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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    A clone of Commander Shepard wakes up for the first time. She is not aware she is a clone, let alone who Shepard was. It is an odd start to life.
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    People in coats come in and out of your room. These people have red and orange skin and big black eyes. You have never seen your own face, but you have seen your arms and legs and know from the color of your skin and more numerous fingers that you are different from them. The people notice your eyes follow them as they move around the room. This interests them. They huddle around you and talk to each other as they shine a flashlight in your eyes. You do not understand what they are saying, but it is clear they are talking about you. Eventually they come to a decision and leave.

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    07 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Thirty years since first contact. Thirty years of war between the turians and the humans. Shanxi, a human fringe colony in the Traverse, has been the epicenter of the fighting. And humans are in the eleventh hour, about to lose not only their colonies, but their way of life. The only hope they have left is a Prothean beacon found hidden beneath labs-- a beacon which could, if given to the salarians, turn the tide of the war. The problem is: the turians want it just as badly.

    Commander Roni Shepard wears her uniform more comfortably than her own skin. But a traumatic injury from the batarians, a client race to the Hierarchy, has left her unsure of everything she used to be secure in.

    Lieutenant-Commander Garrus Vakarian thinks outside of the box, much to the chagrin of his commanding officers, his father, and the very establishment he fights for. When he uncovers a dark secret embedded deep within his own military, he holds on to the hope that others can put a stop to it, even if it destroys everything.

    When both of them are tasked with securing the Prothean beacon, their lives will intertwine, and everything they thought they knew flies out the window when a mysterious ship also comes to collect.

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    07 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Commander Shepard was there the day Earth lost the First Contact War. Major Garrus Vakarian personally watched Humanity surrender to the Turians. But they never could have dreamed the roles they would have in the oncoming fight.

    Yeah, it's an arranged marriage AU. Cuz I'm Shakarian trash. So. Enjoy.

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    12 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    How embarrassing. I've read this like half a dozen times in the last year and I didn't have it bookmarked and hadn't left kudos because I found it before I had an account. Whoops.

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    In the hours before the final assault on the Collector Base, Shepard and Garrus finally add benefits to their friendship. Or, as one reader phrased it, went from head bump to bed hump.

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    19 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    My favorite NSFW fan comic ever <3

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    garrus vakarian, supposed model turian and master of discipline, finds himself undone when his sort've-girlfriend screams at a turian platoon in the middle of a warzone. pathetically, wretchedly undone.

    because, really, what's a good turian to do in a situation like that?

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    30 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 34

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    Two years after the death of Garrus Vakarian, Delia Shepard finds herself stationed on Horizon when the Collectors attack and kidnap Kaidan Alenko. When a mysterious shadow corporation by the name of Cerberus comes to her rescue, she sees is as not only a way to save Kaidan, but to possibly do some good in the universe. But there's a mysterious turian who follows her at every step, one that may be more than he seems on the surface.

    Garrus Vakarian is alive. He's 30% cybernetics, embedded with a control chip and surveillance devices that track his every move, and doesn't care about anything anymore-- but alive. He has one sole mission: to destroy Cerberus from the inside out. But when Shepard happens back into his life, he's forced to make the harrowing decision of whether to complete his mission, or to risk it all for the woman he once thought he couldn't live without.

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    28 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 17

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    From the moment he's born, Garrus is never alone. There's no Vakarian without...

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    27 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    After Shepard destroyed the Crucible, the energy expelled from the blast has changed her. She's immortal, she cannot age-- and what's more, she seemed to consume the blast, which threatens to hurt everyone around her. She left Garrus in the middle of the night in an attempt to save him, and never looked back.

    Nineteen year later, and Garrus is a shell of what he once was. He drinks too much, he has too many ex-wives, and not a single turian in their right state of mind would pay him any respect. What was supposed to be a routine mission to a fringe colony turned into something even he didn't know how to describe when he picks up an SOS signal from a shuttle. What he wasn't suspected was it to be Shepard, and what was even more-- he didn't expect a blast to come out of her body that killed half his crew.

    As the blast knocked them off course, Shepard and Garrus must find a way to cohabitate after nineteen years of scorn. If Shepard is just going to leave again, then Garrus wants no part in it. And if Garrus had moved on a long time ago, Shepard sees no reason for civility.

    But what either of them did not anticipate was that maybe, in nineteen years, maybe neither of them changed all that much to begin with.

