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the screams of the damned are unable to be heard by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
03 Jan 2023
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His knees ache, but he doesn’t dare object to the saving graces that his Master is giving him. He knows that this could be worse, that his Master could be far more punishing than this. But he isn’t, not when his Master loves him so very much.
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- Part 9 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 1 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the ability to protect others is nothing but a distant dream by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
03 Jan 2023
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Sometimes, he finds Leo in the middle of the night, staring at the TV like his life is over and the pain turns into anger and the anger turns into words because he knows that he wasn’t able to save Leo, that he wasn’t able to rescue him from that tower before the Shredder managed to get to him.
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- Part 10 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 2 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the afterlife of life rings in the ears of many by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
03 Jan 2023
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He remembers when he was a child, of his brothers sneaking into his room when they had a nightmare because he had this aura that could somehow chase them all away, of them resting their head on his chest because they wanted to be closer to him. He remembers wrapping an arm around all of them, of telling them that he’ll always be there to protect them because that’s what older brothers do.
(or the five times leo was there for his brothers and friends and the one time his brothers were there for him)
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- Part 11 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 3 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the traumas of life scream in ears by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
05 Jan 2023
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He whimpers around the sting of blood, the air seeping into the wounds that litter his body and he takes each and every one with pride, a sense of accomplishment that he is the only person that is allowed to have this, that his Master is kind enough to give him his love and remind him that he is his.
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- Part 12 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 4 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the parts of minds rot into nothings by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
05 Jan 2023
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He remembers the days of being curled in the blankets of his bed, nails digging into the various parts of his body that he deemed dirty because Shredder had marked them with bruises, of scratches and half-crescent moons that raked down the parts of his own body that Shredder cared far too fondly about and it almost felt like payback, like he was taking back a part of himself that had been ripped from him the moment the abuse started.
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- Part 14 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 5 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the sacrifice of lives drown in the sight of moons by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
09 Jan 2023
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He’s their leader, someone who has to do everything in their power to make sure that they all get back home safe at the end of the day, someone who has to lay down life and law to keep them alive. The options flip past his own mind, choice after choice presenting himself but none of them as good as the one that he is about to make.
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- Part 15 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 6 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the spaces of time mean nothing under hands of chain by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
09 Jan 2023
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There are still times he can’t look at the color of blood or chains that wrap around a person or hear certain praises because it brings up memories of times that he wants to try so hard to forget, to bury in graves where they belong so that he doesn’t have to think about them anymore.
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- Part 16 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 7 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the dead never seem to stay dead by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
09 Jan 2023
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He leans against the doors, legs shaky as if he’s ready to pass out where he stands and he feels like the world is ripped out from under him, the notions of safety and privacy that he had been building back up over the years collapsing in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do anymore aside form grieve and cry and mourn like he did when Splinter died.
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- Part 17 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 8 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the eclipse of bruises shine in the mists of the dark by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
06 Feb 2023
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Trauma is a beast that lives in his veins, feeding off broken memories and shattered feelings, of thoughts and ideas that rise up from graves to haunt his dreams.
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- Part 18 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 9 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the guise of promises shatter in reflections of mirrors by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
06 Feb 2023
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He remembers holding them against his chest, of arms wrapped around them like he could protect them from the world that they knew wouldn’t accept them for what they were.
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- Part 19 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 10 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the helplessness of watching fallen depths by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
07 Feb 2023
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He remembers the nights where they would wake up from nightmares, of where they would seek comfort in the arms of their eldest brother because Leo knew what to say to make them feel better, knew what to do to chase the dreams away.
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- Part 21 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 11 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the tides of time flow like waves of sand by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
07 Feb 2023
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Foreheads are pressed together, dulled blue gazing into bright green and a silent promise is made between them, a promise of safety and protection and security that feels like a faded memory.
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- Part 23 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 12 of the sounds are nothing but silent
- Part 3 of the moments of darkness lingers in hell
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the bonds that tie them together can't be undone by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
07 Feb 2023
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When he saw commercials on late night TV of mothers that held their babies in their arms and promises to protect them from any harm, it wasn’t his father that he envisioned, but Leo; soft and caring and gentle Leo who would kiss them on the foreheads and tell them that he would protect them with his life.
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- Part 25 of the galaxy of where bad things happen
- Part 13 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the darkest of nights leads way to the lightest of supports by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
14 Mar 2023
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The rooftops of New York continue to be a safe haven, a place where he can forget the traumas and the nightmares and the memories and live inside of a peace that barely exists with him.
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- Part 14 of the sounds are nothing but silent
- Part 1 of the moments of darkness lingers in hell
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the starting of days exist in horror by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Beyblade, Bakuten Shoot Beyblade
26 Mar 2023
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It feels like a piece of him is missing, foreign and gone and he doesn’t know if he’s ever going to get it back, if he’s ever going to be the same again.
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a fic about the mornings after and the process of recoverySeries
- Part 15 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the deathbed of memories calls to the resting of dreams by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
24 Apr 2023
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He can’t bring himself to breathe on the nights he wakes up from nightmares, ghost touches on the tips of his flesh as faint words echo into the chambers of his hearing.
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- Part 16 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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the worms burrow into bones like bodies six feet under by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
01 May 2023
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He’s away from his brothers and his friends, from the place he calls home and trapped in some mysterious place that makes the scales on the back of his neck rise.
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an au of 3x16: what if leo had gotten the brain worm instead of raphSeries
- Part 17 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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close your eyes and listen to the thoughts that won't stop (they never will) by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
11 May 2023
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He just wants to be himself again, to laugh and smile and crack jokes and watch Space Heroes and look after his brothers.
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or; the briefest examination of how csa rips away childhoodsSeries
- Part 18 of the sounds are nothing but silent
- Part 7 of the moments of darkness lingers in hell
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the death of loved ones won't happen under his watch (it never will) by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
16 May 2023
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If there was one thing in this universe that he never wanted any of them to feel, it was the feeling of being afraid that the person who once hurt you was going to come back and do it again.
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or; what would have happened if leo murdered don viziosoSeries
- Part 19 of the sounds are nothing but silent
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if he only could (he wouldn't remember anything) by fluescere
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
21 May 2023
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There’s something awful in the churning in his stomach, in the colors that blur together to make colors appear and he wants to get off this ride.
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- Part 20 of the sounds are nothing but silent