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Irontomb is gone. Lygus too. They took Amphoreus with them.
Phainon was the only thing that escaped the simulation before everything in it collapsed. Now he has to come to terms with the fact that no one on Amphoreus was real and they never will be.
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Lacuna - (n.) a blank space or missing part.Series
- Part 5 of well of depression (angst)
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22 Oct 2025
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The universe might be endless, but he will always know where Amphoreus used to reside, as if he had another sense that told him where to go to return home. It didn't matter that he wouldn't find anything there, just empty space. He knew there used to be something there, even if just in a simulation. And if he were to spend many hours just floating there, without clear reason apart from feeling loneliness and guilt, it's not like anyone can do anything about it.
Amphoreus was never real, not to the whole universe like it was to him. And perhaps he would eventually find a way to live with it. But that time has yet to come, so he instead curled in his wings in the dark corner of the universe that held the emptiness of his home and let himself rot there.
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FUCK. WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF
IM SO FUCKINF SAD IM CRYING, WRITING DOES NOT CONVEY THE UTTER SADNESS I FEELWHEN PHAINON WENT “was it all for nothing?” I FUCKING BAWLED RIGHT THEN AND THERE AUUGHHHGUSAHA I NEED TO STOP LOOKING AT THESE SAD SAD FICS
I TOLD MYSELF I SHOULDNT READ HURT NO CONFORT FICS AND LOOK WHERE IT GETS ME
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"Aglaea. Where is Phainon?"
He should have come back two days ago, yet there were no traces of him in the city. Mydei was getting progressively more worried, and even though he didn't doubt Deliverer's combat abilities, he had a bad feeling about this. If anyone knew what happened on that mission, it would be Aglaea.
But instead of answering, her face was laced with slight confusion as she asked,
"Who is Phainon?"
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Phainon believes that if he didn't exist at all, the next cycle would end up better than the previous ones. But nothing goes according to plan and he instead deletes most traces and memories of himself in the middle of the cycle, making everyone suddenly forget who he is.Apart from Mydei, that is.
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Anamnesis – (n.) Recollection, especially of a supposed previous existence; in philosophy, the soul’s remembrance of truths from before birth, a recalling to mind : REMINISCENCESeries
- Part 1 of well of depression (angst)
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22 Oct 2025
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FAWK
ngl i LOVE the characterisation of mydei here, HE AINT NO CRYBABY AHSHAHAH HE’LL DRAG PHAINON BACK ALONE EVEN IF ITS THE LAST THING HE DOES
i love how he misses phainon so much, and literally YEARNER. i’m lowk so hyped for what would come next BECAUSE PHAINON DOESNT REMEMBER EITHER??? WHSIAHJSWH
AND AGLAEA KNOWS THAT CAPE WAS MADE BY HERSELF BUT SHE DONT KNOW HOW, BECAUSE SHE DOESNT REMEMBER, LMAOOO
mydei unknowingly dragging everyone else into his existential crisis3
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“May this world never have need for a Deliverer.”
Back then, all he had done was laugh in return, seeing the way Cyrene smiled and followed him.
He never noticed the sadness that was clear in her eyes, the way it told a hundred bittersweet things all at the same time.
Now, he understood.
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or; The world has collapsed, as it has done many times beforehand. The Black Tide took over the lands of Amphoreus, swallowing everything and everyone in its path, leaving nothing else behind but a single man destined to witness the new dawn alone.
Phainon was left completely alone.
Just like before, the world has to be reset and this loop must be brought to a close.
But, this time, the epic of the chosen hero might have another conclusion to its story.
If Phainon could give the world the happiness it deserves, grant his friends the chance to live a life where they won't have to suffer time and time again, living their lives as they should… he would do it all without another beat of his heart, without a single thought in his mind.
Even if it means everyone forgets about him.