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    17 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 15

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    In order to secure the support of the turian Fleet, Shepard's sent to Palaven's moon Menae in order to find Primarch Fedorian. It's difficult to focus on the mission when the whole world is burning and she has no idea if Garrus is still alive or how she's supposed to do any of this, and it feels like she's right on the edge of falling apart... It all comes together to break her on that battle-scorched moon, when she sees something she had been praying she never would.

    TL:DR: During Priority: Palaven, Shepard sees a painfully familiar-looking Marauder.

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    11 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    Jane Shepard, the heiress to Normandy House, has always and will always regard marriage to be nothing more than a sham. She'd rather live the life of a spinster than the life of a wife. But when the future of Normandy House is thrown out of her favor, she begrudgingly enters the marriage mart. After months of failure, a sliver of hope presents itself in the form of Viscount Garrus Vakarian, known playboy, rake, slut, and all other like terms. He proposes a daring plan: pretend to court and marry for a span of four months, before Garrus fakes his death and abandons the Citadel for good. It secures Shepard's claim to Normandy House and offers the benefits of widowed life, while favoring Garrus and his all-too secretive plans he shares with no one, including Shepard. But through the fake longing gazes and fabricated dates and the tense waltzes in balls, Shepard begins to fear the one thing that could scare her more than the prospect of marriage.

    That through it all, she was falling in love with the Viscount.

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    29 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shepard needs Garrus. Garrus needs to get his head on straight.

    A Mass Effect 2 retelling from Garrus's POV, with extra angst. Mostly canon-compliant with some creative liberties.

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    29 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 37

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    Shepard, a Spectre, is on the trail of a volus wanted for trading Council secrets with her favored C-Sec liaison, Garrus Vakarian. When the stakeout takes a turn for the worse, they're forced to bunker down on Level 14 of Tayseri Ward, known for its lack of C-Sec involvement and red light district. But taking refuge in a sex club with a partner that's been nothing but flirty, obstinate, and fucking easy to tease comes with its own complications.

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    29 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Buffy wakes up alone in bed during "Into The Woods".
    What happens when she reaches out to the best bloodhound in town for help finding her missing boyfriend?

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    29 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 13

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    Castis and Garrus have significantly more in common than they'd ever admit. Someone gets to compare them though and loves ever second of it.

    Writen for Shrimp Skwad's SSC:017 - Come What May

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    23 Jun 2025

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    It seemed to take forever, but when she finally, finally found her daughter, bruised but not broken, alive and not dead, with the scarred but dutiful man, whose comically talons would not stop holding her daughter’s gently – she had only a few words, all focused on a beautiful future.

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    23 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    An elcor veterinarian is found brutally murdered at his own clinic. No motive, nothing to point towards his killer. It's up to Second Class Major Crimes Detective Castis Vakarian and his new partner - the newest addition to the Major Crimes team - to piece together both how and why someone would kill the beloved veterinarian before the rapidly cooling trail can be erased entirely. But if anyone does know why someone would harm the sweet-natured elcor, they're being kept quiet by fear, apathy or some combination of the two.
    Only, the situation is set to become all the more complex as Castis' personal and professional lives are forced to collide explosively - and left with his reputation on the line twice, he finds himself betting pride, reputation and relationship on a longshot; that he can solve this one case.

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    20 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    It's a long road from from "alien" to "partner."

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    31 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Perfection.

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    A slave and a Spectre.
    A biotic war-machine and an all-around turian bad boy.

    What might have happened if Shepard had never been rescued on Mindoir, and instead been thrown in a cage with rebel-turian Nihlus Kryik.

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    03 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 14

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    Kai is a Rauataian deserter and mercenary adrift without purpose. The godless godlike court augur, Lestelle Ròs Caellatori — or “Stell” as her friends call her — comes to the Living Lands filled with such a purpose at last.

    Crossing paths with Kai was unexpected.

    Falling in love with Kai was also unexpected, though not unwelcome.

    In between, Stell stumbles along an adventure far stranger than she bargained for.

    These are the stories of Kai and Stell, ranging from the silly, to the sappy, to the strange, and to the somber. It is thanks to these adventures together that Kai and Stell’s chaotic and rushed beginnings turn into a bond made stronger by their pasts; not in spite of them.

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    22 Mar 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    When he least expects it, Garrus finds Shepard at the door of his apartment on the Citadel, looking for a place to spend the night.

    Set between ME1 & ME2. Prompt called for a fill on humor & sex.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    1,185
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    89,961

    11 Feb 2025

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