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What if Martín arrived just a few moments earlier? What if Teddy didn‘t die? What if there‘s even the faintest chance for this whole disaster to not end quite so horribly?
Or, I watched season 2 of The Night Manager and hated that they basically had to kill everyone so I decided to change that.Bookmarked by pukingcrying
08 Feb 2026
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Jonathan would try for many days after to pinpoint the tipping point. The moment the fight turned. Late at night, he would puzzle over it. The transition was seamless.
One second, they were grabbing with anger, and the next, desperation. It remained aggressive, always. But, somewhere between those bouts of grappling, the touches turned searching. Holding.
What if that confrontation by the sea had ended a little differently? What if the fight had turned to something more?
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29 Jan 2026
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Teddy has taken Jonathan to one of his many buildings across the city. Teddy has a warning...
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19 Jan 2026
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A simple concept: If Dexter had kept up his "heroin addict" alibi, things might've gone a little differently.
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29 Nov 2025
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A-ți lua inima în dinți by o_berxg
Fandoms: Anne Rice's Talamasca: The Secret Order (TV 2025)
19 Nov 2025
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He recalls tending to Guy’s wound a few days ago. He throws that memory right under his nose, like a bone tossed to a obedient watchdog. Lets him believe he stumbled upon the thought on his own, completely by accident, even though all the scenery had been arranged in advance to the millimeter.
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27 Nov 2025
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Quid Pro Quid by Turbulent_Muse
Fandoms: Anne Rice's Talamasca: The Secret Order (TV 2025)
24 Nov 2025
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Guy has trouble sleeping after dumping his anxiety meds. Jasper can help with that.
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27 Nov 2025
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Cigarette Smoke by Mercurial_Crow
Fandoms: Anne Rice's Talamasca: The Secret Order (TV 2025)
22 Nov 2025
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The scene where Jasper politely 'asks' that Guy stays overnight but this time they share a smoke, like totally normal people.
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If you squint really hard, you could delude yourself that it's entirely meaningless and I'm totally normal about them.Smoking isn't cool but also vampires don't have working lungs, so, take that, science.
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23 Nov 2025
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workin’ on mysteries without any clues by minisoysquares (JenovaVII)
Fandoms: 19天 - Old先 | 19 Days - Old Xian
08 Dec 2022
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Mo Guan Shan was seventeen, healthy, horny, and had a boyfriend he kept fantasizing about. He’d really like to do something about it that didn’t involve a self-inflicted carpal tunnel.
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01 Jun 2024
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They are still holding on to each other. The bar is in full motion around them, but He Tian doesn’t care. Guan Shan's face is pressed into his neck and his soft breathing tickles the collar of his shirt making goosebumps appear on his skin. When Guan Shan speaks he can barely feel his lips through his shirt, and He Tian swears he will never wear a turtleneck again.
“Tian, take me home.”
“Okay.”
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Directly after the Christmas special. Slight canon divergence, set during Christmas Eve instead of Christmas Day, and set directly after He Tian and Jian Yi return after disappearing in high school.Bookmarked by pukingcrying
24 May 2024
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He Cheng is not a man that needs to be protected. It’s why he never sleeps, confident in his ability to handle any danger as long as he’s awake. But here, drenched in exhaustion, in need of a shield, he’s folded himself into the arms of the only man he finds capable enough to cover that haunting blindspot.
me when a big strong man only feels safe with his big strong man: 🙀😻🫶
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- Part 1 of mercy
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19 May 2024
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If Looks Could Kill, Then You’d Do Better Than A Shotgun Shell by PlayRough
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Sep 2023
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Chuuya scoffs, and there’s something else to his tone that Dazai can’t make out, something other than Annoyed At Dazai. “Did you get hit in the fight, idiot?”
“No?” Dazai guesses.
But really, he doesn’t know. What fight? Dazai doesn’t remember a fight, and the last time they had a mission, Dazai wasn’t hurt. Chuuya’s making a mistake.
Dazai can maybe hear soft murmurs that sound a little like what the fuck, but he can’t be bothered with whatever Chuuya’s problem is right now. He’s tired, and his head hurts bad enough that he might actually consider taking painkillers if he were allowed to have them.
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Dazai gets his shit rocked, literally.
Day 25 Prompt: Confused and DisorientedSeries
- Part 7 of Sicktember 2023
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29 Apr 2024
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'tis the damn season by powerandpathos for Plumb19
Fandoms: 19天 - Old先 | 19 Days - Old Xian
16 Feb 2024
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There aren’t many Chinese people in Ireland; a few thousand in Dublin at most. Even in China, Guan Shan knows the man would stand out like someone had just tilted a spotlight over his frame. Centre stage, dark eyes set to glisten. He’s cut from a different cloth than the rest of them.