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22 Oct 2025
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WHERES MY HAPPY ENDING????? BRUHHHHHHHH
the angst with happy ending is there for VAGUENESS, ITS A SCAM THATS WHAT IT ISWHERES PHAINON AND MYDEI REUNION AND THEY KISS AND MAKE OUT AND BUY A COTTAGE IN SOME RANDOM FOREST AND HAVING AN ENTIRE WEDDING AND A HAPPY ENDING AAUUGHHHHGHH
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All shall bid farewell to one, and that person alone will witness the miracle.
In the end, the chains of the prophecy had been broken, and the witness died alone. He gave the world one last chance, one last miracle, to live on happily with the ending to a book that went on for too long.
He heard no goodbyes, no regards for the next life, as he broke apart, and he was no more.
The Deliverer was truly no more.
All that remained were the ashes left behind.
The fragments of a man, once revered as the chosen one of the prophecy… now laid waste to a barren fate. After all, no one could grieve for something forgotten in time.
A nameless face, lost to oblivion forevermore.
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Unsteady Hands by princesscas for toastbunny
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 Sep 2025
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March can change pictures from inside the camera. So she becomes part of the Amphoreus trailblazing expedition alongside her friends.
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Castorice has a plan: she’s going to lock Phainon and Mydei in a room until they confess their feelings for each other. Only… why do they keep escaping the locked rooms?!
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21 Oct 2025
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“Why not? Give me your best confession.”
Phainon blinks. He sits there in silence. He watches as Mydei takes another bite of cake. Then he opens his mouth, and what comes out is, “I have a crush on you.”
Mydei grins at him. He bursts out laughing.
“It’s like, a really big crush,” Phainon mutters, blushing up to his ears. “A huge crush. Enormous, even.”
“Uh huh.”
“You should know I’m actually a really romantic writer,” Phainon insists, still flushed red. “I wrote us this grand confession scene. We were both so eloquent about it! It was really beautiful! I said I wanted to be your sword and shield for the rest of our lives! You said you’d be honored to wield my protection for eternity! And then we kissed! With tongue!”
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THEYRE BOTH THE BIGGEST AND STUPIDEST YEARNERS EVER I HATE THEM
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Our Heart Has Come Home by princesscas
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22 Feb 2025
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Mydei joins Phainon for the trial of strife. What he doesn't know is that Phainon doesn’t fear death, or loss, or anger—but he’s terrified of love.
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Phainon gets engaged to Mydei after years of being head over heels for him. The only problem: it’s a political marriage.
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Phainon frowns. That’s a tough one. “Well, they have to be Okheman, obviously. Preferably someone well-known. They have to be a strong warrior with a few achievements to their name, so that your people respect them. Oh, and with your library obsession, they should at least dabble in scholarly pursuits. They should be social, to take some of the heat of political interactions off of you. Ideally they would be interested in Kremnoan traditions and language, but that’s negotiable. And they ought to be someone you know already, and someone you don’t mind spending time with. Someone you like.”
Utter silence.
“What?” Phainon says. “Was it something I said?”
“Deliverer,” says Mydei. “You essentially gave me one option.”
Phainon is a little surprised there’s even one, actually. He thought he’d have eliminated everyone. “Well, that’s great! Who is it?”
Everyone in the room looks at him.
Phainon waits.
Everyone keeps looking at him.
“…Oh,” says Phainon.
“Uh huh,” says Mydei.
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“I fucking hate Aglaea,” Anaxa mutters, pacing back and forth. “These are going to be the most beautiful wedding invitations the world has ever motherfucking seen. That’ll show her.”
Didn’t she ask you to do exactly that, Phainon thinks, but doesn’t say anything. He just nods. “Thanks, Professor.”
“Thanks, old man,” Mydei echoes.
Anaxa glares at him. “I can and will spell your name wrong on the invitation.”
“Please don’t,” Phainon says quickly. A mistake in the wedding invitation might count as a declaration of war in Kremnoan culture. He’s not entirely sure.
“Ugh, fine,” says Anaxa, because he’s actually a terrible pushover who has never denied Phainon anything. “You have terrible taste. Next time, choose a better one.”
