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Something inside him, what’s left that’s untouched, broke as more and more of his old comrades followed suit. Not even his burning core could warm the cold seeping into his entire soul as his world comes crashing down on him.
He saved the planet but lost his home for a second time.
His vision tilts and Phainon swallows down the bile in his throat.
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17 Jan 2026
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Is It Gay To Kiss Your Homie Goodnight? by SoundlessWhisper
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
16 Jan 2026
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Phainon's life isnt an easy one: rent is going up, dating had been nothing but a disaster, and now the entire internet thinks he’s gay because he kept looking— absolutely not staring— at the male barista during his date.
He swears he’s straight. Totally. Completely.
It’s just that... Well... The barista has a lethal face card, okay?
And maybe a really nice body too... He's saying it in a bro way, of course!Or; Phainon is pretty sure he's not into guys. At least until the universe—or Cipher, he isnt sure about it yet— decides to test it, by making him share an apartment with the most attractive man he had ever seen.
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17 Jan 2026
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“Finish the story,” Phainon prompts, and it comes out kind of quiet, kind of weird.
“He fell in love with a warrior in Okhema,” Mydei tells him, sliding a hand under his pillow. “They were equals in just about everything, and that’s… significant to a Kremnoan. He died sacrificing himself to buy that warrior time to save the city.”
“That sounds like something a hero would do to me.”
“Maybe,” Mydei grumbles. “A real hero wouldn’t leave the one he loves to fight alone.”
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On a trip to see his sick sister, Phainon realizes a few things. Foremost of these: through it all, Mydei has never once left his side.- Language:
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11 Jan 2026
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Mydei almost snorts at the way Phainon’s jaw clenches, invisible to an untrained eye.
“Perhaps another time?” Phainon laughs easily, placing himself at Mydei’s side and smoothly extracting him from the woman’s grip. He places his hand on Mydei’s nape in a friendly manner, tugging lightly on his hair. “We have some important business to attend to right now. Sorry to take Mydei here away from you, I’m sure he was having the time of his life.”
or; 5 times Phainon is a jealous and possessive idiot over Mydei, and 1 time Mydei returns the favor
Translation into Russian (Русский) available: here
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- Part 1 of bound by the stars
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05 Jan 2026
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mydei is a manager behind the scenes for the v-tuber khaslana who he hopefully does not have a parasocial crush on at the same time.
all while phainon is praying he can stop fumbling the guy named mydei at his gym.
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04 Jan 2026
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Mydei has been acting horribly out of sorts, in ways Phainon cannot even fully understand why.
So he asks, and Phainon is more than shocked to find out why.Mydei is sleepy.
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mydei cant fall asleep for days on end so phainon washes his hair for him to help soothe him. thats it.Bookmarked by M_eri
25 Dec 2025
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all i've ever known (is how to hold my own) by velvetcrowbars
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
06 Apr 2025
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Mydei turns to face him, the puzzle snapping into place.
“And you think I wanted her?” Mydei asks, slowly, unable to conceal his disbelief. “You think I’d choose her as my bedmate?”
Phainon works his hands into fists before releasing them.
“No.” Then, his real answer, or at least one closer to the truth: “I don’t know.” A beat. “Would you?”
for the successful defense of a refugee caravan bound for Okhema, Mydei and Phainon receive an unexpected gift.
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- Part 7 of atlas, my lover
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24 Dec 2025
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i felt it walking over my grave by velvetcrowbars
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Feb 2025
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Aglaea’s information must’ve gone bad, or maybe it was never good in the first place and she’d sent them out here on a corrupted teleslate’s whim to chase ghosts. The mission was already a wreck before a ruined corner of the city came raining down over their heads in a burst of marble and wood.
Which means Mydei’s a little too preoccupied to care at the moment.
Mydei is dying. Phainon, per usual, figures the rest out the hard way.
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- Part 2 of atlas, my lover
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24 Dec 2025
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My Chimera Can’t Possibly Be This Cute! by Lunaeryi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
28 Aug 2025
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Phainon sets out to find Mydei. What he actually finds is a pocket-sized chimera he falls head over heels in love with and naturally names Snowy. What follows is a suspicious amount of cooing, dubiously safe bonding activities, a minor head injury, and the creeping suspicion that maybe he’s been looking at the wrong place all along.
(At least Snowy was cute.)
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21 Dec 2025
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“Rest Peacefully Khaslana” by coconutMochi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
03 Jul 2025
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“Phainon?” Mydei called softly.
The man turned.
There was something wrong in the way his gaze passed over to Mydei.
The eyes that met his weren’t usual bright blue—they were the kind of hollow that carried old fire. Dimmed. Dying. But still dangerous in the way scars sometimes are, when you realize how deep they must’ve gone.
“…You’re…” Mydei’s voice thinned.
“I won’t be here for long,” the version of Phainon said.
Or where I make Mydei hug FR because I need it
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19 Dec 2025
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“…Pull yourself together,” Mydei muttered, hands on Phainon’s shoulders, trying to gently, pry the other Alpha off.
