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y esta amarga tristeza que llevo en mi alma (Route 27) by pax (ultramar)
Fandoms: Hannibal (TV)
30 Jul 2025
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After they fall from the cliff, Hannibal and Will are on the run. As they navigate from Ecuador to Peru while healing from their injuries, Hannibal makes the rash decision to find a dealer so he can get his hands on to something that keeps him awake.
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Dazai could predict almost anything even if it wasn’t his ability to do so; he could predict almost anything and that was a fact. (nevertheless he hadn’t been able to kill himself -yet. That had been the only factor so far that he couldn’t seem to get right.)
Being Mori's disciple leaves a lot to be desired, and when Dazai is deprived of everything meaningful in his life, he recoils into himself and does what he knows best: he searches for ways to alleviate the pain. The strain of being such a young promise to the Port Mafia is not easy on the body, not even to the infamous Demon Prodigy.
There are few things that matter enough in Dazai's life that are worth fighting for against the abject terrors of his nightmares, although at the end of it, it's in everyone's best interest to be kept away from such a wasteful and putrid life. Or that's what he is convinced about.
This is a story about coping and emotional neglect, a realistic portrait (or at least I hope so) of the difficulties that come with being a teenager in the mafia and dealing with everything that comes with it.
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if you'd been a dog (they would've drowned you at birth) by pax (ultramar)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 May 2017
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He forced his fingers so far down his throat as if he himself, with his own hands were to pull out the dormant creature that was trapped within himself, latched through his coat and linked with his absent soul. Never because he was resentful of Rashōmon, never. But because he felt bad he had to live like a leach encaged on such a despicable body.
I want you to know, he's not coming back. Look into my eyes: I'm not coming back.
Recent bookmarks
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Bloodletting (New Orleans) by IadastraperasperaI
Fandoms: Hannibal (TV), Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice
10 Dec 2025
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“That is why I have come to you. I saw your crimes, and I thought: what manner of beasts have done this? I must know. I must speak with them."
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Lestat becomes aware of a series of increasingly elaborate murders in Louisiana. He tracks down the perpetrators. To have a conversation, of course.Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
25 Dec 2025
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Nothing New (Hannibal+Twin Peaks) by IadastraperasperaI
Fandom: Hannibal (TV), Twin Peaks (TV 1990)
15 Oct 2025
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A crossover of the bizarre worlds of Hannibal and Twin Peaks. Plenty of surrealism here.
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Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
25 Dec 2025
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will has a nightmare for the first time in years.
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- Part 8 of antiheroblake’s advent calendar
Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
21 Dec 2025
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hannibal receives a call from will the night before he is to be married.
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- Part 7 of antiheroblake’s advent calendar
Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
20 Dec 2025
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After dragging Hannibal over the cliffside, Will had never again expected to wake up.
He certainly hadn't expected to wake up in Wolf Trap, in bed next to the man he had just tried to kill. When their violent game of cat-and-mouse suddenly takes a surprisingly domestic turn, Will isn't entirely sure how to cope.
Bookmarked by pax (ultramar)
19 Dec 2025