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It takes Nick 4 whole months to find out that their foster kid is illiterate.
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12 Aug 2025
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Based on a prompt by @mac-noa on Tumblr
Basically, the Moriyama's, Wesninski's, and Hatford's are all gangs in an alliance. They're looking to expand and do so by finding Nathaniel a husband. He's engaged when he's young, but Nathan dies and Nathaniel goes into hiding as Neil at Palmetto State. On his 20th birthday, his fiance returns for himCombined with a request for Neil with a British accent.
**Edited for author's note 9/1/23***
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09 Aug 2025
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you must be haunting me by cheyisagirlkisser
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Mar 2025
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You didn't know what you were signing up for when you took on the job to tend to one of Noxia's most high maintenance generals.
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04 Aug 2025
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You interrupt Sevika in the middle of her card game, so she punishes you.
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04 Aug 2025
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What about Sevika needing to make you come?
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04 Aug 2025
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Broken - Dangerous Passion by HopefulTravail, ImShyLesbi for AgentMariaHill
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
20 Apr 2025
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Ambessa puts in a request to see Reader...
Pain and pleasure.
To be owned.Ambessa x female Reader
Smut.
Sadistically loving?Bookmarked by Iris_Allen
04 Aug 2025
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can you help the hopeless? / i'm begging on my knees by cake_lovin_ace
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 May 2021
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it wasn't that andrew didn't trust neil. it was that andrew couldn’t trust himself. he was worried—no, terrified, of being dependent, of taking more than neil could give, of spilling too much of himself on the floor and driving neil away. for neil knew his past, and he knew his secrets, but he was a stranger to the person andrew became when his trauma was too much to handle. he was volatile. he was a patchwork mess of scars and memory, swinging wildly between panic and the kind of explosive rage that often resulted in shattered ceramic and him huddled against a corner of his kitchen, shivering until the memories faded, glass cutting into his hands. neil knew him, but he did not know the andrew who screamed, who begged, who was an amalgamation of the man he was and the child he’d been, who snapped at all who dared come too close and spent his nights huddled under his blankets and whimpering for relief.
andrew would never call himself insecure, but it was insecurity indeed that plagued him, insecurity that wrapped cold hands around his mind on the nights he could not breathe and warped his thoughts until all he could hear was undeserving, undeserving, undeserving.
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andrew has a bad day. neil helps.
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03 Aug 2025
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something will bleed tonight / and it won't be my scars (anymore) by cake_lovin_ace
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
14 May 2021
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they lay there with their bodies pressed together, open-mouthed and breathless. i love you, neil thought. his chest, lungs, heart, were on fire, burning with a flame so intense it consumed him. andrew was the sun, he was the sun and neil was awe-struck icarus, flying up on waxy wings to be consumed by the hottest flame. but the fall was almost sweet, with the way he was surrounded by andrew’s attention and care.
no, it wasn't scary at all. his mind knew everything but fear, knew nothing but glory.
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neil has a nightmare about his father. andrew is there to remind him he is okay.
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- Part 1 of weight of a martyr
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03 Aug 2025
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There Is No Fully Recovered by stuck_in_between_two_worlds
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Jul 2022
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TW: self-harm relapse
Andrew relapses unexpectedly, and spends the next few hours wondering how on Earth he is supposed to tell Neil.
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03 Aug 2025
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an acquired taste the asbestos is lovely by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Jan 2024
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“What did you take?” Andrew demands.
Neil wonders if Andrew will taste all that is wrong with Neil when he kisses him. He wonders if Andrew will recognize it. Andrew knows what it is to hurt himself, and this must be familiar. It’s deja vu, Neil thinks, if only a little bit worse, a little more terrible.
Neil shakes his head, groaning into the toilet, “I don’t want to tell you.”
Andrew pulls out his phone, and Neil can already hear it dialling when he says, “You can tell the paramedics.”
Or; “Cigarettes,” Neil says. “I ate your cigarettes.”