“Next time?” Phainon asks, bemused, but Anaxa has already left.
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“You,” says Phainon, “are without a doubt the least likeable person I’ve ever had the displeasure of being infatuated with.”
“You like me,” Mydei says, still grinning. “That’s so embarrassing for you.”
“I’m leaving.”
“You want to make love with me.”
“LEAVING,” Phainon calls from the door, which he has not actually left from yet, although he’s had ample time to.
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“No, but—I don’t—you don’t like me.”
Mydei looks genuinely baffled. “Why would I marry you if I didn’t like you?”
“For the—you know why!”
“Deliverer,” Mydei says slowly. “One of your prerequisites was that I liked the person.”
Phainon blinks. Did he say that? “But you said there was only one option.”
“Because you’re the only person I like.”
Phainon gapes at him.
“Don’t look at me like that,” Mydei grumbles, crossing his arms. His face is flushed. “You know that I’m in love with you. We’ve been dating for five years, Deliverer. Don’t act surprised.”
“I wasn’t acting—WAIT, FIVE YEARS??”
“Yeah.”
“That’s when we met,” Phainon hisses. “I was still in college. We didn’t even start hooking up until two years after that. How the hell did you get the idea that we were dating back then??”
“You beat me in a duel,” Mydei says, like it’s just that simple. “And when I asked what you wanted, you said, Your hand in marriage. So here we are.”
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Eighteen-year-old Phainon joins the Kremnoan Detachment. Mydei stumbles his way into a courtship with him.
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Phainon looks over at him oddly. “Mydei,” he says. “I’m in love with you.”
Mydei doesn't know how he could have missed that. “I know.”
“I don’t think you do,” Phainon says, louder this time. “I don’t think you understand. It’s not—Mydei, it’s not that I want to fight you. I want to be your lover. I want to be the first person you think of when you have news to share. I want you to keep me around always, just because you like me. I want to kiss you and amuse you and talk with you and—and keep you company. I don’t just want to fight.”
Mydei sighs. He takes Phainon’s face in both his hands and looks at him, head-on. “In Kremnos,” he says, “a king can only take a lover who is his equal. So each king and his lover engage in a fight. The longer the fight lasts, the more respectable a match the king’s lover is.”
Phainon tilts his head slightly.
“I’m fighting you,” Mydei says. His face feels warm, but he presses on: “I’ve been fighting you all this time. And I will keep fighting you. Our fight will last the rest of our lives.”
Phainon’s face goes spectacularly red between Mydei’s hands.
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My dearest Phainon,
Congratulations! I’m delighted to hear about the engagement. Hieronymus says you’ve done very well for yourself as long as you love each other. I agree with him. From the way you have talked about him, I can tell that you feel very strongly for him. He sounds like a lovely young man.
Snowy is doing well. She just gave birth to two puppies, and we thought that one of them could come with you. They’re easily trained as hunting dogs, if you have the patience to wait through the first year or two. Your Kremnoan would probably appreciate a loyal pet to keep you both company. Audata says we need to keep one of them for Galba’s wife because she wants a new sheepdog, but you can take the other one along with you.
The harvest was wonderful this year. We are all missing our favorite hero. I read your letters to the whole town. You’re lucky that I paraphrase, or else everyone in Aedes Elysiae would know that you spend half your waking hours staring at your lover’s back muscles. What a pervert.
Awaiting your homeward arrival. I am glad you’ve settled in Sabany for the time being. I missed writing back to you.
Your favorite newly-certified Priestess of Oronyx,
CyreneHow many haybales can he lift? If it’s less than three, I’m kicking him out. I don’t care that he’s a prince.
-Audata***
My dearest Cyrene,
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CAN WE HAVE A PUPPY I WANT A PUPPY SO BAD!!!!!!
Mydei and I are coming for the harvest season. His five men might also stop by sometimes. Ptolemy is very interested to talk to you about our belief systems. He plans to give you a harder quiz than any test at your priest initiation. Be warned.
