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I knew you'd haunt all of my what ifs by allmylovesatonce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.
But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.
Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.
Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?
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- English
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- 121,370
- Chapters:
- 17/18
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31 Mar 2026
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Shane swallowed hard. “This is such a bad idea.”
“It is,” Ilya said.
His hand came up, thumb settling beneath Shane’s jaw and tilting his face upward. The touch alone sent a shiver through him.
“You are too young,” Ilya murmured. “You are going to get me into trouble.”
Shane barely had time to breathe before Ilya leaned in.
Shane Hollander has made a lot of mistakes in his life. Getting pregnant by a married Russian man twice his age is easily the worst one.
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- English
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- 35,202
- Chapters:
- 9/10
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28 Mar 2026
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The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.
Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.
Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.
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- Part 1 of The Last Season
- Language:
- English
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- 123,993
- Chapters:
- 32/32
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25 Mar 2026
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it's a bad idea, right? by you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
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Shane rolls his eyes as if he’s not absolutely going to Face Time Ilya the moment he gets to his Montreal apartment door.
He maybe also decides not to delete this photo of Ilya’s perfect abs drizzled in come to the point that they’re dripping like the ridges of a fresh-from-the-oven cinnamon roll - quite as soon as he should.
For Science.
Then he opens his browser and types in the words ‘sexting coaching’ into the Google search bar.
The first few hits are blurred out video reels Shane’s too terrified to open in public at the airport.
But finally he sees something promising on Craigslist.com.
'Johnny Big Bravo, Professor of Sextuality. Virtual coaching for reasonable fee. Serious inquiries only - email [email protected] with a summary of your sexting needs and I will send you a quote'
Normally Shane wouldn’t do something this reckless, stupid, and impulsive.
But this is the Year of Yes.
And also the year Shane takes the concept of sexting and Hollanders the fuck out of that shit. He’s going to become an expert.
A sextpert, even. A sext champion. Point is, he’s going to kick Rozanov’s ass.
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- Part 6 of Textual Healing
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13 Mar 2026
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There's Things I Want to Say to You (but I'll just let you live) by shliapnikovvv (NnoitraSzayel)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 May 2026
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Shane recovered at his parents’ house. For once, he didn’t watch any hockey games after the Metros were knocked out of the playoffs. He knew it baffled his mom, but how was he supposed to tell her that the only thing he wanted to do while watching was analyze and pick apart the plays with Ilya fucking Rozanov — the man who had eviscerated his heart?
Some days Shane felt so empty he didn’t know if he even cared about hockey anymore. That always sent him spiraling into a panic, because how could he not care about hockey?
All Shane Hollander was supposed to care about was hockey.
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Or, what if Ilya had ended things in the hospital when he went to visit Shane?
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- Part 1 of cinnamon in my teeth
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12 Mar 2026
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“Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”
“Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”
“Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”
“Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”
or,
At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.
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- Part 3 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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- English
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- 9,618
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- 1/1
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12 Mar 2026
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No Further Questions by pause_to_read
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jan 2026
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Shane has spent his entire career rising above it.
After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops.
A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.
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- English
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- 27,045
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- 3/?
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- 847
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12 Mar 2026
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Where Blue Is by trashandfurious
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2026
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Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.
Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.
Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.
And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.
A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.
Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)
Slow-burn progression.
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- English
- Words:
- 76,177
- Chapters:
- 30/?
- Comments:
- 4,343
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11 Mar 2026
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In the spotlight by cc_livesinmyheadrentfree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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This is happening post Long Game, Shane and Ilya are happily married, out and proud to the world. Yuna, the boss lady she is, took on their management, reeling in one big brand deal after another. When Calvin Klein approaches her about the couple doing a male underwear campaign, she sees the potential right away. And what could go wrong?
Shane is his abnoxious self, Ilya is a menace as always and its just a bit of fun. This chapter is mostly tame, smut will follow in chapter two.- Language:
- English
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- 7,773
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 32
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- 384
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- 108
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- 6,997
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11 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander's PDA Agenda by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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It happens in an instant.
Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.
“Don’t touch me.”
The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.
It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.
OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.
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- English
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- 39,658
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,018
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11 Mar 2026
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First Love/Late Spring by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jun 2026
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After the Tuna Melt Incident, Shane and Ilya gradually started drifting apart. Texts became more scarce, hook-ups less frequent and feelings pushed aside until, in the moment of absolute panic, Shane ghosted Ilya fully.
Now, three years later, Shane Hollander and Rose Landry are engaged. Shane's life finally seems to be going in the right direction. No distractions, great girl, lots of hockey.
And then the new season starts and trades between teams happen.
