
They never asked who broke him.Updates every 2-4 day's
*NOW COMPLETED* -
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They call him baby. Cute. Clingy. Forever young.
Chan decides to prove them wrong - and nearly destroys himself in the process.Sometimes growing up means learning that being taken care of isn't weakness.
It's love.Series
- Part 1 of He ain't heavy, he's our maknae
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"I exist, that is all, and I find it nauseating".
- Jean-Paul Sarte, Translation of Nausea, 1938.
Yoon Jeonghan is probably going to kill himself, here is how that doesn't happen.
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23 Jun 2026
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Sweat poured down his back, but it felt cold. His vision blurred at the edges. This was starting to feel like so much more than just a pulled muscle. “Again from the top!” the choreographer called. Hansol pushed off the wall. One more run.
He could do one more.
He couldn’t.
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Jihoon has been composing symphonies in his head since childhood - too many tracks playing at once, too much noise, no pause button.
He finds the mute button in a blade.But silence bought with blood has a price that keeps rising. Eventually, he can't afford it anymore.
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i probably lack something fundamental that makes you human by springsnows
Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band)
26 Jul 2025
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They are stopped at a crosswalk across from their university. “I get that. I have so many expectations upon myself that it is hard to keep track, and I don’t blame you for avoiding it instead.” The light turns to walk but Chan does not make an effort to move. “Do you want to do something else, actually? I don’t really want to study right now.” I want to spend time with you goes unsaid.
From the moment Chan met Wonwoo, he was infected by parasites. The parasites ate away at him until all that was left was an empty husk of something that resembled a person, and the remnants of a need for Wonwoo.
or; chan has always wanted to be someone else. someone better, anyone other than the person he is. he keeps pretending, surrounded by friends who never really knew him.
then wonwoo appears, soft-spoken and sharp-eyed, offering cream puffs and conversation that feels like breathing for the first time. for a moment, chan forgets to lie. for a moment, he’s just a boy beside another boy beneath a starry sky, wanting something real.
(title from a twitter post i saw)
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- Part 3 of seventeen
Bookmarked by perfectlyakidult
16 Jun 2026
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such a comforting fic to atleast log off my mind from the overly negative thoughts for a while to something that i have never acknowledged properly before.