My dearest mother,
He can lift five haybales. With one hand.
All my love,
Castrum Kremnos’s most respected Prince Consort of all time,
Phainon***
My fuckass brother,
Stop flexing your titles. You got them by being pathetic and annoying.
Aedes Elysiae’s greatest priestess of all time and most beautiful tarot artist ever, WHO’S ALREADY MARRIED TO THE STRONGEST AND MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE UNIVERSE, BY THE WAY, SO TAKE THAT, YOU BASTARD,
CyreneI like him already.
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Wizards Are Frequently Secretly Fond Of Each Other by princesscas
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Aug 2025
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“I think the Head Boy was having sex in there. With the scary guy.”
“The scary—Mydei?” Castorice asks, incredulous. “He’s not scary at all. In fact, he’s the president of the baking club and—WAIT, THEY WERE DOING WHAT?”
Phainon and Mydei are acting weird. Castorice draws the obvious conclusion: they’re having sex in the Prefects’ Baths.
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“Ow,” Phainon says faintly, scrunching his eyes shut. He lifts one arm slowly, brushing it off with weak fingers. “Um, hey guys. What’s up?”
“Mydei fucked you so hard you passed out,” Castorice says, fuming. “That’s what.”
Phainon’s jaw drops. “He did?”
“I did not,” Mydei sputters. His face is bright red under the harsh infirmary lights. “We were sparring! Not—what the hell, Cas? We were—we were fighting. Like, fistfighting. No magic. It’s not allowed to have non-magical duels, so we do it in the baths.”
Castorice’s words die in her throat.
“Yeah,” Phainon rasps, rubbing his eyes. “God damn, your right hook is getting good.”
“Wait,” Castorice says weakly, looking between them rapidly. “Then why did you show up limping?”
“Kick practice,” Phainon says, tilting his head. “Mydei doesn’t skip leg day! He’s really something.”
“And—and the day when you didn’t eat…?”
“All-you-can-eat baked beans competition in the kitchens that night.”
“And the bruises?”
“Sparring.”
Castorice looks at them both, baffled. “But what about—what about the time Phainon said you were going to beat off together on the Quidditch pitch?”
“Oh,” says Mydei. “That’s when we beat the Bludgers at each other.”
“Because we’re both Gryffindor Beaters,” Phainon says helpfully.
“I know that,” Castorice mutters. “But—do you know what that phrase usually means?”
“That’s why it’s funny,” Phainon says. “Because it’s like, Let’s go beat off, and then we’re just beating the shit out of each other with magic baseball bats.”
Mydei still looks distraught. “You thought I was—was fucking him so hard that he passed out?”
“You thought I bottomed?” Phainon asks excitedly.
Castorice groans into her hands. She sinks to her knees at Phainon’s bedside and lets her forehead fall onto the metal frame of the sickbed.
“If you need any supplies to have safe sex,” Hyacine says brightly, “you can always come talk to me!”
“…Thanks,” says Mydei, sounding strained. “But we aren’t—we’re not—it’s not like that between us.”
Phainon’s bed creaks like he’s sitting up. “It isn’t?”
“…No?”
“Why was that a question?”
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oh phainon, mydei… you two are SO dumb
castorice passing her mental breakdown to mydei, and phainon just being happy to be there
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Anaxa adopts a nine-year-old Phainon. It saves both of them from hitting rock bottom.
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On the second day of school, Phainon comes home sporting a black eye, a streak of dried blood down his lip, and the biggest grin Anaxa has ever seen.
“Phainon!” Anaxa rushes over to him, already wiping at his face with a damp paper towel. The dried blood blooms to life underneath his hands. “Phainon, are you alright? How did you get hurt? Were you in a fight? Do I need to report anyone?”
“Prof,” Phainon says, beaming. “I made a friend!”
Anaxa blinks.
“Miss Aglaea said friends have a special connection,” Phainon says, like this explains everything.
