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    Continuation of Saga Of A Templar

    Cullen Rutherford has issues.
    He has been demon possessed, he has been tortured, he has been turned on and abandoned and forsaken by those he trusted, those he cared about, those he worshiped.
    He has also has found true friends where he least expected them.

    Cullen is now the Teyrn of Western Ferelden and serving the Inquisition. He has forsaken the templar Order and founded his own order of the Verumque where mages and knights are treated as equals and work together toward a common cause - To Serve Ferelden. Or, that's the intention.

    His demon Wrath has now become Valor after making an accord with a feral mabari lost in the Frostback mountains. Valor is at Cullen's side as his guard and companion now.
    Cullen is still restling with his remaining demon which he has named Reverie. He's realizing his mistake.

    Can his companions help him find true freedom and salvation before the Elder One comes for him?
    Will they even figure out what he truly suffers from?
    Can he even ask for the help he needs?

    Posts will come a bit slower for this part.

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    Tl;dr: Cassandra investigates what happened at Kinloch Hold during the 5th blight, and finds herself caught up trying to help a troubled templar named Cullen Rutherford.

    With the Seeker's resources stretched thin in the aftermath of the 5th blight, Divine Beatrix gives Cassandra permission to return to the Seekers full time to lend her skills to their cause. Her first field mission in ten years is investigating the Ferelden circle alongside Seeker Adderly, a cold and calculating man with little love for mages. Their mission is to investigate how Uldred's rebellion came to be and ensure it never happens again, helping the survivors deal with the aftermath of the hell they all lived through to make the Circle safe for mages and Templars alike. Their mission is anything but straightforward, especially when the fate of a certain young templar hangs in the balance, becoming the focus of Cassandra and Adderly's ideological differences.

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    Cullen is being especially angsty and unpleasant ever since the Inquisition arrived at Skyhold, and Cassandra wants to get to the bottom of it. Not all is as it seems. Spoiler: it's got to do with tHE fADE

    Note: Cullen's cranky and therefore being extremely unpleasant to everyone around him, including recruits and messengers. There's one scene where he's borderline verbally abusing one of his messengers, but Cassandra intervenes and everyone's fine. Just note if that makes you uncomfortable

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    4/?
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    Cullen has been recovering from severe injuries after a catastrophic encounter with Samson in Emprise du Lion in Inquisitor Rose Treveyan's quarters.

    Rose has been nursing her anger and anguish for weeks.

    Amid the necessary care and closeness of his convalescence, it all comes spilling out at last.

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    Rose Trevelyan awakens standing over her desk, quill in hand, a kind of wildly drawn map beneath her. She doesn't know what's happening and she wakes Cullen to help her sort it out. But he doesn't react the way she needs.

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    After the catastrophe between him and the Inquisitor earlier in the morning, Cullen expected Dorian's confrontation. He just didn't expect it to arrive so soon.

    (Companion Fic to In the Shattering of Things)

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    Aida Trevelyan loved everything about her new condo in a sleek modern high rise - except, the walls were awfully thin - especially the wall between her bedroom - and Cullen Rutherford's next door.

    Author's note: This fic starts out grounded in reality (and smut) and then ROCKETS into telenovelas crazy-pants territory (and smut) - but every word of it is pure Cullen X Trevelyan OTP mega-ship.

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    62/?
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    A mage wakes up far away from home to find herself in the center of pure destruction, new allies, enemies and an unexpected but powerful romance... Can a mage be our savior? Will the heart of a lion soften enough to let magic into his heart? Or will a mysterious heroic and charming Warden lead her from the darkness...

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    Withdrawal pangs drag Cullen from bed, and he finds himself walking to Samson's Inquisition prison cell the night after his trial. The pair finally have a chance to talk, if they even know how to talk to each other any more.

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    Cullen attempts the uphill struggle of straightening his hair.

    Written for Stories of Thedas Day 9, 'Spring'

    This was meant to be cute and silly but then it became about angst cos ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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    1/1
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    When Hawke and Alistair drag Cullen and Solas off camping, Helia Lavellan has no reason to think they won't return. When they don't return and no one hears from them, she knows something is wrong and is determined to find them. At least she has help- after no word from Garrett Hawke, his brother, a cat loving mage, and a former slave have come looking.

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    Child Cullen, dreaming of becoming a Templar one day, sizes up the statue in the middle of Honnleath as he plays with his friends.

    Years later, Ser Cullen faces the statue remains of Meredith as he prepares to leave the Order for good.

    For Angstpril Day 30 - Endings

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    Cullen struggles with the concept of this new spirit, ‘Cole’, at the best of times, never mind the fret of what that envy demon had tried to do to the Inquisitor… Fears that don’t play too well the next time pangs for lyrium affect his thinking.

    Cullen x Mage Lavellan, following Champions of the Just. The first chapter in a short series exploring the possible fallout of siding with the Templars under such …taxing circumstances.

    Big love to Cole and, obviously, big love to Cullen! Not bashing either - Cullen's just processing a lot right now.

    ⁘ A tardy entry for Chaos-Company's Angstpril Day 4 - ‘Facing A Fear’ ⁘

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    2/?
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    Ser Cullen is attempting to guard the library in Kinloch Hold, and determinedly ignoring the Grey Warden attempting to speak to him. Especially after what happened here not long before....Especially when it's HER.

    He doesn't know how to handle seeing HER again.

    Warden Surana & gang have had to return to the Circle Tower on a quest, and she takes the time to try to get some sense through to her old friend and first love, but he isn't listening. She isn't even sure who he is any more.

    Written for Angstpril 2022, Day 22, Caught Off Guard

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    A Samson POV fic as he struggles against lyrium pangs, and Cullen seems to be in an even worse state. A bit of a tripped-out experiment.

    Written for @chaos-company’s Angstpril 2022, Day 19, prompt: Dead of night.

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    Between lyrium malaise, migraines, insomnia and Meredith, Ser Cullen struggles to function. As he pushes his way through his duties, he can't help but notice the lyrium fog in the other templars around him. Between that and how many Tranquil Meredith has had made, is the Gallows just the dead guarding the dead?

    Some Templar/Mage, lyrium/tranquil angst for chaos-company's Angstpril 2022, Day 11 - Migraine.

    I had fun with this, but then, I always enjoy exploring poor Kirkwall Cullen's lyrium-brain.

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    1/1
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    A quick one-shot playing with Cullen, Circle thoughts and lyrium withdrawal again, cos...It's Angstpril!

    For chaos-company's Angstpril Day 6 - The Past Comes Back To Haunt.

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    1/1
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    24
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    1
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    Cullen has lost track of how long he's been captive in Kinloch Hold, the Ferelden Circle Tower. Months, years...Or is he even really still there?

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    Alistair and Cullen begin to regard each other in a way they never thought possible when they develop a deep emotional bond.

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    Phaedra an apprentice mage at the tower finds out her Harrowing is tomorrow. Afraid she may die she decides to seduce Cullen a Templar. Will he risk everything for the one woman he has always wanted? A Templar and a Mage, they both know it is forbidden but their attraction is undeniable.

    Based in Dragon Age Origins with one chapter in Dragon Age Inquisition.

    4/30/20 Added 4 new chapters

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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    1,542

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