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Home Ice by between_blue_lines
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander is traded to the Ottawa Centaurs three days before the NHL trade deadline.
Suddenly the league's fiercest rivals have to share a locker room, a bench, practices, and road trips.
Ottawa expects fights.
The media is hungry for disaster.
Instead, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov become the most dangerous line in hockey.The only problem? Shane is still dating Rose, and it turns out a handful of games a season were a lot easier to survive than sharing a locker room all the time.
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- English
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- 45/50
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02 Aug 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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- English
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- 81,933
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 4,797
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24 Jul 2026
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Everything to Lose by Deffo_Not_Me
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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Married, out, and still drowning, Ilya plays reckless hockey, carries old grief, and tells everyone he’s fine while getting dangerously close to proving he isn’t. But after a loss to Boston, alone in the middle of the night, he comes closer than ever to making a choice he can’t undo.
Shane loves him. But love, terrifyingly, might not be enough.
This fic takes place after 'The Long Game' so spoiler warning in case you haven't read that.
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- Part 1 of My Heated Rivalry fics
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24 Jul 2026
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After The Quiet Fight, the battle was supposed to be over.
Ilya survived cancer. He made it back to the NHL. He finished his first season back on the ice. From the outside, it looks like a victory.
But survival doesn’t mean peace.
This sequel picks up in the aftermath—when the adrenaline fades and the real cost begins to surface. Ilya is fighting a body that still hasn’t fully forgiven him. Shane is fighting a mind shaped by months of fear, hospitals, and the constant threat of loss. And together, they’re fighting each other—trying to love, plan a future, and breathe again while remission looms quietly in the background.
This is a story about what comes after the battle, when Shane and Ilya are learning how to live when they are no longer in crisis—but not free from it either. A story about the tension between gratitude and grief, strength and fragility, love and resentment.
The fight feels louder than ever.
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- Part 2 of The Quiet Fight
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- English
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- 19/19
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09 Jul 2026
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09 Jul 2026
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everything is so unfamiliar now by reikawawrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is horrifically injured during playoff game against the Boston Raiders. His face will never look the same. Ilya wants to take care of Shane during his recovery. Ilya wants Shane to stay in Boston. Will he?
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- English
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09 Jul 2026
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Pancake (Блин) by ArcticSwan
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jun 2026
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Rozanov, Ottawa's captain, gets injured during a match against the Voyageurs.
'Might' contain soft moments between Ilya and Shane as Ilya recovers
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- Part 3 of The Hollanov files
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- English
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- 19,964
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- 22/?
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08 Jul 2026
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When it all comes crashing down by Whoopyipp
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jul 2026
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What if the centaur’s plane did actually crash and Ilya lost his leg in the accident?
How the Hollander/Rozanovs go on with their lives after a life altering injury - both mentally and physically.
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07 Jul 2026
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The Breakaway by Ishipthisshitokay for azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.
No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
No one knows he’s planning to run.
No one knows how much he’s breaking.And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.
Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.
Shane is learning how to live again.
Ilya is learning how to feel again.
Both are learning how to trust.But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.
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Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.
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- English
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- 104/?
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- 17,159
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26 Jun 2026
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Go Home Please by IlyasGal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight. Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.
Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.
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- English
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- 45,253
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- 12/?
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24 Jun 2026
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Shane's kink list by SocksKeptOn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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This one's for all the smut lovers!
Shane and Ilya have been happily married for 3 years.
Ilya finds a box under the bed with a book inside.
He discovers Shane's kink list.
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- English
- Words:
- 248,462
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- 55/?
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- 3,794
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24 Jun 2026
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The Now, The Then, The Thinking of When by alltheleavesarebrown
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Jun 2026
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To the world, Ilya Rozanov is the face of resilience. He has the career, the house, and the man—Shane Hollander, the legendary rival who walked away from a legacy in Montreal to build a life by Ilya’s side. Yet, behind the surface, the foundation is cracking. Haunted by the shadow of his mother’s suicide and a crushing sense of guilt, Ilya is convinced he is the architect of Shane’s downfall. To Ilya, every “traitor” chant from the stands and every weary look in Shane’s eyes is a bill that he can never pay. The antidepressants are failing, the nightmares are returning, and the only thing louder than the roar of his Ducati is the silence of the things he can’t tell anyone.
When a routine hit on the ice turns into a medical emergency, the “fine” life Ilya has spent months performing is stripped away. As his body fails, Shane is left to piece together the truth of the man he thought he knew.
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24 Jun 2026
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Where do we go from here? by Gidgit2u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Aug 2026
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Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.
After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.
Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.
Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?
The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'
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- English
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- 32/?
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- 3,343
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19 Jun 2026
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When the Ice Melts by cosmicnostalgia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Ilya sustains a career ending injury. Shane goes through it with him.
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18 Jun 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jul 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
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- 400,639
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- 22/?
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17 Jun 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,174
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 4,221
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- 34,395
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17 Jun 2026
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Take me out the dark (take me home) by 2_infinity
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Apr 2026
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Ilya rounded the desk, and his heart didn’t stutter but simply stopped. For an endless second everything stilled around him. Shane had found them, his letters and his journals. And the world turned sideways slowly slipping away from Ilya’s grasp. Like someone had taken away the solid ground underneath his feet, leaving him falling indefinitely. His entire focus narrowed on the pages Shane was clasping in his hands and the shoe carton next to him.
He had always promised himself that one day he would show Shane, he would tell him about all of it. But he had never wanted it to happen like this. For Shane to just stumble across the pages that carried his darkest thoughts and simple truths of his life. Never wanted him to read those alone or ever. Because Ilya wasn’t sure he was strong enough to revisit all the open wounds he had spilled on those pages.
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Or Shane and Ilya spend some time at the cottage between Christmas and New Year’s and unravel their past once and for all.
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17 Jun 2026
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When Shane Hollander got the first message he didn't think much of it. But as time goes on and the messages become increasingly dangerous, Shane has to figure out what he's willing to risk for those he loves.
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“Shane?” Ilya’s concerned voice cuts momentarily through the panic. “What is it? Everything okay?”
Shane doesn’t look up from this phone as he responds off-handedly, “Yeah, yeah. Everything’s fine.”
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Shane has a mysterious obsessive stalker who blackmails himBookmarked by Intothemadverse
02 Jun 2026
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The air you breathe by Blahblahblah123_1
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jul 2026
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A heavy hit at a game leaves Shane Hollander in a coma with no sign of waking up.
Ilya Rozanov vanishes in a cloud of grief and is presumed dead.
When Shane eventually wakes up, he is forced to accept that his husband is gone. But how can he truly be gone if no body has ever been found?
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02 Jun 2026
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Give Yourself A Reason by groundsquirrel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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Ilya Hollander-Rozanov has been receiving mental health treatment for years. He and Shane have a system, have a plan, have a life together. Depression has other plans.
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or time spent sitting with Ilya's depression and wondering what a bad episode could look like in a life where he has it more under control. stole the title from Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan
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02 Jun 2026