“You mean to say your friend did this to you?”
“Uh huh. He said, Do you wanna fight? And then I said, Yeah, and then after school we went out to the park and had a fight.”
It was scheduled? Anaxa doesn’t think that’s how fights are supposed to go. Also, isn’t Phainon supposed to be more injured? Like, pretty badly injured? Unless… Oh god, what if the other kid is even worse? “Phainon, did you win or lose?”
Phainon sighs. “It was a draw,” he says dreamily.
Anaxa has no idea what the hell happened anymore. How could you have a draw in a schoolyard fight? “Aren’t you supposed to fight until one of you is unconscious?”
“Mydei said we should stop before we hurt each other too bad. So we did.”
“So you just… decided to fight? For fun?”
“Yeah.”
“And then you went elsewhere to fight.”
“Yeah.”
“And then you had a draw.”
“Yeah. And now we’re best friends forever.”
Anaxa stares at him. He wipes the last of the blood off his face and gives up. “You know what? Sure. You had the customary best friends duel and now your bond is unbreakable. What do I know?”
Phainon looks starry-eyed at this.
Well, starry-eyed and black-eyed. Anaxa sighs. This is his life now. “At least let me get you an ice pack.”
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A Dusk of Poison, An Antidote of Dawn by delta_altair
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Feb 2025
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Mydei turned around, intending to survey how many Titankin were left and to taunt Phainon with his kill count.
Instead, his breath left him and a frigid cold rocketed through his veins.
Phainon stood next to a ruined wall, corpses of Titankin littering the ground around him. His greatsword was buried in the chest of a dying Titankin before him. But despite a second foe rapidly approaching him, Phainon had not yet removed his sword from the corpse. Sweat beaded at his brow, and even at a distance Mydei could tell that his breathing was labored. His hands left the hilt of his sword, and Phainon stared down at them. A mix of confusion and fatigue spread across his face. He stumbled, knees unsteady.
The Titankin behind Phainon raised its weapon.
Mydei had seen this once before. A great warrior brought to heel by some strange, unexplainable force, a fugue state descending upon them.
His mother.
Phainon is poisoned while fighting Titankin, and Mydei relives his worst nightmare. Injuries need tending, and confessions of the past and present are made.
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21 Oct 2025
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Mydei was about to respond when a shadow fell across his closed eyes. He frowned. Perhaps a little too audacious?
He opened his eyes, and then his mouth to complain about Phainon blocking his light, but froze.
Phainon stood before him, arms behind his back, leaning forward ever-so-slightly into Mydei’s space. He eclipsed the Dawn Device completely. His white hair caught in the golden light like a halo. Dawn caressed his features like silk. He was radiant. Handsome. Mydei felt both his breath and his irritation slipping away like sand between his fingers.
Ah. Alright then.
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hero, remember the one who won't reach the dawn by shanxing_wu
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06 Jul 2025
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Mydei thinks back to a more innocent time, when both of them were younger. More naive.
I am simply more capable of enduring pain and suffering than you are, he had told the little hero who wouldn’t stop hovering by his side.
The world will let him down, if he isn’t strong enough to hold it up on his own, he had thought at the time.
If only he knew then, what he knows now.
In a stolen breath between cycles, Mydeimos, Lance of Fury, swaps bodies with Khaslana, Dawn-Denied Deliverer. Revelations are made, and hope is given a chance to burn a little brighter.
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- Part 5 of wounded souls that scar
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20 Oct 2025
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He never loved himself, so why would he love the world?
Because the world loves you, Khaslana, is the answer that sings in Mydei’s heart. Phainon, the world loves you so much.
Nikador’s power sends the Blade of Fury forward. Dawnmaker grows into a blade large enough to eclipse the world.
If you can’t stand to love yourself, then that is a duty I will gladly bear, in every cycle and beyond.
“Deliverer…” Mydei breathes with his last. Dawnmaker pierces through his back with the finality of a soldier’s steady resolve. The careful attention of a lover, to strike cleanly through his only weak spot.
