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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Tommy is diagnosed with Lung Cancer and struggles with how this impacts his relationships and his life. When Buck finds out, they find their way back to one another one piece at a time.

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    26 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Who comes to a pub… and reads?” a thick Scottish accent broke Simon’s focus, groaning internally, Simon glanced up from his book to see someone around his age.

    “I do,” he bit, the smirk on the lad’s face did not falter. He seemed to take it as an invitation to is down with Simon, he pulled a chair out and placed himself down.

    “What ye reading?” the lad asked, leaning against his forearms on the table, leaning closer to Simon. He could smell the obnoxious sent of Lynx, not that it was hard, when the apocalypse came, that smell would still linger in every secondary school changing room and teen lads’ bedrooms.

    _-_-_-_

    AU where they meet just before Simon joins the army and John has a year left of school, their relationship over the years and what comes of it.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    Chapters:
    25/25
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    471,292

    16 Jan 2026

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    Even the best-laid plans should always have contingencies. The co-founded charity announcement gets accelerated when Ilya has an emergency stay while on the road in Montreal. Shane Hollander may be a terrible liar, but maybe he can make it work if it’s at least partially true. (Having a world-class hockey momager certainly helps.)

    (also: shane learns about ilya’s language kink, as a treat)

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    Chapters:
    2/3
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    14 Jan 2026

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    With shaking hands, Shane unlocked his phone and dared to click on the article SportsCenter already posted. There wasn't more information than what Shane had just seen, but the article already featured a photo.

    Ilya lying motionless on a stretcher, some of his teammates trying to cover him while being taken away. 

    But what was really getting to him, was the blood on the ice. 

     
    He hastily locked his phone again, not being able to stare at this picture any longer.  

    Fuck. He really needed to see Ilya.

     

    or: Shane has to watch Ilya get injured during a game and faces the difficutlies of a secret relationship in the meantime

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    13 Jan 2026

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    Ottawa Sun: HOCKEY FANS FEAR FOR ILYA ROZANOV’S LIFE AFTER BOYFRIEND SHANE HOLLANDER SEEN WEEPING IN HOSPITAL HALLWAY

    December 13, 2017, 2:03 a.m.

    Fans of Ottawa Centaurs player Ilya Rozanov have called for candlelit vigils and prayers after Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Metros hockey team and Rozanov’s boyfriend, was captured by paparazzi weeping in the hallway of the Queensway-Carleton Hospital following a collision between Rozanov and opposing team forward Steve Wiggins during the Centaurs’ Saturday game.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Ilya takes a nasty hit on the ice, but it's nothing he hasn't brushed off before. Or at least, that's what he thought.

    Off the ice, Shane finds himself overwhelmed with the unexpected complications of Ilya's injury.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Being a professional athlete in a contact sport is an exercise in enduring pain. Sometimes you get benched for three weeks because you have a broken cheekbone after you get hit in the face with a slap shot. Sometimes you play through a strained quad, a bruised shoulder, a mild fever. Most times, it’s just the constant, unending soreness that comes with pushing your body to its limit every single day. Every athlete had an injury they hated most, though, one that’s particularly painful or recurrent or just annoying. 

    Ilya fucking hated injuring his ribs. There is almost nothing you can do with your body that doesn't involve moving your torso, and the pain is deep, throbbing, and gets just a tiny bit worse every time you breathe. Sitting up hurts, lying down hurts, walking hurts, and worst of all, coughing fucking hurts.

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    Ilya is sick and injured in the off-season. Luckily, Shane loves him so very much and is there to take care of him.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    In the video playing on the little screen in Shane’s hand, Hunter gets up with some help, his left arm cradling the elbow of his limp right one. That shoulder is probably dislocated, something that Shane distantly recognizes is going to suck tremendously for him to have to let heal practically at the start of the season. Ilya still isn’t moving.

    Ilya is injured during a game. Not only does Shane’s world not end in the aftermath, it gets a little bit brighter.

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    Chapters:
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    03 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 29

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    Extraction is late, Simon is burning up with a fever, and the forest won’t stop whispering. Johnny stays, anchoring Simon through delirium, memories, and the long cold night.

