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    To the rest of the hockey world, the league’s two biggest stars have simply gone off the grid for the summer. No one is looking for them. No one knows where they are.

    Inside the cabin, the door is locked from the inside, but the real cage is built within Shane’s own head.

    What starts as a dark, twisted negotiation quickly spirals into a nightmare of absolute possession. Ilya Rozanov has no intention of letting his golden boy go back to the league. Through blood, isolation, and a terrifying psychological grip that rewrites Shane's very thoughts, Ilya is going to make sure they never have to part again.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    A kitten blinked back at him, eyes mothlike but focused. Fluffy grey fur shot out in all directions, giving the creature the look of a twitchy, frazzled rain cloud. Bat-like ears flickered this way and that, and little white dappled paws drew in close when Ilya reached out a hand. All at once, the little body let out a fantastic, puffed-up hiss; forceful enough to almost knock itself over.

    Ilya pulled his hand away, grinning. “Well done, kotenok, very fierce. You must be a lion. Yes, I think so.” He glanced around him, saw no one, then peered back around the tire. “I think maybe you escaped the zoo. So maybe I bring you back.”
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    What if Ilya Rozanov had a cat the whole time? And, better yet, what if Shane was jealous of said cat?

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Ilya had ended their relationship, or whatever it had technically been, only weeks after Shane was seriously injured on the ice. He’d visited him in hospital, said he would maybe, maybe, come to his cottage that summer, and then never did.

    They don’t speak again. Not properly... at least not in any way that counts. Time passes anyway. Seasons move on.

    Now it’s August 2018, and suddenly they’re back in the same space again.

    So what happens now? What's Ilya supposed to do with something that doesn’t feel finished?

    Especially when Shane has… moved on.

    Because, boo! There’s Casper.

    CHAPTER 10 - SHANE'S POV - PART I

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    05 Jul 2026

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    "You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
    "They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
    "Shut up."
    "You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
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    Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    25 May 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    25 May 2026

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    Ilya is not the kind of person who gets attached to people he pays.

    Unfortunately, Shane exists.

    Or: debt-ridden escort Shane keeps taking worse clients. Ilya is one of them, and he develops a deeply inconvenient crush about it.

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    11 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 177

    Mystery Work

    Part of tendertobias private collection
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    03 May 2026

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    What if Troy Barrett met Shane Hollander first?

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    By the second period, it was clear even to fans in the farthest, cheapest seats that something unusual was taking place on the ice.

    “This Centaurs lineup has been playing some pretty solid hockey lately, but tonight they seem to have slipped back into old habits,” one commentator said.

    “Rozanov and Barrett do not look like line-mates, that’s for sure,” the other commentator agreed, disbelief in his voice.

    “Seems like Rozanov’s forgotten which team he’s playing for.”

    [...]

    It went on like that well into the final period, until Barrett finally had enough. One more snub, one more chirp, one more empty lane Rozanov should have covered, and Troy was on him. Gloves hit the ice.

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    01 May 2026

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    In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.

    In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.

    Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.

    Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
    He was wrong.

    Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
    Sometimes, someone keeps it for you.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Ilya's smile widened. He started fumbling with the buttons on his shirt with one hand, squinting down at them.

    "Please don't strip in front of this bar."

    "'s too hot," he muttered. "Stupid humid Florida. Was nice in the morning. Now I miss my dreary Canada."

    "Well, don't worry. It's waiting for you. All 10 degrees of it."

    "With you there, you make it 10 degrees hotter." He tried for a wink. It didn't fully land.

    Shane really wanted to kiss him. "Okay, Romeo."

    Ilya is out of town celebrating Svetlana's birthday, leaving Shane to parent the kids by himself for the weekend.

    How hard can it be.

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    16 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 97

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    Select MLH hopefuls spend one year living with a mentor as part of the League’s Prospect Orientation Program. These eighteen-year-old prospects learn a lot from their veteran league mentors; they attend camps, retreats, practices, and discover what it means to be part of such an old and distinguished tradition. Without graduating from the Prospect Orientation Program, a top draft spot is impossible.

    You want to play? You learn everything you can: on and off the ice.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Freshman athlete Shane Hollander begins an illicit affair with his older, married professor, Ilya Rozanov.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Shane would always be yearning for something with a man who didn't want him, wouldn't he? A little positive attention and he'd folded like origami. Pathetic.

