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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    grief was dark green, a violent contrast to the bright, vibrant verdant that typically colored mitsuki's world whenever she looked at aya. grief was dark, and mitsuki’s heart was full of it, chlorophyll - heavy and leaking, bleeding, begging for some sort of respite. begging for aya.

    or: aya and mitsuki share a tension - filled kiss after not seeing each other for seven years. it hurts about as much as you'd expect.

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Nicole and Jecka are not a good match.

    They enable their worst habits, hurt everyone around them, and can’t go a month without blowing up at each other. Their communication is terrible, their coping skills minimal, and their ‘solutions’ never actually fix or address anything close to the problem.

    They are, by any and all definitions, extremely toxic.

    But, really, none of that matters, because they’re gonna make it work no matter who or what they need to sacrifice to get there in the end. They’re not worth the effort? Says who? Not really for anybody else to decide, now is it?

    Being alone is bad enough.

    Being alone without the one person who really gets you, for better or mostly worse?

    Fuck that.

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    09 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Nicole hasn't read that book.

    She's not a bitch who reads. She's not a bitch who does really much of anything at all. Why put in the effort if you're just going to get yanked behind the hardware store and put down like a mangy dog even if you're Mother-fucking-Theresa?

    If she's lucky, that'll happen today, tomorrow, or the next day. Someday soon so this can all just fucking stop, because doing shit is hell when nobody's gonna listen to you scream even when they do. She'd finish the job herself if she hadn't fucked it up so many times.

    Get up. Don't die. Sleep. Good job, bitch, you woke up. Do it again. Forever.

    It's easier with Jecka, so long as she keeps talking.

    Please don't stop.

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    07 Nov 2024

  4. Rec *

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    "When the soul suffers too much, it develops a taste for misfortune."

    In which, Kaveh realises that to heal you sometimes need something more than time.

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    11 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    read alhaitham's first! just for a few things to make more sense in context

  5. Rec *

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    "The consequences of obtaining knowledge is the overwhelming feeling of loneliness. "

    In which Alhaitham realizes that a peaceful existence does not have to mean a lonely one.

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    11 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    read this before kaveh's!

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    “You’re not allowed to get hotter than me in California, Iwa-chan. I simply won’t stand for it.”

    “Please, I’m already hotter than you. That’s why you can’t wait to get out of here.”

    Tooru pulls away to give him a scandalized scowl, but Hajime is smirking that devilish grin that Tooru can’t escape in his dreams. He absolutely does not want to leave that smile, and the quirk of an eyebrow tells him Hajime is entirely aware of it.
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    On the eve of his departure, Oikawa cannot get to sleep. Thankfully, his best friend knows just the thing.

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    21 May 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    "alhaitham is suddenly sure that existence isn't a singular sure thing, for how can it be when he can no longer parse where it is that he ends and kaveh begins?"

    vignettes of kaveh and alhaitham through the senses of sight, taste, touch and hearing.

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    21 May 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 20

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    Atsumu. He wants Atsumu. He knows that. He hates that.

    And yet the desire is there all the same.

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    29 Apr 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 16

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    Kiyoomi wakes up with a pounding headache, dirty hands, and his arm around Atsumu’s waist.

    Miya Atsumu is addicting and Kiyoomi is a fool.

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    28 Apr 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    He whispers—whispers, quiet, soft, so unlike himself. “Holy shit, I’m so in love with you.”

    Kenma runs.

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    19 Apr 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 11

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    Oikawa's mom tells him what love should look like, and, surprisingly, it looks a lot like Iwaizumi.

    Five times Iwaizumi is who Oikawa's looking for, and the one time Oikawa realizes.

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    19 Apr 2024

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Alhaitham, Kaveh, the drinks Kaveh made them every morning, and Alhaitham's very deep but totally normal feelings about this domestic privilege.

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    Love without a name, visible only in similes and metaphors, tangible and all-consuming in the ways they orbited each other. Action for action, thought for thought.

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    14 Apr 2024

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    “Uh...Cyno? Are you alright?” Kaveh finally asks after a moment.

    The shorter male startles, before speaking, his voice soft, almost sounding in disbelief.

    “You look exactly the same as I remember.”

    Kaveh waits for some sort of stupid punchline, but none comes.

    “Uhh… I would hope so? It’s just been about two weeks since I saw you.” He finally says after a moment.

    Cyno blinks once. Twice. Then, he says.

    “Kaveh, you and the entire construction crew disappeared ten months ago without a trace.”

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    Kaveh heads to a commission out in the desert for a few days and ends up trapped in ancient ruins with the entire construction crew. When they emerge ten days later, they find that ten months have passed for everyone else.

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    06 Apr 2024

  14. Rec *

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    “The report from the messenger they sent ahead was that the victim was a younger man with blond hair and a red cloak.”

    Alhaitham ignored the uneasy feeling in his gut with an ease born from years and years of practice. “You think it might be Kaveh.”

    “I do.”

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    When an accident with a leyline somehow fractures Kaveh's personality, Alhaitham steps in to repair the things that have been broken.

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    04 Jan 2024

  15. Rec 60

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    Tooru jokes once, tugging his socks on in the changeroom before a game, that photography is just another thing he's naturally good at.

    Iwaizumi Hajime falls in love through the lens of his Canon A-1 35mm film camera.

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    02 Jan 2024

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    “Why are you doing this?” Alhaitham asked quietly. He asked it more to the bowl of soup than to Kaveh himself. Kaveh put a hand on his hip, holding out the spoon for Alhaitham to take.

    “What do you mean, why? Like I’m just supposed to leave you to suffer?”

    “You’re going to catch… whatever this is. It’s the better choice to just go to work like normal and leave me alone to let it run its course.”

    Kaveh scoffed. “Well, that’s just heartless. Would you have left me like this?”

    “Yes.”
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    Kaveh takes care of Alhaitham when he comes home sick - Alhaitham can't understand why he did it, much less how to go about making them even.

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    01 Jul 2023

  17. This has been deleted, sorry!

    27 Jun 2023

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    The people of Sumeru had not experienced dreams for the past five hundred years. Lesser Lord Kusanali then abolished the Akasha system and returned the wonders dreaming to her people.

    However, there are complications that arise with freeing the brain’s unconscious activities. Nightmares start to haunt those that had previously repressed traumatic memories in order to cope.

    Kaveh, on the other hand, begins sleepwalking. Alhaitham tries to fix the problem before someone gets hurt.

    Or; Kaveh has nightmares and sleepwalks. Alhaitham dreams and deals with the emotions he holds for his roommate.

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    19 Jun 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 94

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    Cyno points past them. “Sumeru City is approximately that direction. Port Ormos lies further south. And…” He squints toward the cliffs breaking away from the Chasm. “Gandharva Ville.”
    Collei takes a step closer to the edge, trying to see past the branches. Not too close, in case her legs give out on her. Cyno clearly has the same idea, because he moves beside her, standing far enough for comfort and close enough to catch her if she should fall.
    “Gandharva Ville?”
    “Home to a friend of mine,” he explains. “The most intelligent person I’ve ever met, and I grew up at the Akademiya. Perhaps you’ll meet him someday.”

    Following the Black Fire Incident, Collei and Cyno make their way towards Sumeru. They may not be so different after all.

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    Chapters:
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    12 Jun 2023

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    The road to Gandharva is long and complicated. After leaving Mondstadt, Collei spends a lot of time alone with her own thoughts and, perhaps worse, with the Master Conversationalist, General Mahamatra, Cyno.

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    12 Jun 2023

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