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    27 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Pomni’s struggling with the physical aftermath of going into Jax’s mind, her avatar permanently damaged. Things only get more complicated when Jax comes back even worse off than she is, and the two are left needing help from each other. But just how long can you be helping someone when you yourself are running on empty?

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    26 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    Four years ago, Laura Matteo's eighteen-year-old child ran away after the worst argument of their lives and vanished without a trace. She has been searching ever since.

    When an old lead takes Laura to an abandoned C&A building, she finds a strange headset still connected to a functioning computer. Hoping it might contain some clue to where her child went, she puts it on.

    Instead, Laura wakes up in the Amazing Digital Circus.

    There, she discovers that the purple rabbit her new companions once knew as Jax may be the child she's spent four years trying to find. There's only one problem. Jax has abstracted, and while his friends have discovered that he's still somewhere inside the monster he's become, finding him doesn't mean he's ready to be found by her.

    Four years ago, Laura failed to listen when her child needed her most. Now, if she ever wants the chance to make things right, she'll have to do the hardest thing a mother who's spent years searching can possibly do.

    Wait.

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    17 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Jax, after they all escaped the circus, had abandoned the group after they were released from the hospital with nothing but Kinger’s number and name on a paper. Two months into the other side of the group living together and healing in a house of their own, they get a call that a ‘John doe’ was found with Kinger’s number in his pockets, having attempted suicide.

    A hurt/comfort fic told somewhat non-linearly <3

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    17 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Caine gets a little upset that the circus members preferred the suggestion box adventures over his own. Trying to always be one step ahead so that the humans can love him, and so they won’t submit any more suggestions, Caine actually makes adventures that are…good?

     

    In spite of these attempts, all of the humans seem to be growing closer with each other instead, and everyone can’t help but notice the growing bond between Pomni and Jax.

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    16 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    The sickening weight of everything pressed in. And with shame washing away all other potential distractions or the ability to ignore it the way he always did, Jax did what he always hid from the others.

    He drowned.

    ***

    Alternatively, I wrangle Jax into a redemption arc as he semi-returns to the circus. Also, he's in the company of a certain programmer's dead wife.

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    16 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 12

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    After entering a door in his mindscape, Jax finds himself in a different time with the first members of the Circus. Keeping up a facade of being their Jax and failing, he waits for any sign that Pomni will make an appearance as well. This time he wants to do better by her. He's going to make sure he fixes what he broke, no matter what. His inner demon doesn't make it easy.

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    16 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 8

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    After the awards ceremony, Jax and Pomni are still unable to reconcile.

    But perhaps a new feature in the Amazing Digital Circus might change a few things?

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    16 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    “You’re the worst coworker I’ve ever had,” Christine muttered before shooting a glare at him.

    Felix grins, leaning over the bakery counter like he owns the place.

    “And yet,” he says, stealing another pastry, “you keep letting me come back.”

    “Quit eating all those! We need those!”
    She tried reaching for the pastry but he ended up lifting it up so she couldn’t reach it.

     

    A stupid bet lands Felix working at Christines job at bakery for a week.

    She expects chaos.

    She does not expect him to stay.

    Nor did she expect to make out with him in storage closet.

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    16 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    A year has passed in the Digital Circus since Caine’s deletion and return. A year since Jax’s abstraction. Pomni and her friends are holding on together, but not everything is right in their new perfect digital world.
    When Kinger and Caine come forward with an experimental way to restore the Abstracted, will Pomni be willing to risk it all to bring back the bunny she so desperately misses? And at what cost?
    My take on the aftermath of the finale.

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    09 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    Jax finds stupid sauce, Pomni watches him be stupid. Jax learns how to open up a bit.

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    09 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    After the events of the gun adventure, Pomni has been struggling to even get close to Jax without him running off. But when Caine's new "parenting" adventure randomly pairs the two together to take care of an npc child based off the two, Jax doesn't really have a choice anymore.

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    09 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 26

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    When the Digital Circus begins to collapse, Pomni and Jax are thrown into a world far more dangerous than anything Caine ever created, a fractured dimension filled with ruined civilizations, dimensional rifts, and creatures known as Drekavac.

