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    A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.

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    Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”

    Shane snorted. “That can’t—”

    “It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”

    She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.

    Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.

    “Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”

    “Ilya is your husband.”

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane was a beast on the ice. Everyone in the NHL knew this. Now that he was one the same Ice as his husband, he was the stuff of nightmares. It was easy for the Centaurs to let their preconceived notions shape how they treated Shane in the early days. But Shane isn’t as perfect as he and the media try to make him.

    Or Centaurs helping Shane in their own ways

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..

    When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “Mr. Hollander,” Dr. Jackson said. Shane looked at her again, and got a creeping sensation up the back of his spine. She continued, “Are you aware that you’re pregnant?”

    Shane blinked. Pregnant? There was no way.

    He knew he was a carrier, but he’d always been so careful about birth control and condoms. Militant about it, in fact. His hand drifted down to his stomach. Shane had been feeling nauseous lately, and maybe a little tired, but he’d chalked it up to too much training. The few pounds he’d put on were written off as a result of sneaking one too many Snickers bars when he was stressed.

    “That’s–that can’t be right,” Shane said, shaking his head. He felt bile rise up in his throat again, and covered his mouth. Dr. Jackson quickly reached into a cabinet and handed him a blue bag, which Shane then proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into.

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    After getting his bell run by Marleau on the ice, Shane finds out he's pregnant.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane watches helplessly as Ilya is sent headfirst into the boards, spine twisting, skates lifting off the ice as his body folds under the force. The sound of impact is thunderous and wrong - echoing - louder than the crowd, louder than the goal horn, louder than the pounding of his heart against his chest, as Ilya’s body finally crumples into the ice.

    Ilya had no time to brace, Shane knows he had no time to brace because Shane had no time to brace.

    And he’s not moving.

    “Ilya!”

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    Or what it means to break, and come together again.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Five Conversations Yuna has with Ilya, and one convrsation she has with Shane. Ch 3: First Christmas

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    Ilya needs a mother. Luckily, Yuna is mother.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane desperately tries to distract himself from Rozanov's damp curls, the sharp line of his stubbled jaw, the bonfire still burning deliciously in his lungs. God, he’s trying so fucking hard to escape his scent, taking deep breaths with his mouth, but with him right there, reeking like that, is like drowning into it.

     

    Or: the one where Alpha!Ilya accidentally imprints on Omega!Shane, but they spend around ten years denying it and yearing for each other.
    (another ABO retelling? fuck yeah another ABO retelling!)

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    23 Jan 2026

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    "Whoa," J.J. said. "The Centaurs' plane is missing."

    Shane turned to where J.J. was sitting across the aisle, feeling his entire body go cold. "What?"

     

    [Or: Ilya's plane goes missing. Shane loses his mind. AKA the story of the worst 6 hours of Shane's life and what came after.]

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Ilya never meant for this to get so far. So big.

    It had started off with a couple hate tweets here and there. Nothing unusual, every hockey player had haters, especially ones as prominent and talented as him and Hollander.

    Ilya never listened to what people on the Internet said. Why should he care what random people behind a screen thought of him? Especially when they were Scott Hunter fans. Or worse, Pike fans.

    He thought it was the same for Shane, who barely ever used social media in the first place, let alone look up his name on them to see what people were saying about him. But Ilya was wrong.

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    Ilya creates a secret Shane Hollander fan account to defend his boyfriend's honor while still hating on Scott Hunter and destroying Hayden Pike

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane surprises Ilya by wearing a thong and a Rozanov jersey.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    ‘Something is wrong with Shane Hollander.’

    Scott looks up from the text that his fiancé, Kip, sent him a little before the second intermission. Was there something wrong with Shane Hollander that he didn’t pick up on? If so, what could it possibly be?

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    Shane Hollander is having and off game as he’s coming down with a terrible cold. If only he was playing his boyfriend’s team instead of Scott Hunter’s so that Ilya could care for him. However, Scott isn’t as cold hearted as Shane believes and after some convincing from Kip, decides to take Shane to their apartment to care for him.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    They both knew, eventually, that they wanted to start a family. A kid with the combined genetics of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander? That'd be the cutest kid on Earth, who wouldn't want to see that.

    Shane just didn't expect them to start on that family so soon.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive—NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.

    When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Everyone is born with the first words their soulmate will say to them tattooed on their body. It’s polite to try to make your greetings unique, to avoid miscommunication. 

    Ilya Rozanov is not polite. 

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a beta. And he couldn’t be more happy with his designation. It keeps things simple. No stupid alpha territorial bullshit or omega pheromones to disrupt his routine. He has more room to focus on hockey, rather than worry about silly inconvenient things like ruts or heat cycles. While his teammates have to take medical leave a few times a season and wear things like scent blockers or take suppressants, he just gets to play the sport he loves and call it a day.

    Yes, being a beta kept life simple. And he spent 24 years of his life as a simple, hockey loving beta. Until he suddenly wasn’t. And of course, because fate loved to fuck with him, he finds out in the middle of a game against fucking Boston.

    Or, a beta Shane Hollander accidentally presents as an Omega and goes into heat during a game, sending everyone in a frenzy. Thankfully, Ilya is right there with him.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “How long has this been here?” Shane asked.

    Ilya frowned. “What?”

    “This,” Shane said, pressing gently.

    Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”

    “You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.

    Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”

    “Ilya.”

    “It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”

     

    Or,
    Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    "Have they said anything to you? Asked you? About us?" Shane asked. He seemed surprisingly calm.

    Ilya shook his head. "No. I told Wiebe I would not be playing. He did not ask why. But said it was okay. Haas asked how it was going. Troy messaged and asked how you are feeling."

    Ilya still didn't know how Troy had figured it out. But with his performance it couldn't have been hard.

    Ilya could see the muscles in Shanes jaw tick, his own lip caught between his teeth. A breath rushed out of Shanes nose, almost a snort.

    "Okay."

    "Okay?"

    Shane nodded. "Okay."

    Or: Ilya freaked out after the Metros plane had gone down. His team had noticed... had maybe pieced some things together. Maybe it's time to be honest?

    || A/N: This is a part two to my first fic

    https://archiveofourown.org/works/77155696

    , which is the first one in this series!

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander ✓
    @shanehollander
    Is this thing on?

    Ilya Rozanov ✓
    @ilyarozanov
    @shanehollander THAT is what you spent the last thirty minutes typing out????

    Shane Hollander ✓
    @shanehollander
    @ilyarozanov Fuck off

     

    or... the centaurs social media au

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Ilya recruits Rose to convince Shane to get a new suit for the GLAAD Awards (and later, Ilya takes it off him).

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    23 Jan 2026

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    God, he was having a freak out and it was gonna be a bad one.

    “I can’t do this I can’t do this. I can’t I can’t. why?! I can’t! I can’t.” Shane was sobbing. He could breathe he couldn’t hear.

    His whole body was burning. Not like on fire, but it was tingling. Like an energy was trying to escape him from all directions. Like anxiety was trying to seep out of every pore in his skin.

     

    Or Shane has a really bad meltdown during a game.

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    23 Jan 2026

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