“I wish you… eternal victory.”
Thank you for all that you’ve done, Worldbearer. Use my strength to fuel your fight for the true dawn.
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FUCK.
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Alexander looks between them skeptically and says, “You’re dating the Prince of Castrum Kremnos? I highly doubt so, you two bicker all the time.”
Phainon laughs, loud and wide at that. “Yeah, like an old married couple, don’t you think?”
“Prove it,” Alexander says, crossing his arms.
Seeming like he was expecting Alexander to say such a thing, Phainon shrugs. “Sure.”
Mydei sees the kiss coming and doesn’t bother stopping it.
Phainon has a stalker, so he proposes that he and Mydei fake date. It goes as well as you would expect.
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- Part 1 of the sun will rise again
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20 Oct 2025
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HKDJSJSJS I NEED MORE FICS LIKE THIS
lowk phainon being stubborn asf, and also much more focus ob the fact that phainon HATES being weak (i.e. a victim), probably a throwback to when flame reaver and the black tide massacred his entire village but being too weak to stop anything
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Mafia AU: Mob Boss Nanook, Runaway Heir turned Chrysos Agent Khaslana. Things go south for the Chrysos Agents. Desperate, with nowhere left to run, Khaslana leads their enemies to the Family as a feint, bringing trouble right onto Nanook’s doorstep.
He came here as a last resistance. He came here to die. The deserter of the Family. Instead, he was met with an open door, a warm meal and a soft bed. Nanook, that person went out to receive Khaslana’s enemies. His hunters won’t come to this place.
He’s safe.
But why would Nanook do that? Why…
Why can’t you just let me hate you?
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- Part 22 of NanookPhai+ Collection
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20 Oct 2025
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Nanook doesn’t want to admit how the bike parked on the driveway lifts his spirits after a long night, even if it’s the cause of the same. He goes into the house, and forces himself to maintain discipline, eating the breakfast Galina prepared, listening to her cheerful chatter about the ‘young master’ while Walter bandages his wounds—superficial injuries. It’s only after he’s finished talking to Zephyro, giving orders for cleanup duty, that he heads up to Khaslana’s room.
He’s disappointed to find the room empty. The medical kit in the bathroom was used, nothing to suggest an urgent injury, but he texts a message to Doc to stop by sometime today.
The sheets are mussed, the window open, but Nanook isn’t particularly worried. Khaslana wouldn’t leave without saying goodbye to Galina. Moreover, Walter, the guardian of their house who later turned professional cat-catcher #2, hasn’t mentioned anything.
Still, Nanook feels a little more tired as he makes his way to his room.
On opening the door, he immediately notices the person lying on his bed, the fluff of blonde hair on the pillow. It has him frozen on the threshold for a long minute, seeing Khaslana in his bed. Suppressing a hot surge of emotion, he closes the door soundlessly behind him and goes over on silent feet.
Khaslana’s face is relaxed in repose, the face of an angel when asleep, no hint of the hissing troublemaking wildcat he is on waking. Slowly, Nanook reaches out. The large hand gently strokes Khaslana’s hair a single time, careful not to wake him, the slightest softening in Nanook’s cold gaze.
My Khaslana… you’ve returned to me.
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BSJABSJWJSJWJW IM SO SOFT FOR THEM
i love how nanook likens khaslana to a cat, a particular hissy one that hes VERY fond of
its like those cat owners who would unabashedly love and spoil their bitchy mean isolatrice cat (who secretly loves them)
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"I waited for you for so long" by suzuchi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
06 Oct 2025
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“... What do you want, Mydei?”
“Flowers? … Flowers wilted near me.”
“I don't want a spar right now. I’m not— I’m not exactly feeling it.”
“... Then why are you still here?! Don't you have your own people to go home to??”
“Look at me, Mydei. I’m breaking apart … not long before my flesh and blood become one with Amphoreous’ soil.”
