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All of This Can Be Broken (All of This Will Be Broken) by TakesAllKinds
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
02 Oct 2025
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After Connor tries to kill himself, he wakes up.
Time folds back on itself, winding around and around, until he's tangled up in it, trapping him in a loop of September third, the first day of his senior year, and the day he tried to kill himself.
He has no idea how to get out.Bookmarked by the_shape_we_take
28 Feb 2025
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(slow burn in a way that in those 3 chapters they haven't met. Slow burn as in character description, their life, emotions, and projecting my childhood on them)
Connor Murphy gives himself one last summer to try.
(Update: 12.04.2026)Bookmarked by the_shape_we_take
09 Sep 2024
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if only i could love you enough, to give you what you need. by jizzmaster4000
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
15 Jul 2024
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TRIGGER WARNING FOR ANOREXIA AND EATING DISORDERS
Fanfic I wrote about Connor Murphy and his battle with anorexia. Kinda long, but I hope you like it. It's also a Conguel fic because.. those two are my babies and I wish I had someone like Miguel when I was struggling.
Hopefully you enjoy it.
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19 Jul 2024
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Connor's never had an issue with Miguel's boyfriend before, what changed?
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12 Apr 2024
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5 short instances leading up to connor’s death, based on chapters from the novel
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just some writing I did whilst bored
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11 Apr 2024
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“You were my silver lining Mig.” Connor said finally, letting the silence go on agonizingly long before each of his responses.
“And how was I supposed to know that?” Miguel was bitter at Connor. He was guilty and angry and hurt at him for dying. For leaving voicemails he would never hear the responses to. This was weird. This was weird and strange and Miguel didn’t even believe in ghosts so why did all of this make him feel like he might be ok again?Bookmarked by the_shape_we_take
26 Feb 2024
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Inches from the Edge by newwwwusername
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen (2021)
12 Jan 2024
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Snapshots leading up to, during, and after Connor Murphy killed himself.
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- Part 47 of Focus on Depression
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- English
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12 Jan 2024
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A Little Closer by berdcage
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen (2021)
21 Nov 2023
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Connor backs out at the last minute
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Connor receives a message at an inconvenient/convenient time
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22 Nov 2023
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Connor’s growing interest in art holds unanticipated consequences for Miguel.
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01 Nov 2023
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as long as you can just try to be brave by theomegapoint
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen: The Novel - Val Emmich
20 Apr 2023
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Summer feels like it’s slipping through his fingers, though, and Connor wants every bit of Miguel he can keep for himself before it’s over. He wants to ache knowing he belongs to Miguel, if only for right now. If only until Connor has to leave.
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15 Jul 2023
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Connor, who was the cause of this whole mess, had been following him since his parents had confronted Evan about the letter they had found in his pocket the night he… passed. Evan didn’t know what made Connor’s ghost latch onto him, but he hadn’t been able to shake him since that day. Usually, it was fine, but there were days when Connor wasn’t up to pretending to be pleased to be around him. Today seemed to be one of those days.
Alternative Title: In Which Connor Wants To Be Forgotten
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23 Oct 2022
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how long do you wanna be loved? by Schantzscribbles
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
09 Jun 2020
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Cynthia Murphy didn't plan to be a stay at home mother.
It wasn't exactly a dream of hers.
But she wouldn't trade it for the world, no matter how many tears, bumps, and bruises she cleaned up.Series
- Part 4 of lullabies and nursery rhymes
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19 Sep 2022
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Miguel meeting Connor’s family
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28 Aug 2022
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lullaby for the taken by Schantzscribbles
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
01 May 2020
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Cynthia Murphy was never good with conflict. She was not a problem solver. She was not a comforter. She needed her problems solved for her. She needed to be comforted.
Cynthia knows she can't handle much.
Cynthia knows about giving up.Series
- Part 2 of lullabies and nursery rhymes
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18 Jul 2022
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'Til Our Ribs Get Tough by ticklishraspberries
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
30 Apr 2022
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Connor and Miguel go out for a nighttime drive.
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13 May 2022
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Connor’s always cracking different parts of his body, and Miguel offers a different solution to his soreness.
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01 May 2022
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Connor threw up again in his own toilet. And threw up again, and again, and when he thought he'd thrown up everything he dug two fingers down his throat and retched up the last of it. Even then he still felt it clawing at his insides. He gagged into the bowl, stomach lurching but nothing left to come up. He dragged himself into the shower and scrubbed at his skin until it was raw and little spots of red decorated his body. Except he couldn't touch there he couldn't even think about there without retching again but he was so, so dirty. So filthy. Like there were bugs under his skin.
Connor let his anxiety stop him from preventing something he wasn't ready for.
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22 Mar 2022
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Connor Murphy, in Dear Evan Hansen as we all know, ends up committing suicide. However, he had a deep past filled with more questions than answers. This one-shot follows what Connor was like before and during his drug use.
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22 Mar 2022
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Two Friends, True Friends by orphan_account
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - The Novel
19 Oct 2018
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|WARNING, LITTLE CHILDREN! THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR THE DEAR EVAN HANSEN NOVEL! PROCEED WITH CAUTION!|
How the orchard trip in For Forever would have really went down had it been real. Minus Evan. Oops.
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22 Mar 2022
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three times that connor heard he was beautiful, and the one time that he believed it by orphan_account
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
05 Mar 2019
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exactly what it says on the tin.
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22 Mar 2022