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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    “Are we…” Ilya looked around the room again.
    “Married? Yes.” Shane answered. Ilya went a bit wide eyed at that admission and gulped.
    “I married Shane Hollander?” He pointed to his own chest and said the fact as though he didn’t believe it. “You?” He pointed to Shane.
    Shane smirked, “Yeah, years ago now. If that’s okay with you.”

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    A look into the future of married hockey legends Ilya and Shane in retirement over the course of one week. Shane navigating and dealing with the unpredictability that is Ilya's brain issues and how love (and future medical advances) may conquer all.

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    A HEA & fix it! I am not insane. If a dementia fic has destroyed you mentally, you may be compensated with this fic.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Art of Ilya and Shane with a jock strap, ball cap, and socks. That's it, hit post.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Shane is 41-weeks pregnant with their baby girl, and so, so done with being pregnant. Just a little slice of life as they get ready to head to the doctor's office.

     Completed 6.28.26!

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    Short based off artwork by: @Medrawawi on X!
    Link in Authors Note :)

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    10 Sep 2026

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    a collection of less/not safe for work artworks ive done that would get me nuked in real time if i posted them on certain socials

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    10 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    ilya rozanov did not plan on spending the majority of his rookie season in the hospital. then again, he did not plan on shane hollander either.
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    or, the whump fic. based on my own tweet: a fic where 17 year old shane is a [redacted] ill patient and ilya is the rookie his team drags to the children's hospital. he falls in love with freckles and can't stop visiting shane every chance he gets.

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    08 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 28

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    08 Sep 2026

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    “You are not broken, Ilya,” Terry says, sounding a little stern now. “I told you to keep an eye on the side effects. How long have you been experiencing this?”

    “Since last night.”

    “What?”

    “Since last night,” Ilya repeats. “Or afternoon, technically.”

    And Terry…Terry fucking laughs.

    Ilya is going to die, and Shane will be sad forever and Terry fucking laughs.

    “It hasn’t even been a day?” Terry clarifies, still chuckling. “Well, this could have nothing to do with the medication. It could just be an off day—”

    “Off day?” Ilya repeats incredulously. “Have you seen my husband? There are no off days with an ass like that.”

    OR: Ilya starts taking antidepressants only to realise it's fucking up his sex life. And, he acts totally very chill about it.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Ilya asked Shane’s father while Shane and his mother were talking outside: “Is boyfriends correct? Lovers is incorrect, but I am not sure what is correct.”

    “Well,” Mr. Hollander said. “‘Lovers’ is usually used for, hm, a mistress or an affair. Something kind of sordid. Though--you would say Romeo and Juliet is a play about two lovers,” he said. He paused his knife on the chopping board. “Somehow that’s right and using it for real people isn’t right. English is a damn funny language, Ilya."

    “Yes,” Ilya said from the bottom of his heart.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Ilya has always been good at reading his husband, and as he replays that night in Vegas in his head, the heated look on Shane’s face, the moans and gasps and begs pulled from his lips, he is sure he hadn’t got it wrong.

    But Ilya can’t reconcile his memory of that night with the look of fear on Shane’s face just a couple of hours ago.

    Although Ilya hadn't meant to, it was almost the same setup; he had recreated Vegas in their own bedroom.

    He was fully dressed, watching from a chair at a distance, as Shane lay on a large, empty bed entirely naked and gave Ilya a show.

    Ilya feels sick at the thought that he was wrong that night, that Shane had hated it, hadn't wanted it, but went along with whatever Ilya had ordered.

     

    Or Ilya unintentionally recreates that night, Shane spooks a little at the memory of 'we didn't even kiss', and Ilya spirals completely.

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    08 Sep 2026

  10. Rec *

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    After a brutal series, Shane's immune system crashes...Only, it takes Shane a little while to realize that he isn't just tired and is in fact sick with the flu.

    Queue Ilya being the sweetest and taking care of his boy in the most gentle way possible and Shane being stubborn and also deeply in love with his boyfriend.

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    Set during Ilya's first season with Ottawa, when Shane is still playing for Montreal.

    Title from Olivia Rodrigo's song honeybee, off of you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love

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    07 Sep 2026

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    He is about 20 minutes out of Montreal when his phone buzzes for the first time. Then again. Then again. He pulls in at the next rest stop.

