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    “Wow, this is absolutely stunning.”
    “I bet you say that to all the houses.” Ilya teased, shifting past him and moving back to his target: coffee.
    Stevie’s laugh was bright, “Sometimes, yes. But that is also one of the perks of the job. Getting to see so many beautiful houses. You had this designed, yes?”
    Ilya pushed the button for a flat white before he turned. “Yes. With my partner. He is much more into the whole real estate thing than I.”
    At those words, as if summoned, Shane appeared at the top of the stairs, a vibrating Anya at his side.
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    Ilya gets invited to film a Youtube Video for Architectural Digest for his house in Ottawa and he decides not to hide the fact that someone else also lives here in the off season. He could have warned the camera team beforehand, but that would have taken all the fun out of the reveal.

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    01 May 2026

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    They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.


    Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
    J.J. Boizeau: no
    Lawrence Olsson: no
    Gilbert Comeau: no
    Petro Andropov: no
    Matty Wilson: no
    Cam Stedlund: no
    Albert Schneider: no
    Aleks Miitka: no
    Georges Gagnon: no
    Patrice Drapeau: no
    Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far

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    30 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 70

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    "I," he starts. "Fine, 'm fine but I'm so tired, Ilya. I'm so tired. I can't...I just can't." He gives a hearty sniff, rallies himself. "Don't really wanna have, um. Sex, tonight. Just want..."

    Shane pauses, face screwing up even harder. His hands come up shakily to fist hard into Ilya's threadbare t-shirt, pulling the material tight against his skin.

    He pants into Ilya's neck for a few seconds, then admits, "Just want you. Please." 

    Shane feels it, the second Ilya shifts. They haven't really talked about it before, not explicitly, at least. When the world gets to be too much, too loud, how Ilya will quiet it for him with his words and his hands, bringing him somewhere outside his head just long enough to replenish his will. Sometimes, most times, he does it with sex, pulling soft moans and desperate pleas from Shane's mouth, taking him apart until he's begging and doesn't even know which way he's situated on the mattress anymore.

    Other times, though, he does it differently. 

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    set sometime after ep. 6

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Ilya has told Shane before that he fell in love with him very early into their situationship. But Shane never really believed him, until Ilya wakes up after an accident, thinking it's 2016.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Four times Ilya Rozanov reminded everyone exactly who the fuck they were dealing with (spoiler: still an asshole, still elite, still not going anywhere), and one time he didn’t have to be anything except soft.

    Or being out didn’t make him nicer. Being married didn’t make him softer. Being older didn’t make him weaker. And being a father? Well. That’t when things get complicated.

    (He’s really good at that last part. Don’t tell anyone.)

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    28 Apr 2026

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    And then his prayer from before the kiss was answered in the form of a soft knock.

    Shane had barely made it up five steps. He paused for a second, wondering if he had hit the metal railing somehow, leaving behind a knock-like reverberation echoing in the stairwell. He shook his head slightly, as if shaking out the thought that it could be anything else. He continued up the steps more slowly.

    Then there was a second knock, and a buzz in his sweatshirt pocket.

    There was no mistaking either of those sounds. He practically snapped his wrist yanking his phone out of his pocket.

    LILY: the car is not here, and is cold. can i keep waiting inside?

     

    OR: What if Ilya's cab in ep2 is late?

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    27 Apr 2026

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    4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.

    OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

    Translation in Russian and Mandarin!

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    26 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane Hollander has contracts, property, insurance, and a cottage full of expensive furniture. By every reasonable measure, he is a fully grown man.

    Then Ilya Rozanov comes to stay for two weeks, leaves his toothbrush by Shane’s sink, adds food to his shopping list, folds his laundry, and makes Shane realise adulthood has very little to do with paperwork.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    25 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    Once upon a really bad day, Ilya Rozanov decides to follow a set of steps to make himself feel better:

    1. Hold something cold
    2. Put on shoes and walk to the end of the street
    3. Put on one song that makes you feel something
    4. Write the three worst thoughts in your head and read them out loud
    5. Call someone and say “I need you to talk to me for five minutes”

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    25 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 55

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    Their bathroom was slightly steamy and had the faint aroma of lavender. Ilya took a deep breath and glanced at the tub. It was filled with bubbles, and though Ilya couldn’t see, he was sure there was dissolved lavender Epsom in there as well...

    Ilya made a soft noise and let his head fall back to rest on Shane’s chest. “I love you so much, Shanya. Thank you for taking care of me. I know I have not been very, uh, what is word, companionable, today,” he said, swallowing hard. Sometimes, on the days when speaking was hard, he felt guilty that Shane had to be around him, and although he never said those exact words out loud, he knew Shane knew.

    Shane’s fingers briefly stopped their soft exploration, then started up again. “Ilya, you could be completely mute, and I’d still want you with me,” Shane said seriously.

    “Would you love me if I was a worm?” Ilya asked, only half joking. He felt more than heard Shane laugh.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Ilya: Harris just sent me this
    Ilya: https://youtu.be/uloVJQ122Q8?si=oQR0acsf0XsGOnFH
    Ilya: what is this??

    Shane: It’s the commercial for Peloton I did a month ago when you were in Tampa with the team

    Ilya: you didn’t tell me this

    Or: Shane does the Hudson Williams Peloton commercial and Ilya finds out about it - a text chain
    edit: and other text chains apparently

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “Ilya, this is an ad for fitness equipment.”

    “No, this is ad for Shane Hollander. There just happens to be a treadmill in background.”

    “Ilya…”

    What? It is true. I think maybe even treadmill is taking up too much space in video.”

     


    OR: Ilya watches his husband in a Peloton ad. It goes as unhinged as expected.

    Chapter 2: Ilya fucks his husband while watching the ad.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have been outed to the world. Which means finally, *finally*, Svetlana Vetrova isn't the only person who has to be subject to Ilya's (admittedly pathetic) pining for Shane.

    She can do it. She can release the tapes.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    December 23, 2008
    “Freckles?” He askes and points to the dots on his cheekbones. Ilya nods in agreement and commits the word freckles to memory. “You like my freckles.” The blush is back when Shane realizes what he said.
    Ilya has the sudden thought that this moment is important, a voice in his head that might sound like his mother, or might be his own that says, don’t fuck this up, not this one. Ilya decides very suddenly that he is going to listen, and against every instinct ingrained in him, decides to be honest.

    June 27, 2009
    “You forget English again, Rozanov? Are my vesnushki that distracting?”
    Ilya laughed, caught off guard. “So you know Russian now, Shane Hollander?”

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    21 Apr 2026

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    3 times Rozanov and Hollander destroy Montreal + their not so secret language

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    21 Apr 2026

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    5 times Shane talks about Ilya, +1.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Ilya knew his husband was beautiful, ethereal, a mystic being who probably appeared once in a century to tempt weak mortal men like him. People may call him whipped or lovesick, and they would be right, but it wasn't without reason; after all, it's not paranoia if they're really out to get you.

    And Ilya never backed down from a fight, even if the fight involved half of the internet.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is trying his best to keep everyone compliant with Health, Safety and Wellbeing standards at Centaurs by Design. Ilya Rozanov does his best to make Shane's job as difficult as possible.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.

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    15 Apr 2026

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