JustATruthRay
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you taught me to love again, and again, and again by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
24 Sep 2026
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Shadow Milk learns what love truly means after being unloved for so long, believing that no matter what, it just can't be real.
That's impossible.
Still, Pure Vanilla teaches him about that love, and how much he truly means it.
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didn't expect you to hold me so close, dear by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
19 Aug 2026
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Shadow Milk Cookie doesn't expect Pure Vanilla to be so gentle with him, let alone so casually.
Actually — scrap that — he never expected to be so lovingly touched by him, so, so gently.
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Cold, again.
Dark, too.
Shadow Milk should have expected that by now. to be surrounded in darkness. It was night, after all. Still, he didn't feel the radiating warmth of his partner beside him.
A dream, then?
Shadow Milk tried to pry his other eyes open, yet still, they did not respond.
Great. this was just great.
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Shadow Milk has a nightmare about his past abuse taking a toll on his mind, but Pure Vanilla is there to hold him.
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would you fall in love with me again? (even after what i've become?) by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
29 Jun 2026
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…alone. Again.
They were supposed to be used to this by now. And yet, still, they weren't.
The Fount pulled at his hair, tugging it closer as he lifted a blanket with a dash of magic over themself. Even after all these years, the weighted pressure of the blanket Healer had so ever graciously given them was still there.
He missed Healer's warmth.
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Fount of Knowledge begins to doubt their life and choices he's made throughout his years — including falling in love with Healer Cookie. Healer’s there to let them know that he loves them, always, over and over again.Series
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the quietest voices have the loudest minds (they weep the loudest, too) by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
20 Jun 2026
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It was just any simple day in the Vanilla Kingdom. When wasn't it?
Pure Vanilla was happily content with living day by day alongside his partner, Shadow Milk. Each morning was filled with cuddling and shared breakfasts, afternoons of the Master of Deceit resting as a snake upon the Wielder of Truth's shoulders. Evenings especially were filled with conversation about their day, dinner, and holding each other as they both retired to bed.
Except, recently… Well, for the past month or two, Shadow Milk had been strange as of late.
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Shadow Milk is hiding something from Pure Vanilla. His healer instincts kick in and they chat.
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eternal waltz of the sun & moon (sdvn fanfics) by JustATruthRay
Fandom Cookie Run (Video Game)
24 Sep 2026
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Just my ShadowVanilla fanfics and oneshots here for your convenience, in which we cry, laugh, smile, and cry again. and again. maybe again.
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- Works:
- 7
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There's no sweeter lie than a dream. Your brain takes in memories and snippets of wants and fears and turns into a big ol' mush of nonsensical information you're free to interpret as you wish. Logically, it follows a liar would take interest in making use of this.
Or, Shadow Milk Cookie decides weakening Pure Vanilla Cookie before their next encounter would be an excellent strategic maneuver. What better way than by turning all of his dreams to nightmares by his own hand?
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- Part 1 of Planting Hearts
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Stories of Pure Vanilla and Shadow Milk set in a universe where Shadow Milk is mid-redemption.. most of the time.
Sorted chronologically as of the release of part 6!
Every individual piece can stand on its own pretty well so read what you like :>
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- 69,115
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Shadow Milk showed more and more clingy tendencies, as if the dam finally broke and the touch-starved beast couldn't help but to soak up Pure Vanilla's warmth as much as he discreetly could. Pure Vanilla knew it to be a sign of trust.
And as their bond kept deepening and vulnerabilities were steadily unfurled, Pure Vanilla noticed strange behaviours from Shadow Milk Cookie.
Or 5 times Pure Vanilla noticed strange behaviours from the supposedly predator hybrid and 1 time he figured out why.
Bookmarked by JustATruthRay
13 Sep 2026
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Always Love an Anchor by Completely_Normal_Sunnflower_Enjoyer
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
12 Aug 2026
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Shadow Milk has always felt wrong. He has never loved another cookie. He has never wanted to have sex with another cookie.
Pure Vanilla has married him anyway, and the Beast of Deceit is so completely confused as to why.
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Awww shadow milk learns more about himself and gets kissed and cuddled awwww
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Vanny (Pure Vanilla Cookie), a famous ex-motorcyclist of MotoX, has been avoiding the track ever since his life-threatening injury from a year ago, that is, until he sees Shade (Shadow Milk Cookie) race for the first time and gets inspired to return to the circuit.
*ShadowVanilla Motorcycle AU*