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    24 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 42

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    Short whump, angst, and fluff one-shots surrounding Simon Riley and Johnny MacTavish for September/October 2025. Enjoy!

    1 - Fever
    2 - Scars
    3 - Shower
    4 - Resistance
    5 - Panic Attack / Touch Starved
    6 - Near Death
    7 - Hiding (Trans!Simon)
    8 - Hiding Pt. 2 (Trans!Simon)
    9 - Injury
    10 - Gravestone
    11 - Sleepwalking
    12 - Suicide (Note)
    13 - Suicide (Note) Pt. 2
    14 - Coming Home
    15 - Grieving
    16 - Migraine Pt. 1
    17 - Migraine Pt. 2
    18 - Migraine Pt. 3
    19 - Cold

    Completed. Thanks for all the love! PS - All chapters are titled after Zach Bryan lyrics because he invented the angst soundtrack

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    Chapters:
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    05 Sep 2025

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    After being shot, Soap loses his memories. When he wakes up in the hospital, he doesn't remember who his team is.

    He'll remember that he loved Ghost, though. Right?

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    26 Aug 2025

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    It’s not the reunion Buck expected.

    He didn’t expect a text from Lucy directing him to the oncology ward.

    He didn’t expect to find his ex boyfriend hooked up to a chemo bag.

    He didn’t expect to be nursing his ex boyfriend through cancer.

    He didn’t expect to still be in love with his ex boyfriend.

    Time is running out for Tommy Kinard. Perhaps, Evan might just be his last after all.

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    Chapters:
    8/9
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    Comments:
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    21 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 22

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    Things Buck didn't want to have to do today:
    1 - Find out his boyfriend was missing
    2 - Stay put
    3 - Convince said boyfriend that he had to save himself

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    19 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 41

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    One month after the breakup, and Tommy and Buck are both left pining after the other, when disaster strikes Los Angeles yet again.

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    Chapters:
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    30 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 50

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    Chim moves forward as the monitor’s bleeping picks up, concern crossing his face.
    “Hey it’s okay, you took a pretty big hit, some confusion is totally normal.” He frowns at Buck, who has not moved despite Tommy’s mounting distress.

    He’s looking down at his hand like it’s been burnt, a tear slips down his cheek.
    “He doesn’t- he doesn’t remember me”

    Chim looks up at him and tries to parse the words, he glances back to Tommy, who gives a tiny shake of the head.
    “Oh.”

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    18 Jul 2025

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    UPDATE: Now fully illustrated chapters 1-6!

    In 1919, the Riley, formerly Reimann, family moves from Berlin to Manchester. After Mr. Riley leaves in the middle of the night, it’s up to his eldest son to stabilise things.

    Simon adjusts as best he can, coming of age and fighting to balance his family’s needs and expectations with his love for his newfound best friend, John MacTavish.

    In the two decades between the first and second world wars, Simon and Johnny find solace in one another.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    15 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 60

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    In 1944 England, John MacTavish is working as a voice actor and writer for a small radio drama broadcast out of York. When he receives a fan letter one day from a mysterious man with an unnamed ailment, John can't help himself but to respond in the way he knows best: through a microphone for hundreds of listeners to hear.

    Luckily, the man recognises John's reply, and the two begin an unusual correspondence across media that has John quickly developing an infatuation, and maybe something even deeper, for a man he's never met.

    .......

    Simon Riley is sick and lonely, but one day he receives a message over the radio. It's the first time he's felt truly seen in ages.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    15 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 10

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    the first time Johnny sees Simon "ghost" Riley, he doesn't blink an eye.
    but the more he watches, the more intrigued he gets. soon, he's wrapped in a downward spiral filled with angst, fluff, and also hope.

    or,
    Simon gets cancer. Johnny stays.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    5
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    87
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    752

    24 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 19

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    On this season of Ghost’s Anatomy:

    Someone’s past will be revealed…
    Someone will switch specialties…
    Someone will unexpectedly fall for another…
    Someone will return from abroad…
    Someone will make a horrible mistake…
    Someone will risk it all for another…
    And someone will die…

    -

    The thrilling continuation of Ghost's Anatomy Season One begins now!!

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    Chapters:
    3/10
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    65
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    1,126

    02 Jun 2025

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