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mew leans closer, circling his hands around top's neck. hot breath incites the monster entrapped within top. mew knows this. so he consumes top. tongue on tongue. chest on chest. orange flames erupt between their hips as top grinds hard.
that's mew's sign to stop.
breathlessly, mew asks, "desire me?"
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- Part 1 of for topmew
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top wonders if mew is ever more than just a one-night stand— if he's like boston and the rest.
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- Part 2 of for topmew
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mew should've known. he was never special in top's life.
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- Part 3 of for topmew
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when top pulls out, the air gushes into his lungs, and he feels empty again. what the fuck.
when top heads to the bathroom to get a damp towel, mew wants to cry.
when top cleans him gently and helps mew wear his boxers, he has an inkling that this won't be forever.
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- Part 4 of for topmew
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glasses; off by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
27 Jun 2023
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"it's distracting," top says. with a kind of firmness that will always render mew speechless.
"your glasses are a distraction."
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- Part 5 of for topmew
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oh babe, hold me closely by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
03 Jul 2023
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the music is loud. but mew's heartbeat is louder, faster, trampling the last bits and pieces of coherent thoughts when top puts down the glass and pulls mew to his chest.
"come here."
mew doesn't have to be told twice.
or topmew ft. the gang dancing the night away [plus their drunken shenanigans].
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- Part 6 of for topmew
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bitches talking shit they don't even know— those bastards don't know a single thing; top is that bitches and bastards. and what better way to shut a bitch up than by killing them?
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- Part 7 of for topmew
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somewhere else by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
11 Aug 2023
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top loves mew despite those scars and wounds. and mew sees into top— not just through— like a reflection in the mirror from two different people.
or top and mew are broken individuals from an abusive relationship, seeking shelter and love from each other at 2 am, confessing their feelings with kisses too fleeting and touches that speak too little of everything they are— should've been.
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- Part 8 of for topmew
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top's lips map their territory up to mew's neck, following every protruding vein with the tip of his tongue, sucking and drawing love marks. they'll blossom purple and red anytime soon— feeding top's pride at the thought of owning mew— he's mine. mine, mine, mine—
"i can't get enough of you," top breathlessly whispers as he pauses for air, speaking words of honesty for once in his lifetime. only to mew.
or top realises he loves mew as they're showering together.
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- Part 9 of for topmew
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top doesn't know that falling in love can be this easy and colourful. but maybe it's mew— probably it's just falling in love with mew that makes it so effortless and vibrant. oh.
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- Part 10 of for topmew
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fragile space by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
29 Aug 2023
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mew meddles his way to top's world and tightens his hold. and mew whispers, knowing top won't hear this, a heartfelt, "i think i like you."
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- Part 11 of for topmew
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you t(w)o by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023), เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023) RPF
14 Sep 2023
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top is never one to set things right and make decisions, but he learned from loving (and losing) book that he has to sacrifice one to gain one— and he needs to let a part of himself go to earn mew's love.
or an au where the B initial does belong to book kasidet.
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- Part 12 of for topmew
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where do they go from here? when everything is so used to be this and not that. where will they be now?
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- Part 13 of for topmew
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"you have sex with them, but you make love to me. so why does it matter? they have your body," mew maps top's chest with his index finger, swirling sharp nails all over his hardening nipples as he adds, "but i have your everything."
or in another universe, top works as a part-time prostitute to make ends meet and mew loves him the same. perhaps even more.
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- Part 14 of for topmew
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and it all becomes a distant memory— a memory that burns bright, a memory mew can't seem to forget— top.
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- Part 15 of for topmew
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if there's ever a chance for them to begin again, then top will not let it slip from his fingers.
and if they can ever be together again, then mew doesn't know if he's stupid or downright crazy.
but they say love conquers all— and perhaps, whatever they say is fucking right.
or top and mew, taking a forbidden chance for another shot of forever.
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- Part 16 of for topmew
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because mew knows forever isn't endless, broken promises are untold happily ever after, and top is just someone from his past— hopefully.
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- Part 17 of for topmew
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please, stay by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
23 Oct 2023
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and top realises, after everything they went through, he only wants mew to stay.
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- Part 18 of for topmew
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free falling; here landing. by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
29 Oct 2023
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you are mine, as i am yours,
and this love is ours,
forever.or top and mew, reaching that forever, promising a better future—together.
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- Part 19 of for topmew
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i'm just a monster, not your saviour [discontinued] by athousandbyeol
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
17 Jul 2024
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top doesn't know if he should hold mew tighter or let loose—because somehow, holding on or letting go, mew is still top's friend with benefits, and top is only a fuck buddy for mew—because in this situationship, if one falls in love, it'll be very messy. and top hates messy things.
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- Part 20 of for topmew