And Ilya Rozanov, whom Shane promised himself to forget, is suddenly on the same team.
And, worst of all, he becomes the Alternate Captain.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 292,171
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- 33/?
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- 1,639
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- 3,809
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11 Mar 2026
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Begin Again by starsandscars84
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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‘I might open.”
“I might knock.”
The exchange that started it all. But what if it didn’t? What if Shane & Ilya didn’t connect in Shane's Toronto hotel room that night?For their entire careers, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been played up by the league as rivals. They’ve played their parts, while mostly trying to forget one awkward encounter 18 years ago that was…nothing, really. Or so they keep telling themselves. But when they coincidentally announce their end-of-the-season retirements on the same day, the league has just a few short months to parade the two rivals around before they both leave playing professional hockey behind for good. Forced to participate together in events, talk show appearances, and the filming of a documentary, Shane and Ilya might actually have to confront what they've been avoiding all these years: that the universe just won’t quit trying to push them together. But has too much time gone by? Have the lives they have lived separately made it impossible for them to be anything more? Do they want to be something more? Do they even have a choice?
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11 Mar 2026
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After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.
There's just one problem.
Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.
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- Part 1 of Mo & Jo Expanded Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 143,820
- Chapters:
- 27/27
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- 2,497
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- 7,305
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10 Mar 2026
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your fave is problematic - yourfaveisproblematic.tumblr.com/post/6453061/ilya-rozanov
Admin note: POST IS WIP
1. Admitted to using the f-slur during his rookie year in the NHL and doubled down with ableist remarks on Twitter.
2. He’s a stalinist and supports the unlawful slaughter of children.
[cont…]rozanovdefender replied to yourfaveisproblematic
“the unlawful slaughter of children” YOU MEAN THE ROMANOVS??habsbluntrotation reblogged ⇄ yourfaveisproblematic
girl not to be a bolshevik on main but the romanovs sorta deserved that oneor,
Ilya Rozanov lands himself on yourfaveisproblematic for—well, quite a few reasons.Series
- Part 1 of #ilyarozanoviscancelled
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09 Mar 2026
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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
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08 Mar 2026
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“How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”
“It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.
Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.
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After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.
A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.
- Language:
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- 126,906
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- 28/?
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08 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander and the Multiverse of Fools by iwant_thatstheproblem
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jun 2026
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Our story begins when Shane Hollander finds himself dropped into a life where he has been cast in his first movie alongside Rose fucking Landry and teenage soap star slash Hollywood bad boy Ilya Rozanov.
Shane has no idea how he got here, but his body apparently remembers Ilya Rozanov. Shane quickly settles into his new reality, but hazy memories of hotel room hookups and rooftop skylines leave him questioning what is real.
And then just when Shane and Ilya seem to be on the top of the world, Shane finds himself being woken up by some dude named Hayden who keeps yammering about . . . .
well, you will just have to find out for yourself. But be warned, the universe seems to seriously enjoy fucking with Shane Hollander.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 103,263
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 289
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- 260
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- 269
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- 17,053
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08 Mar 2026
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The Call of the Loon by theslowyearn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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The Montreal vs. Boston rivalry is a thing of legend.
Only Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov know what lives underneath it.
When someone calling themselves The Loon begins leaving cryptic and threatening messages, Shane and Ilya understand two things:
Someone knows.
And they cannot ask for help without explaining why.
The Loon believes something sacred has been corrupted.
They intend to correct it.
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- English
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- 40,330
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 604
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08 Mar 2026
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What if Scott Hunter was waiting for an elevator in Vegas?
What if Shane and Ilya had an emotional support Old Man and his Art History Twink?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 181,251
- Chapters:
- 17/?
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- 1,996
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07 Mar 2026
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Constellations by Pondermoniums
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jun 2026
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Heartbreak and hockey don't mix.
Boston's Ilya Rozanov decides to do what he'd been putting off for years. He calls off his affair with Shane Hollander, Montreal extraordinaire, right before a Montreal vs Boston game. He gets a hockey puck shot right into his hamstring for it. Right in the middle of the game. Honestly, he never guessed Hollander had it in him to be vindictive.
As for Shane...it works. He didn’t want to see Rozanov anymore. In this game. In this season. And now Ilya’s out. Ball and chained to healing and recovery, pain meds and physical therapy for the next year. Maybe when Rozanov comes back, Shane will be able to stomach breathing the same air as him again.
And Rozanov will be back. That much is guaranteed. Shane just fails to measure how back Ilya Rozanov will be. If he thought Rozanov was a nightmare on the ice before his injury, he’s got a reckoning coming.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 243,165
- Chapters:
- 45/48
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07 Mar 2026