“I can't be saved— this is my fate Mydei!! I was already destined not to exist … isn't that why the reason I was created?”
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Mydei waited for a long time, such a long time he waited for Phainon. But don't worry, they will get their happy ending.
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20 Oct 2025
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Another hard ram to his already pliant womb, a golden glow momentarily enveloped Phainon before Khaslana came to view, just as he was coming again with a satisfied scream while flaring his wings.
"No— no more—" Khaslana wheezed, entirely oblivious to the fact that he shifted accidentally, "I'm already pregnant— Mydei please…” Khaslana sobbed in pleasure and exhaustion, his pussy much hotter than in its regular state. Mydei found himself putting his entire weight on his side.
"One more round, beloved," Mydei said sweetly, accompanied with a kiss against his spouse’s ear, "we need to make sure it takes~”
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TRANSFORMING MID SMUT?? SIGN ME TF UP
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“Um, Snowy … I detected another life inside you.”
“... Come again?”
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underdog by amanises (eireneo) for greenptid
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
07 Oct 2025
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Phainon underestimates just how feral Mydei can get during a rut.
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- Part 2 of Kinktober 2025
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20 Oct 2025
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PoleMos600's Crossword Puzzle by Ren4d, Uryan_Karl
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Sep 2025
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When Mydeimos opened his eyes, he was met with a hellscape more terrifying than the Trial of Strife.
Beneath a sky of red and black, jagged peaks thrust upward like blades. There was no solid ground beneath his feet—only endless piles of corpses, not a single face among them at peace.
Mydei's next thought was of Phainon—his dearest friend, his beloved, the sworn enemy who had pierced through his spine.
Had he succeeded?
If the Era Nova had been completed, then where was Phainon? And what was this place?
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Author Ren4d: Couldn't bear to watch Snowy fight all alone, so I sent a little nymph over to help him (?
It's a brainworm that only lasted one version. I gotta quickly finish this before version 3.5. Contains many plot holes and a sea of OOC.3.5Update: Didn't manage to finish this before 3.5, how sad. But since I'm already here, guess I'll just bite the bullet and keep writing.
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20 Oct 2025
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AAAAAAAAAA
MY YEARNER4YEARNERS
it gets a little worse before it gets better but NOW MYDEI IS WITH PHAINON AND THEYRE FIGHTING TOGETHER LETS GOOO
OMFG I JUST LOVE THE ABSOLUTE DEVOTION THESE TWO HAVE, ITS THE GREENEST RELATIONSHIP IN THE MOST REDDEST GREEN WAY POSSIBLE
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In your final moments your relive moments in life.
For Phainon, he can only remember his grief resurfacing.Aka
How Phainon feels the grief of losing his family, and how his family reacts to losing himSeries
- Part 6 of First Dawn in Amphoreous
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Something inside him, what’s left that’s untouched, broke as more and more of his old comrades followed suit. Not even his burning core could warm the cold seeping into his entire soul as his world comes crashing down on him.
He saved the planet but lost his home for a second time.
His vision tilts and Phainon swallows down the bile in his throat.
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20 Oct 2025
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I FUCKING CRIED ENTIRE FICS THERE ARE TREATS IN MY EYES , THEY’RE LITERALLY BURNING
reading this sleep depressive was probably not a good idea but do i regret it? NAH NO THIS FIC WAS PURE BEAUTY AAUUGHHUSAG
I NEED MORE FICS WHERE EVERYONE JUST COMFORTS PHIANON, HE DESERVES THAT AND SO MUCH MORE
BEAUTIFULLY written, i absolutely LOVED IT
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For whatever reason, Nikador and Kephale couldn't make their love known to the world—so Mydei solemnly swears he and Phainon won't end up the same way. He will ensure that their love will be written down in history, never to be forgotten by their descendants and generations to come.
[Myphai Kinktober Day 13 - Breeding Kink]
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- Part 13 of Myphai Kinktober 2025
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19 Oct 2025