    Separated from their friends and suddenly trapped in bodies that can bleed, starve, and die, the two are forced to rely on each other to survive. But Jax carries something else into this new world: remnants of the abstraction Pomni barely managed to pull him back from, something that grows harder to control whenever fear and guilt take over.

    For Pomni, surviving means finding the others and somehow getting everyone home. For Jax, it means facing everything he spent so long running from.

    As they uncover the remains of an ancient civilization that once guarded countless dimensions, their search for the Circus becomes something much larger and somewhere between monsters, ruined cities, old secrets, and impossible odds, Pomni and Jax begin discovering that what exists between them may have always been more real than either was willing to admit.

    A story about survival, healing, found family, and two people finally learning to stop running from each other.

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    06 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    "You stared at me a lot too," Pomni says quietly. "Just kinda looked at me with all those eyes. I couldn't tell if you were actually listening to what I was saying or if you were just like... an animal watching your surroundings."
    "I was listening."
    Pomni turns her gigantic eyes on him, and through them he sees a reflection of the stars above. "You... were?"
    Jax swallows. "Every word."
    ———
    Jax hangs onto a familiar voice to anchor him in the infinite darkness, and gradually that void recedes. Now back from abstraction, he understands that if he wants to stay this way he must be honest with himself and the things he has done. Luckily, his anchor is here with him the whole way.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Pomni never expected an ordinary adventure to change everything. Especially because of one little mistake.

    When Pomni begins losing her memories, Jax doesn't know what to do.

    How do you hold onto someone when you can't trust yourself to remember them?

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    05 Sep 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 20

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    Post episode 9, de-abstraction focused funnybunny fic. Pomni and Kinger are searching for a way to bring everyone who abstracted back, and Pomni's a little sidetracked trying to help Jax work through all of his issues. She's going to get this stupid rabbit to finally face his demons, or maybe abstract trying.

    This one is also about the messy and sometimes painful process of finding yourself and healing and earning forgiveness while still stumbling through life.

    Haha wouldn't it be funny if Kinger figures out how to help Queenie de-abstract first and then Jax has a supportive found family willing to accept her as herself and--

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    04 Sep 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 9

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    Troubles of a problematic grief

    After Jax's abstraction and Caine's comeback. The whole circus is struggling with shaping the news of their new reality. The ones who are struggling the most, Pomni and Caine.
    What to do if the person that you were fighting for slips out of your hands all because of the faintest neglect. And all you're left with is sorrow, and the once called God that surrenders to the loss of that same person. Same God which you enjoy triggering.
    What to do if the only one who seemed to be playing along with you collapses all of a sudden? And all you're left with is guilt, and a particular copy of a soul which seemed to be stealing this person from you, yet also intrigues you.

    No one else is dealing with these complicated feelings. Since it is known that Jax, wasn't particularly a good person. With little to no empathy. They all moved on.

    Not these two.

    How are you supposed to comfortably grieve a bad person?

    "I was the only one who knew him." They both thought.

    Little did they know that this same feeling would bring them together like a magnetic force. And trap them in an eternal dance, all the way down the rabbit hole.

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    04 Sep 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 9

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    Pomni saves Jax from abstraction, but their relationship is critically strained. Pomni knows more about him than either of them ever wanted, and now they can barely look at each other.

    Can Pomni find a way to salvage what little is left, or will she follow the push and pull of Jax's broken mind until it takes both of them past the point of saving?

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    04 Sep 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 7

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    If the circus cast escaped the circus, how would they go about it? It seems as though that question is much harder to answer when you can’t seem to find all of your old friends. Pomni is struggling immensely and unfortunately only has one person on her mind.

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    03 Sep 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 9

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    “The system can only export about four people at a time. That means that two people would need to stay behind…that is until I can-“

    “I’ll be one of them,” Jax stated over Kinger, earning him a chain of concerned looks from the others.

    “Jax, let’s take some time to think about all this-“

     

    -Jax and Pomni are the only two left behind in the circus. Feelings and hijinks ensue-

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    03 Sep 2026

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