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    While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.

    As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander has made a mistake. A big mistake that has landed him as a player in Boston alongside his estranged situationship, Ilya Rozanov.
    Now, he has to deal with his confusing feelings for the Russian while the secret that is threatening to end his career is unravelling, and Shane just can't catch a break.
    Ilya is fighting to protect Shane in the only way he knows how - by distancing himself. But he can't resist the freckled hockey player with a weak backhand who is no longer out of reach.

    **

    'From the jungle around him, Shane could only make out a few words.

    “Montreal… disappointed… best player in years…”

    And, “Big scandal… rumours… care to comment?”

    No he fucking would not like to comment, Shane thought, putting as much spite and anger into his mental retort as he could.

    Then, one final voice carried through the air and into Shane's ears as he finally pushed through the airport doors.

    “... famous rivalry… how will you and Rozanov deal with being on the same team?”

    It was such a shock to the system, hearing that name.

    What the fuck was he going to do?'

    **

    I've tried to be preemptive with the tags but I'll update them as I go along.

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    01 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

    OR

    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
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    01 Sep 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya had much more explicit yearning and wanting at their first International Prospect Cup in Winter 2008 and at the draft in Summer 2009? What if this builds and builds to them hooking up for the first time at their second International Prospect Cup in winter 2009 instead of waiting until 6 months later at the CCM shoot? (They are both still 18+!!!) What if there's a blizzard and Shane and Ilya have to share a hotel room? What if they were super super soft lil love sick guys? What if they hook up again at the CCM shoot?

    or

    Canon-compliant-ish & slow burn-ish & yearning & WANTING & sorta realizing feelings very early on & being love sick lil sweet guys + Bed sharing trope makes me go feral.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
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    27 Aug 2026

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    When he drags the pull-bar down or presses his shins into the pads and lifts his legs, the bunching of his muscles takes his focus. He works each group, on rotation to reduce the risk of injury, like his research has advised, and his body changes.

    One day, hands slam into his back and he doesn't fall. His hands and knees don't scrape the pavement. He catches himself, and resets, turning to face his attacker. When he takes one steady step in their direction, expression neutral, they spook and run. It happens twice more, and the second time he whirls around and shoves them back, pleased when they land hard on their back, gasping.

    He gets in trouble, because of course he does. The teacher calls his parents. He doesn't care.

    They leave him alone after that, and Shane feels strong.

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    This is a story of how Shane Hollander comes to believe he will never find love. How Ilya Rozanov believes he does not deserve love. And how, when they finally meet, they are both proven wrong.

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    Chapters:
    12/15
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    26 Aug 2026

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    Lily
    Today - 9:16 pm
    > I’m so fucking tired
    > My father will die and my brother and polina only care about money
    > I can't deal with it anymore
    > Or with anything
    > Goodbye shane thank you for letting me have you a little

    Jane
    Today - 9:27 pm
    > Wtf Rozanov???
    > Are you drunk?
    > Are you messing with me?
    Missed call
    Missed call
    > Why are you doing this to me? It’s so cruel
    --
    OR: Ilya attempts suicide, but Shane gets to stop him. Even if that could cost him everything.

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    Chapters:
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    26 Aug 2026

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    Shane joins a Russian dating website to find companionship, Ilya joins to find a green card. They both think the other person is catfishing them, but can’t stop talking to each other anyway and eventually end up on TLC’s 90 Day Fiancé.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Shane sends the “We didn’t even kiss” text.

    Ilya holds it together long enough to make sure Shane forgets that they didn’t even kiss.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows three things:
    Ilya is off‑limits, the kiss should’ve never happened, and ignoring it didn’t make it go away.

    Now he’s freshly graduated with one last summer before leaving for NYU - one last summer to keep his head down, avoid old feelings, and pretend he’s totally fine. But after months of radio silence, Ilya is back. And Shane is running out of excuses for why his heart still stutters every time he hears “Hollander.”

    One last summer. One unresolved kiss. One disaster waiting to happen.

    OR Ilya is Shane’s older brother’s best friend, the boy he’s always drifted toward without meaning to, and now they’re stuck navigating their complicated almost‑something relationship under the same roof.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    13 Aug 2026

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    Once I finished a multi chapter Heated Rivalry story I will add it here.

    If you subscribe to this series then whenever I finish a Heated Rivarly fic it will be added here and send you a notification.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has signed with the Ottawa Centaurs and the world is very confused.