    "Stay," Rozanov said. It sounded like pleading. That trick had worked on him, once.

    “Why?" Shane's tone was more biting than he intended. "What do you think is going to happen if I stay? Are you gonna make me a goddamned tuna melt?”

    Rozanov, to his credit, took the words like the blow they were. His eyes widened, then he covered his face with his palms and muttered something in Russian.

    Shane had never seen shame written across those features before.

    In April 2017, Shane Hollander suffers the most painful not-breakup he’ll ever experience. Months later, he's outed. Two years after that, a broken knee ends his career.

    When Rozanov unexpectedly crosses Shane's path four years later, Shane resolves to be courteous yet keep his distance. But Ilya is just as beautiful and charming as he ever was, and he’s determined to give what they'd once shared a second chance. A real chance.

    It's a bad idea. Shane knows it's a bad idea.

    The terrifying thing is that it doesn't feel like one.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Ethan finally turned away from the game and made his way over to Shane to press up against his back as Shane slipped his shoes on. Shane turned in his arms to kiss Ethan, but as he brought his face closer, Ethan laughed and pulled back to look at him.

    “Wait, you’re not really gonna wear those ugly reading glasses to dinner, are you?”

    Shane’s face flushed as he reached up and took his glasses off before setting them on the side table next to the door. A loud noise startled him and he looked over to see that Ilya had tossed his game controller onto the coffee table haphazardly. He stood up abruptly, nostrils flared and mouth pinched into a tight line as he stalked off to his bedroom, muttering something in Russian along the way.

    or, Shane has a shitty boyfriend that Ilya can't stand because he's in love with him and everyone in the house knows but Shane.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.

    Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.

    And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.

    A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.

    Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)

    Slow-burn progression.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Sixteen years after the end of the world, Ilya Rozanov has learned to survive by keeping his distance from everyone. Until he’s tasked with protecting someone who might just be humanity's last hope.
    Shane Hollander never asked to carry the weight of a dying world, but as the last pregnant person on earth, he has no choice.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of OA Private
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    01 Apr 2026

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    Ilya crouched down until he was at eye level with Shane.

    He reached out and brushed his hand along Shane’s jaw gently. Shane’s eyes fluttered closed as he leaned into Ilya’s touch.

    Ilya watched it happen, how it was so instinctive… the same way Shane always softened immediately under his hands or when in his presence.

    “You’re so responsive for me, Shane,” he murmured, lifting Shane’s chin slightly to face him. Shane slowly opened his eyes to look at him.

    Ilya leaned in, bringing their faces close enough that he could feel the hot air from Shane’s breath.

    “So tell me something,” Ilya said quietly. “Does Hayden ever get to see you like this?”

    “Or is he just playing with my property?”

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    OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped & hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better and the lines between their friendship get blurred. Ilya gets incredibly jealous and fights to win him back. They all end up hurting until they learn how to communicate.

    There are both Shayden & Hollanov spicy scenes but *no threesomes* - This fic gets VERY messy and toxic but has a happy Hollanov ending!

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Amidst the beeping of hospital machines and blinding white of hospital linens, 18-year-old Shane Hollander wakes up.
    He feels weird, wrong, different. His body feels fuller, thicker. He can feel the IV drip in his wrist, acutely. He wants to rip it off.
    But most of all, he feels older.
    Like, at least 10 years older. Which is weird, because he only had a little fall on the ice, nothing that should make his head throb in this manner.
    In a very short amount of time, a doctor is standing in front of him, asking him too many questions.
    “Mr. Hollander, where do you remember being last?”

    Shane grimaces. He searches for it, in his mind, wading through the fog until he grasps onto something. “The Prospect cup. I fell, but I feel like it wasn’t that bad, to give me a headache like this.”

    The doctor furrows his brow.

    “What year is it, Mr. Hollander?”

    Shane tells him, confidently, “2008.”
    “Do you remember anything about Ilya Rozanov?”
    Shane can’t help but flush, remembering what had happened just last night.

    “He’s a good player, but he’s very cocky. I don’t like him that much.”

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    29 Mar 2026

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