Phainon whined. His grip tightened as he nuzzled further in to his chest, letting out another whine like this was exactly where he wanted to be.
And Mydei?
Mydei panicked.
Red crystals were growing around the arena, and around them. He should probably get them under control, but—
By Nikador’s name—
What had he done.
Or where Alpha Mydei accidentally marks Phainon during a spar.
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- Part 1 of Alpha x Alpha - MyPhaiDei series
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19 Dec 2025
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“I would like to ask something… And if you say no I will just walk away and pretend this never happened.”
Good. No hard feelings.
Mydeimos' voice quieted as his stoicism faltered, “Would… you pretend to date me?”
Castorice blinked, that wasn't what she expected.
“I… huh?”
Mydeimos decides he is tired of his roommate's complaints about him being single. So he asks for help from Castorice, a quieter girl bothered by unwanted advances, to pretend to date.
He doesn't know that his roommate, Phainon, had catastrophically failed at reading the room with his teasing. And he also failed to notice that Phainon is in fact, interested in him.
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17 Dec 2025
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“Glad to see you back among the living,” Phainon says through a yawn, clearly having spent the night in the uncomfortable chair in the infirmary by Mydei’s side. Like he often does.
Mydei’s head hurts. Just the regular kind of pain, easily managed by ignoring it until it goes away. But what makes it worse, is the confusion at his predicament. The memories returning to him in death used to vary in time and people who appeared in them. Why is it always Phainon nowadays?
“Fuck you,” Mydei says, hoarsely. He feels like he is losing his mind.
Phainon’s mouth locks mid-yawn and he blinks down at him stupidly, tilting his head with confusion. It’s probably fair, he hasn’t even done anything to earn Mydei’s ire as of late.
or; Human brain lives for a few more minutes after dying, replaying the most cherished memories. Mydei starts seeing Phainon after each of his deaths.
Translation into Russian (Русский) available: here
Translation into Chinese (中文-普通话 國語) available: hereSeries
- Part 4 of bound by the stars
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16 Dec 2025
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Deathly Beautiful by KyuukaKoinu
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
12 Dec 2025
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Katsuki always believed the first emotion he felt about the mysterious man was anger. Unchecked, pure fucking resentment. He thought the bitter emotion coursed through him like a raging river and struck lightning on every nerve he had.
But when he truly thought back on it—the first emotion he felt wasn’t anger. It wasn't even hate or mild dislike.
It was morbid curiosity.
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15 Dec 2025
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Phainon beams, nuzzling his nose against Little Ica's, “Mydei, aren’t they cute?”
“... You are,”
… What.
Nearby, Anaxa nearly chokes on his water.
Or; 5 times Mydei sweet-talks Phainon in Kremnoan, and the 1 time Phainon returns the favour.
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- Part 2 of Homecoming Prince, Adrifting Hero
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15 Dec 2025
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Icarus, its okay to love the Sun by Luna_Tsukishima
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
13 Dec 2025
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They don’t know. What he needed to do to reach this far, what he sacrificed for Deliverance.
It cost him everything.
What he finds on the ground is a lone White lily stained with golden blood, the same flower that Mydei shed from his eyes when he lost his companions.
This must be the retribution of Deliverance.
Phainon deserves to die.amphoreus is realized and only Phainon's head is still stuck in the flame chase, he develops hanahaki because even amidst his demise, he still desires a certain sun
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14 Dec 2025
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It's finally over. He can stop fighting now.
He can stop fighting now.
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14 Dec 2025
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Mydei dies to the Flame Reavers blade and comes to terms with his death.
Except he wakes up in a kitchen, covered in his own blood, staring down the same blue eyes that watched him die.
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Mydei gets reverse isekaied into an Okhema that isn’t miserable.
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14 Dec 2025
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“Ha! Not even the King of Kremnos can defeat the Great Imperator in drinks,” Cerydra crows, slurring proudly. “I shall remain the greatest, most undefeatable in history!”
That actually gets Mydei to perk up. He sluggishly lifts his head, the movement so unsteady that Phainon’s hands shoot out to steady him by the shoulders. Mydei doesn’t even seem to notice—which is worrying. Sure, this might be an era of peace for them, but would he really let anyone touch him like this when he’s this drunk?
“Pah! Hish—history?” Mydei fires back, the word wobbling out of his mouth so badly Phainon briefly wonders how much they’ve been drinking. “I’ll—I’ll tell you about history. It starts in Cycle Zero.”
Wait. What.
When Aglaea asked him to pick Mydei up after a drinking session with Cerydra, Phainon did not expect to hear Mydei recount all the different ways he has loved across 33 million cycles.
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11 Dec 2025
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In which Mydei wakes up as a Chimera and now has to figure out how to get back to normal while Phainon tries his best at finding his suddenly missing friend.
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Bookmarked by M_eri
08 Dec 2025