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What We Refuse to Lose in the Fight by WatchingKnight_911
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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“How long has this been here?” Shane asked.
Ilya frowned. “What?”
“This,” Shane said, pressing gently.
Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”
“You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.
Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”
“Ilya.”
“It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”
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Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.- Language:
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- 46/46
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- 1,049
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10 Mar 2026
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a thread of hope by Glove23
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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The Centaurs' plane goes down on their way to Tampa, and Ilya loses...everything.
Shane thinks he loses Ilya.
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21 Feb 2026
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At first Ilya thinks it’s some kind of deformed bear. Then he sees the weird little claw-things it has instead of paws, and realizes it’s a massive stuffed sloth.
“Looks like someone’s going all-out this year,” Bood says from behind him.
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Or: Ilya and Shane might be spending their first Valentine's Day as a married couple apart, but Shane's not letting that stop him.
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- Part 2 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,100
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 151
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Bookmarked by Da_shi
20 Feb 2026
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Shane sends him a text that says 'thinking about your cock' with a picture of his rippling abs, and even though Ilya really appreciates the abs, all he can think about is the faint bruise blooming on Shane's ribs, and whether it hurts him very badly, and whether there's anything Ilya could do to make it hurt less, if he were there. He wants to be there, he realizes. He wants to be there for the rest of his life.
He has to duck out of the team weight room so he can cough up a fistful of petals.
So.
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Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki disease.
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- Part 6 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,703
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- Comments:
- 262
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- 8,049
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19 Feb 2026
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Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.
If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.
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- Part 1 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,090
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- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 558
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- 11,591
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- 3,410
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19 Feb 2026
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When Shane meets Ilya's gaze, there's a challenge in his eyes. “Simple points system,” he decides. “Score kept by Bood."
“Great,” Bood sighs, “Now I’m a fucking marriage counselor,” but he’s already uncapping an Expo marker and starting a tally on the top left corner of the whiteboard. HOLLZY VS. ROZ it says, and under it, 0-1.
Like they're teenagers again, Shane crosses the locker room and extends a hand for Ilya to shake. "May the best husband win."
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Or: Ilya and Shane compete to see who's the better husband.
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- Part 12 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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- English
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- 4,744
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- 1/1
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- 1
- Comments:
- 101
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17 Feb 2026
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Concussion Protocol by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
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A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.
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- Part 1 of Return-to-Play
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,003
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Collections:
- 19
- Comments:
- 5,626
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Bookmarked by Da_shi
16 Feb 2026
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Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
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A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.
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- Part 2 of Return-to-Play
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,450
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Collections:
- 9
- Comments:
- 7,034
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Bookmarked by Da_shi
16 Feb 2026
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Based on The Long Game by Rachel Reid, in an alternate universe where the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crashes.
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This profile is a safe space for the LGBTQIA+ community. Harmful comments will be deleted.
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FICBINDING WARNING
I do not condone misconduct with any of my AO3 publications.Series
- Part 1 of Time Comes in Roses
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,232
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 138
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- 1,192
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08 Feb 2026
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I Will Always Come Back by amberlightfic
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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The Ottawa Centaurs' flight goes down somewhere over the Canadian wilderness, and Shane wakes up with metal in his leg and Ilya's name on his lips.
Four days. That's how long they're stranded—fighting injuries, infection, freezing temperatures, and the creeping despair of a rescue that may never come.
When Ilya disappears into the wilderness to find help, Shane is left behind with nothing but fever dreams and the desperate hope that his husband will keep his promise to come back.
"I will always come back to you. No matter what."
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- Part 1 of Against All Odds
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08 Feb 2026
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The Cruelest Promise by amberlightfic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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I will always come back to you.
Ilya made that promise to Shane as their plane fell from the sky. He meant it with every fiber of his being.
For four days, Ilya fights through a frozen wilderness, driven by one purpose: save Shane. Save his teammates. Get help. Come back.
He fires the flare. The helicopters come. He keeps his promise.He came back.
An alternate ending to "I Will Always Come Back."
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- Part 3 of Against All Odds
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08 Feb 2026
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don't leave me this way by frenchleaves
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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The sound of joy has begun to settle down into a tense silence, some muttering and asking about what was going on.
“Be careful with his head,” Hayes is saying, voice thick with something. It is disturbing to see him so serious. Bood nods, and starts moving a lump out of the seat.
Ilya raises an eyebrow, confused. “Who is passed out in my seat?”
That is when Ilya finally sees what Bood and Hayes are crowding over. It is himself, his own body, passed out and slumped against the seat in the row in front of him. There is a worrying amount of blood coming out of his nose and a cut by the back of his head. Head wounds are terribly dramatic, but Ilya feels worried about this one. Mainly because he’s floating around like a ghost.
ilya gets hit on the head during the emergency landing in Tampa and thus begins his week-long stint as a ghost. whatever bad thing that can happen, the proceeds to do so. it's definitely not fun for ilya, and definitely not fun for shane either.