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31 Jul 2025
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One time Kevin smokes weed and freaks tf out + one time he smokes weed and chills tf out.
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- Part 1 of high strung
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31 Jul 2025
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Nathanial was raised at the Nest, when Riko finds out about how Kevin plans to play for the Foxs. Well let’s just say, Nathanial is now at palmetto.
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31 Jul 2025
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Andrew notices the small pudge of fat on Neil’s stomach, his thicker thighs, and muscular arms. Neil’s gotten bigger and Andrew thinks it is the best thing in the world because his cheeks are fuller and he is healthy.
Eating what you want and not over doing it during exercise is all fun until there’s a bitch behind your ear telling you you’ve gotten bigger and slower, and you will cost them the season. (Kevin and Aaron are bitches)
Incoming negative body thoughts and bad habits with food.
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31 Jul 2025
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Numbers as the meaning of life by ThePureMonster
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Aug 2024
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"I am successful, I am beautiful, I am slim..."
Every morning Allison repeated like a mantra looking at herself in the mirror, and then leaned over the toilet, putting two fingers in her mouth.The saddest thing is that looking at herself in the mirror, she never said: "I am happy".
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- Part 3 of ICD-10
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31 Jul 2025
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The Weight of a Name by exyislife (internetkid808)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 Dec 2025
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Kevin Day has always lived his life according to the rigid expectations of masculinity, but when he begins to feel increasingly disconnected from his body and uncomfortable in his own skin, he starts to question everything he thought he knew about himself. With the quiet encouragement of his friend Allison, Kevin tentatively explores feminine clothing and self-expression, only to discover a side of himself he’s been hiding for years. As he grows his hair out, experiments with makeup, and faces the fear of being outed by his teammates, Kevin is forced to confront his gender identity head-on. With the support of her friends, she slowly comes to accept who she truly is, ultimately finding the courage to embrace her true self in front of the world, revealing herself as Kayleigh Day.
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31 Jul 2025
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“Shut up.”
“I didn’t say anything–”
“Sleep, Neil.” Andrew’s tone is demanding, and before Neil can even argue back further, he breaks out in a yawn. He rolls his eyes at Andrew’s slight smug expression, and slips his eyes closed. Neil places his hand back out next to him, and feels a fluttering in his chest when Andrew links their pinkies together. It’s enough.
It has to be.
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Neil has a bad nightBookmarked by Iris_Allen
31 Jul 2025
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After years of brutal abuse, Neil is adjusting to life with his new adoptive family, but healing isn’t easy. Trapped between the weight of his past and the chaos of his present, he struggles to trust, connect, and belong. Then Andrew shows up, forcing Neil to face and heal, to confront what it really means to be safe, and seen.
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31 Jul 2025
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Neil Josten has been focused on staying alive for so long. Nobody expects him to be the one they need to watch out for. After all, why would the boy who longed to live, try and die.
Alternatively: 5 times Neil thinks it’s just an accident + 1 time he doesn’t
*I saw this quote (that i of course can’t find now) that was related to this idea that just because you aren’t obviously trying to die, doesn't meant you aren't suicidal. I immediately thought of our precious Neil Josten and knew I had to write something. MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING obviously. I promise no one actually dies though.*
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31 Jul 2025
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the icarus to your certainty by sinistercacophony
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Oct 2020
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Andrew knows how to get what he wants. He knows how to ask, how to indicate boundaries, and how to stab someone in the gut if they choose to ignore those boundaries. That’s really all he’s ever needed. He doesn’t let men touch him. He doesn’t let people get close enough to try.
Except Neil.
Except he wants Neil. In ways he’s never wanted anyone before. Never trusted anybody before.
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30 Jul 2025
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Neil goes down in the first quarter, and he goes down hard.
Kevin knows the signs of a panic attack all too well. Convincing Neil to trust that the Foxes will hold the line while he recovers? That's the tricky part.
Maybe they think Kevin is going soft; maybe that's not such a bad thing after all.
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- Part 2 of Soft
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30 Jul 2025