    It's Ilya.

    Omg Shane. You are probably driving now. But is bad news. I think Troy choose bad restaurant for lunch today.

    I got sick. He just text me saying he is sick too.

    Don't worry please! You can see your parents. I will be okay. ILY <3

    Fuck.

    He calls Ilya straightaway. It rings out.

    'Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.'

    --

     

    Shane and Ilya's weekend plans are derailed when Ilya gets sick and a lot of different things unfold from there that test not only their relationship but that with those around them, the hockey world and the general public.

    Set in a similar timeline to Role Model/TLG bringing in a whole bunch of different characters and storylines.

    A serious illness fic with some graphic medical details including vomit and intense stuff re mental health - CWs with each chapter. Will be HEA but angsty along the way, a whole lot of hurt/comfort and a good amount of silliness/crackfic elements 💖

    NO AI

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    07 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 64

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    It was an intense game, everyone was feeling the pressure. That's why Ilya's back was tight and his head was starting to hurt. He was playing extra hard tonight. That's why his hair was soaked in sweat and his legs felt tired before they'd even started the second period. 
    At least that's what Ilya was telling himself.

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    Ilya and the Ottawa Centaurs are in the second round of playoffs (after knocking out Montreal). Ilya comes down with the flu but feels that he has to play anyways. Shane takes care of him.

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    07 Sep 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 32

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    Ilya sauntered down the aisle at the store, placing various items into his basket. He went through his mental checklist- he already had ginger ale, the ingredients for soup, and some cold medicine, he just needed tissues and a new humidifier (for the life of him he couldn't find the one they bought last year). Shane was coming home today after a trip for a brand deal. Yesterday when they spoke on the phone his husband had sounded congested but had assured Ilya it was nothing. This morning, Shane had texted but said he wasn't available to speak on the phone. Ilya suspected this was because Shane sounded worse but didn't want to worry Ilya. (Un)fortunately for Shane, his husband knew him very well and would be ready to take care of him when he returned in a few hours.

    TLDR: Shane is ~definitely~ not sick. Ilya takes care of him anyways because he loves his husband.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “Tell me what you need.”

    Ilya couldn’t look at him. He needed too much.

    “I don’t want you to… to be angry you have to take care of me.”

    Shane frowned. “Angry? Ilya, I will never be mad at you for needing me.”

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    Or, Shane takes care of a sick Ilya who doesn't think he deserves it.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “Do you know why you’re in the hospital?” Ilya’s voice was close again.

    Shane shook his head slowly. “Can’t remember.”

    It sounded like Ilya took in a deep breath before he said, “You had an accident. Hit your head. Got another concussion.”

    “What was the accident?”

    At the cottage with Ilya, Shane has an accident that means he can’t play in the upcoming season. While staying at Ilya’s house in Boston, he has to figure out who the fuck he is without the game, and navigate the unexpected emotions he feels as Ilya continues thriving. Plus, the strain of keeping their relationship secret while living together only adds to the pressure.

    Canon divergence that follows episode 6 of season 1. TV show canon.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard.

    It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped.
    It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing.

    With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding:
    some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them.

    This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane is nineteen and straight in a dick-loving way (obviously), until Ilya finds a gift on his left nut... leading him to lose a ball, and in turn, gain an Ilya so much earlier in life. Be warned, this is tough subject matter delivered with the utmost respect... but also a hell of a lot of humor and laughs.

    Come for a ride and see where life could have taken Shane and Ilya if they had figured their shit out at nineteen, and not twenty-six, with a supportive cast of characters and teammates. It will make you laugh, and cry... and get a little gooey.

    PS: Check your balls if you've got 'em

     

    David had refused to let Ilya take an Uber back to the hotel, so now Ilya was trapped in a small SUV, with his blowjob-buddy’s dad, after not only revealing to the poor guy that his son had an appreciation for Russian cock, but also that his balls were all kinds of fucked up. What a Tuesday.

    “He’s going to undersell what’s happening to him.” David said finally, glancing at Ilya. “You’ve seen them, obviously, right?”

    Yes, David Hollander. I’ve fondled your son’s balls and swallowed his cum like it was champagne. “Yes.” Ilya said instead.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    25 Aug 2026

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