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29 Jan 2026
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It was one of his favorite things to do. Watching his person play. Ilya was the most alive during it, and Shane just loved seeing him shine. In the arena, all the weight Ilya carried seemed to fall away, allowing him to be light.
Shane’s eyes never left Ilya, and when it happened, he barely registered at first.
It happened so fast. Suddenly the puck hit Ilya’s throat. Shane’s stomach dropped.
Ilya couldn’t breathe.
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- Part 2 of Amiera's Hollanov
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27 Jan 2026
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Season 3 AU (kind of)
“Tell me, Will. You keep trying to avoid this, and yet, you crave it. Do you think about me as often as I think about you? When you’re working on your cases?”
“You never leave my mind.”
Hannibal kissed his throat. “The more you try to avoid me, the more I yearn for you.”
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Will can't describe his relationship with Hannibal, or whatever it is they have going on. He's definitely drawn to Hannibal but finds it hard to trust him after everything he's done. As if that wasn't complicated enough, things get a lot more complicated when Will meets a striking doppelganger of Hannibal during the case. A carbon copy, except this "twin" of Hannibal is different in personality. Will struggles to keep his senses around him, and struggles to understand why he's intrigued by him. Is it because he looks like Hannibal?
But it's exactly this doppelganger that puts Will's feelings to the test. To see exactly where his heart lies.
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- Part 6 of Hannigram
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04 Jun 2023
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Painting of a Woman, Mated by Spencebox
Fandoms: Hannibal (TV), Hannibal Lecter Series - All Media Types
18 Nov 2021
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Every action, no matter how kind or cruel, had been for the protection of his son… until now.
The white note card in his left pocket burned a hole into the skin of his hip, searing the number and the name Hannibal Lecter his flesh. And as if the man himself could sense their presence, Jonathan looked up from the steering wheel and saw Hannibal standing on the front porch with a glass of wine in his hand.
Both men turned to look into the car at Will, his head smeared against the car window in the most unattractive way. His hair had grown more wild through the drive across Louisiana into Baltimore, and a thin line of drool had crusted on his chin.
While Jonathon saw his young boy, Hannibal saw so much more.
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- English
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- 3,812
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 12
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- 1,153
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27 Mar 2023
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The Vergers run an illegal fighting ring where betters place bets on if the Alpha or Omega wins.
It's a kill the alpha or be forced to mate in front of a ring of watchers for these unmated omegas. Most are homeless, or omegas living on their own. Only a handful are even close to being a thoroughbred.
Enter omega Will Graham, though not many know his name, they know from images of his teeth he is a thoroughbred, the first one put in the ring in three years.
Betters, place your bets. How many Alphas will it take to mate this prime specimen?- Language:
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- 14,041
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- 7/7
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- 93
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27 Mar 2023
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Before You And After You by ZerotoAsh
Fandoms: Hannibal (TV), Hannibal Lecter Series - All Media Types
05 Feb 2022
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After escaping Baltimore, Hannibal and Will are now living in Zurich. With new identities and new jobs. It's been a month now, and unlike the chameleon Hannibal was, able to adjust anywhere, Will has a hard time adapting to the new place. New life. Despite the ordeals he'd faced back home, he still misses Virginia. He misses the old job. At the same time, he doesn't want to leave Hannibal. He wants both, despite knowing it's not possible.
Their new home isn't devoid of its own secrets. Over the month, Hannibal had already built a reputation for himself — as a psychiatrist and a serial killer. Turns out, he isn't the only serial killer in Zurich. He and Will encounter another threat. Things take a turn for the worse, and they're put between life and death.
Will needs to decide if a life with Hannibal would be worth the risks. He doesn't have a lot of time, and there's no turning back.
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- Part 2 of Hannigram
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26 Mar 2023
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Hannibal Lecter ends up marrying Will Graham in secret and intends to keep it a secret for the rest of his life, that is the plan but he finds himself unable to ignore his husband. Will has plans of his own that Hannibal is yet to learn.
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26 Mar 2023
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An intruder breaks into Will's house in the dead of night and threatens the safety of his pups. He has to hold him off until Hannibal arrives.
That is.... if Hannibal arrives in time.
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- Part 2 of HEU works
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25 Mar 2023
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Hannibal. Will. All alone on a desert island, stranded together after a plane crash of which they are the only survivors. This takes place during season 2 after Will's release from prison, so you can imagine how delighted he is to be marooned with his annoyingly handsome enemy.
Hannibal, on the other hand, couldn't be happier to have this alone time with Will, wherein he plans to prove his sincerity and win his beloved's heart back for good. What could possibly go wrong? Crazier yet...what could go right?
Bookmarked by Da_shi
11 Mar 2023