Guan Shan’s never had to speak to him before; it’s always been the other lads. Being alone with him is a different experience entirely, something that prods at the wiring in his brain and makes his face feel hot. Guan Shan doesn’t know what to say to people at the best of times. For some reason the man renders him half-mute.
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27 Apr 2024
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“What the fuck, Dazai?”
“Chibi?” Dazai is barely able to lift his head as he seems to have finally realized Chuuya is there, which is worrying because usually nothing gets past him.
Chuuya immediately puts his hand on Dazai’s forehead.
“Fuck…” Chuuya grimaces, Mackerel’s absolutely burning up. The soft whimper that the younger lets out while leaning in to the touch is pitiful.
—————Super self indulgent Dazai sickfic. Updates slowly, You’ve been warned.
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21 Jun 2023
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Dazai has naturally blonde hair, the brown/black colour was dyed after an incident with Mori. Nobody knows this. Yet.
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19 Jun 2023
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“Please, god. Just let me in.”
He Tian leans his head on his arm, braced against the threshold. He’s inherited his family’s height, stretching and growing in awkward spouts all throughout high school until he’s become the man he is today.
Intimidating. Steadier, but deadlier. He’s probably in some top ten richest men in the area list floating around on the internet, obscure because his family is the kind of money that doesn’t make it into tabloids unless they want to be.
And he’s locked out of Mo Guan Shan’s apartment, begging to be let in.
“Why should I?”
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19 Jun 2023
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He Tian hisses as Guan Shan peels away the soaked fabric of his shirt from damp skin. There’s no puncture wounds; instead, there’s a bruise the size of Guan Shan’s fist in He Tian’s side, and Guan Shan doesn’t know how much of his wound sits beneath the surface of his skin like an iceberg.
‘You could have broken somethin’.’
‘Feels like it,’ says He Tian.
‘You might—you could have internal bleeding.’
‘Probably.’
[19 Days after-shot of ch. 329: the landslide]
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- Part 10 of 19 Days After-Shots
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05 Jun 2023
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‘Will you kiss me?’
He Tian’s mouth opens, and he searches Guan Shan’s face, looking for something. He hasn’t taken a single step forward.
‘You’re really drunk,’ he says eventually.
‘So you won’t.’
‘Ah, fuck. Guan Shan.’ He chuckles without humour and scratches the back of his neck. ‘Listen to yourself—you barely let me touch you in case someone sees and now you want me to kiss you? That doesn’t make sense. It makes me feel a bit used, to be honest.’
Guan Shan pulls on a defiant expression. ‘Do you care?’
‘You won’t like me if I say no, so I’m going to say nothing.’
-[19 Days request from Merlin - the boys take a trip to the hot springs for Chinese New Year and alcohol, drunken kissing and miscommunication ensues.]
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01 Jun 2023
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They meet on a train, going through a rural area in China. He Tian's feeling disillusioned with his brother and is running from the business meeting he's supposed to be in in Shanghai. That's about the time the hot redhead enters the train car and sits opposite him, murmured 'scuse me falling quietly from his lips.
One problem. Well, two: the guy is on the wrong seat. He Tian knows that he is because He Tian bought out every seat in the train car. He has no way to let the guy know that, considering He Tian doesn't speak a word of Chinese besides ni hao and his own name.
Which leads to problem two: redhead is breathtaking, fucking beautiful, and has an attitude to boot, and He Tian really, truly needs to make out with him, which will be difficult, considering, yeah, He Tian doesn't speak a word of Chinese besides ni hao and his own name.
He has a few hours on this train. It's going to be a long ride.
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30 May 2023
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cut out all the ropes and let me fall by minisoysquares (JenovaVII)
Fandoms: 19天 - Old先 | 19 Days - Old Xian
26 Sep 2021
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(Post ch. 369)
Taking in his sorry state, He Tian took a step forward and Mo Guan Shan couldn't help it - he flinched.
In a flash, He Tian’s face was a pinboard of unbridled rage.
“I'll kill him,” he rasped and turned to go do just that.
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- Part 18 of 19 Days Missing Scenes | Chapter Codas
- Part 5 of 19 Days: Inspired by Official / Fan Art
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27 May 2023
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“You know, they say that sneezing a lot means you’re on someone’s mind.”
“Yeah?” Guan Shan says a bit drily, sniffing hard. “Then what a fuckin’ shame.”
He Tian watches him. “For you?”
“For the bastard unfortunate enough to have gotten me on their mind,” Guan Shan answers, walking again. He hates how nasally and gross his voice sounds, and the back of his throat feels sore. “If someone’s thinkin’ of me this fuckin’ much, it can’t be good news for either of us. Trust me.”
“Ah,” He Tian says, and then nothing more.
a post-chapter 348 oneshot (the He Tian & dog chapter).
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24 May 2023