    Zane Boodram is probably the one person affected the most by this shocking turn of events and it couldn't come at a worse time. His mentors and fellow captains are gone, and he's been left to lead the worst team in the league by himself, which is bad enough, but now he has to deal with Ilya Rozanov joining the roster?
    The Cents don't have a winning legacy to protect, but they do have a positive team culture built up over years by their previous captain. Bood is determined to make sure that all the work doesn't go to waste, so he's not letting the Russian Menace come in and change it.

    Leaving Boston was supposed to be easy.
    Ilya wasn't supposed to feel bad about. And he doesn't. Not really.
    This is a good thing. A new team. The start of a new life with Shane.
    But the Ottawa Centaurs are a mess and things would be a lot easier if Zane Boodram would stop being so weird about it all...

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    10 Aug 2026

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    What would their life look like after Shane moved to Boston and they never needed to navigate a long distance relationship in the closet after years of situationship?

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    What if the soft spot to land was in each other's arms, and the world was more accepting than either of them had imagined?

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    08 Aug 2026

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    After Rose helps Shane realize his sexuality, he decides he needs to come out to the important people in his life. He's not ready to be out publicly, but he needs friends in his corner.

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    Chapters:
    54/?
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    3,677
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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    Chapters:
    27/27
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    3,827
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    04 Aug 2026

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    There really was no way he would have been able to break up with Shane tonight. He is a weak, weak man. He is a weak man who needs to get the fuck out of here before he goes back on Twitter and causes problems, or before he does something else insane like sniffing through Shane’s underwear drawer or running a reverent hand across his yoga mat. All around him is Shane Shane Shane and Shane is not here. Shane is at Montreal General Hospital in unknown condition, possibly alone.

    Ilya is putting his shoes on before he fully realizes that he’s decided to go to the hospital.

     

    Shane Hollander is carted off the ice after getting hit by Cliff Marlow. An exhausted and still-grieving Ilya Rozanov spirals, makes some stupid choices, and accidentally finds himself hanging out with his situationship’s parents.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    74,027

    31 Jul 2026

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    In which Shane Hollander's pubic hair goes viral, the internet colour-matches it to Pantone 15-1214 (Warm Sand), and Ilya Rozanov - creates accounts on Reddit, TikTok, Instagram, Tumblr, AND YouTube to anonymously defend his not-boyfriend's crotch using genetics Wikipedia and advanced hockey analytics.

    Features: a one-star Calvin Klein review ("very poor elastic, ruined my life"), Svetlana and Rose who have never once been wrong, and the most romantic use of the word "melanocytes" in the history of the English language according to Ilya Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,147
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    16,211
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    4,063
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    164,881

    31 Jul 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

    --

    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    Comments:
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    360,591

    31 Jul 2026

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    I don't know... I am just an aging ADHDer that can't not apply shit to this fandom. Listening to an old playlist and this song keeps making me think that at some point Ilya would hear it and just find it so ridiculously hilarious, that he could not help but force Shane to listen too!
    This is approximately during the montage at the beginning of Episode 4.... spring before Tuna Melt day, if that helps?

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    Jane: What the actual fuck am I watching? Are you sending me locker room videos of terrible music?
    Lily: Hammersmith in charge of music and this month we are going ‘music of your teens’ and this song is crazy! Made them play it many times, stuck in my head.
    Jane: Is this shit why you all were laughing on the bench?
    Lily: Yes, good and funny music made us all very happy. now must look these things up.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    65
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    31 Jul 2026

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    I was really fucking obvious, he thinks. I’m so fucked. And Ilya… is he going to be pissed? If he even can be pissed again. If he’ll even be okay? Okay enough to ever be angry at him again? The thought of Ilya Rozanov being furious with him is starting to sound really good, because it means he’s alive and breathing.
    ________________

    It's the day after tuna meltdown. Ilya gets injured on the ice in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Shane is forced to confront what he’s been pushing down.

    Plus all the fall-out after.

    or

    Ilya is Shane's baby

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    26,577

    31 Jul 2026

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    It's the 2017-2018 season, and Shane has decided to come out to his team. What he expects is acceptance or at least respect. What he gets instead is a team adamant at pushing him out.

    When all their plans are crumbling, can Shane and Ilya weather the storm with a relationship that is, for all intents and purposes, still new? Or will they be strong enough to hold each other up when everything else is falling apart?

    When the plan crumbles, all they can do is adjust accordingly.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    73
    Kudos:
    406
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    180
    Hits:
    10,819

    31 Jul 2026

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