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Tastes Like Control by carnationhes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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“It’s just a thing, I guess.”
“I think you are hurting yourself. On purpose.”
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- Part 2 of After Eight
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03 Aug 2026
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“Shane knows better.
He does.
He knows that, realistically, his worth must come from more than just hockey.
If nothing else, he knows that he owes it to the people who claim to love him—his mom, his dad, Hayden, Ilya, though he can still hardly fathom it some days—to believe this love stems from more than just the number of goals he’s scored or cups he’s won.
It has to help that he’s scored a lot, though, his brain offers. He’s won a lot. At the end of the day, he’s good at hockey; he has to be.
Because when he isn’t, what good is he?”
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or, shane has been haunted for years by the compulsion to ask whether his loved ones still like him even when he’s “bad” at hockey.
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02 Aug 2026
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Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.
Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”
Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”
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Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever
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- 13/13
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31 Jul 2026
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Boys Will Be Boys by CreteIsland
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.- Words:
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14 Jul 2026
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a memory in us by meebles (firelord_zutara)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, you don’t actually want to watch these, I promise. They’re just boring old kiddy games.”
Ilya blinks. “Shane. Are you trying to tell me that I will not like something because it is ‘boring’? I think we have plenty of evidence that this is simply not true, no?”
Shane fixes him with his most withering glare. “Well, if I’m calling something boring, imagine how boring it actually is.”
“I know you are trying to trick me, Hollander,” Ilya states, raising a single brow. “But you will not deny me my right as your husband to see baby Shane in his tiny little skates.”
Or: Shane and Ilya watch some of Shane’s old home movies. It leads to a few revelations.
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27 Jun 2026
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
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- English
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- 57,322
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- 5/5
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- 1,735
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- 15,140
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18 Jun 2026
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The Bite (Extended) by dntat
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jun 2026
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Shane has been hiding his designation for his entire NHL career. It's been hard, but its been worth it.
Then a single moment makes everything come tumbling down.
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11 Jun 2026
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He’s just about ready to doze off—his ritualistic pre-dinner, thirty-minute nap—when, suddenly, Ilya says, “Huh. Interesting.”
Shane cracks one eye open. “Hmm?”
“Oh, nothing, малыш,” he replies, though his brows are furrowed when he says it. Shane’s even more curious now.
“No, really, what is it?”
Ilya must lose some internal debate; a deep sigh leaves his body before, wordlessly, he turns his phone to Shane.
The bright light makes him squint, still not used to Ilya and his affinity for both using the light-mode feature and turning the brightness in his phone to a maximum. He forgoes scolding him when, after his eyes have adjusted, he reads: Metros acquires Fil-Canadian Rivera; second Asian player in franchise history after Hollander.
At first he thinks, oh, that’s my name. Shane hasn’t seen his name mentioned remotely near the words ‘Montreal Metros’ ever since he transferred to Ottawa three years ago. Then, and this is when it finally dawns on him, Shane thinks: second?
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- Part 5 of a collection of hollanovs
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- English
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- 1/1
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06 Jun 2026
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When I Walk Into The Room, I Do Not Light It Up. Fuck. by TeaTimeAllOverTown
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Apr 2026
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He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.
That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.
He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.
Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.
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Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.
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- English
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- 1/1
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05 Jun 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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- Part 1 of Cardiothoracic Pathologies
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- English
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- 32,502
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- 2/2
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04 Jun 2026
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It’s So Easy to Fall In Love with Shane Hollander by SPRINGINGintoaction (sailingtheLarryship)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
Shane kind of likes that.- Language:
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- 7/7
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- 699
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02 Jun 2026
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Turn The Other Cheek by shanebug1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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“I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”
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An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it
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- Part 1 of Shane Hollander Deserves The World
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- English
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- 3/5
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30 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
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- English
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- 85,533
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- 3/3
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27 May 2026
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canada's community boyfriend by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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After Shane films an obscenely slutty advertisement for a sports drink company, the whole goddamn world decides he’s their new favorite sex symbol. Ilya reacts perfectly normally to this latest development.
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Or, 5 times Ilya is consumed with jealousy over his own fucking boyfriend + 1 time Shane shows him who he really belongs to.
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- English
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- 16,711
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- 1/1
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- 431
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- 15,059
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26 May 2026
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our dear lucy by joshybae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Apr 2026
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shane and ilya love their lives as rina’s parents, and while time had softened the pain, they would always carry a quiet, unwavering love for their first-born.
the story of lucy hollander rozanov,
conceived on the 12th July, and asleep forever by 29th November.Series
- Part 2 of shane, ilya, and mini shilya
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25 May 2026
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Rina Hollander Rozanov had inherited the best of shane and ilya — his freckles, his brain, their hearts, and yes, that impatienceness both men wouldn't admit to being responsible for.
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so when their babygirl (who could do no harm, mind you) bodyslammed a classmate into a wall and refused to explain herself, her dads weren’t letting it slide. they will find the reason.
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- Part 1 of shane, ilya, and mini shilya
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25 May 2026
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“You know, you could sleep with other men when we’re not together.”
Ilya kindly offers to let Shane have sex with other people. Shane loses his mind over it. They both hurt each other's feelings.
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24 May 2026
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“Why do I taste blood in your mouth, solnyshko?”
“I told you, my ex said it’s annoying when I’m too loud during sex. I guess it’s a habit. I bite my tongue sometimes so you won’t have to hear me that much.”
“And I told you, I need you to give me the name of this ex so I can kill him with my bare hands. Is very serious matter.”
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24 May 2026
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Overheated Rivalry (Omegavese Shane/Ilya) by KinkyVirgin
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Aug 2026
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- 8
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20 May 2026
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,385
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 2,435
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- 43,051
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17 May 2026