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    11 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
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    10,062
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    09 Sep 2026

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    “Is that really why you're single? You're afraid you'd let your partner down?”

    Ilya took a sip and tried to battle the urge to be honest, but it was useless. He had developed an Achilles heel, and it came with beautiful brown eyes that were currently piercing straight through his soul.

    “I think I am single because I have fun being single,” Ilya started with the easier part of his answer, and he saw Shane nod. That part was expected.

    Ilya took a shaky breath before he admitted the rest. “And I have not met anyone that I wanted to be with, enough. One time, maybe. But was not possible.”

    ***

    Shane and Ilya stop hooking up during their rookie season after their secret is almost exposed. Six years later, Scott Hunter comes out and changes everything. Ilya and Shane decide to forge an unlikely friendship as they navigate the league, coming out, and Scott Hunter's annoying queer group chat.

    And they accidentally fall in love, obviously.

    Language:
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    48,635
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    1,387
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    5,065
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    1,632
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    87,274

    28 Aug 2026

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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know as much about winning as he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex decade-long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering sea change neither could have ever imagined.

    Language:
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    Words:
    77,300
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    2,313
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    7,755
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    2,994
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    176,639

    27 Aug 2026

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    1,644
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    5,074
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    287,256

    25 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 80

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    19 Aug 2026

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    When Shane goes down on the ice, he isn't the only one to get hurt, and Ilya, broken and concussed, doesn't exactly keep his cool. Drugged up and so deeply in love they can't bear the thought of recovering apart, they come up with a plan to explain their sudden public friendship.
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    The long game isn't quite so long anymore, and the boys use the Irina Foundation as it was originally intended.

    Language:
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    78,878
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    542
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    4,098
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    1,306
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    80,868

    13 Aug 2026

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    Ilya was glowing, and wild, and so bright he was almost blinding. Beautiful, Shane had known, even back then, when he was still too young to know much of anything at all.

    Ilya Rozanov belongs to the summer, and the summer belongs to them.

    (Or, two childhood best friends spend a summer by the lake, before the rest of their lives begin.)

    Language:
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    51,643
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    833
    Kudos:
    3,131
    Bookmarks:
    1,084
    Hits:
    56,643

    10 Aug 2026

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    05 Aug 2026

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    31 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
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    32,367
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    1,091,147

    27 Jul 2026

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    “Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.

    Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”

    Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”

    Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    1,273
    Kudos:
    7,884
    Bookmarks:
    2,851
    Hits:
    135,667

    24 Jul 2026

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.

    But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.

    Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.

    Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    134,160
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    2,003
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    9,313
    Bookmarks:
    3,880
    Hits:
    371,803

    26 Jun 2026

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    12
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    23 Jun 2026

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    The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.

    Shane is on board.

    Language:
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    Words:
    144,038
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    2,445
    Kudos:
    11,351
    Bookmarks:
    3,926
    Hits:
    277,841

    14 Jun 2026

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    He reaches down, takes hold of one nipple, and pulls upward.

     

    Shane’s whole body reacts before he can stop it. His instinct is to arch up, to follow the cruel drag of Ilya’s fingers, but Luca’s weight pins him down and holds him there. It leaves Shane caught between two forces, Ilya pulling and Luca pressing him into the couch.

     

    There are so many kinds of pain Ilya likes giving Shane. The sting of a cane, the heavy impact of a paddle. Wax, rope, violet wand, knife. He likes the tools. He likes the ritual of choosing them, of deciding exactly what Shane needs and how he is going to give it to him.

     

    But today, Ilya’s implement is Luca.

     

    Ilya pulls Shane’s nipple higher and higher, until the pebbled brown skin goes taut and the pain flashing in Shane’s eyes starts fighting with pleasure, when Shane realizes there’s nothing for him to do but take it until Ilya decides to release him.

     

    Ilya does eventually, but not before Shane’s cock is hard.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    69
    Kudos:
    787
    Bookmarks:
    147
    Hits:
    13,411

    12 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    157,099
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    9,057
    Kudos:
    33,599
    Bookmarks:
    13,209
    Hits:
    1,283,312

    07 Jun 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

    Language:
    English
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    65,917
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    1,802
    Kudos:
    14,513
    Bookmarks:
    4,517
    Hits:
    385,087

    27 May 2026

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    13
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    19 May 2026

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