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BTHB prompt- Domestic Abuse
Everybody at County thinks Carter lives a privileged life. They don't know what being part of his family really means.
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- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2025
Bookmarked by MathildaHilda
12 Jun 2025
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you’re the one i want (to go through time with) by QuillandClover
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
23 Apr 2025
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"Thirty-eight-year-old male, high-speed MVC,” Jenn, one of their new residents, began to recite, like they didn’t know who this was. Like this wasn’t their Robby.
Jack felt sick.
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Jack works two very different July 4th shifts.
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12 Jun 2025
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Carter doesn't quite know what compels him to do what he does. Perhaps it's some misguided sense of heroism, his lifelong inability to just let things be when there's something- anything- he can do about it. Perhaps it's reckless stupidity brought on by yet another shift of doing anything but saving lives.
Whatever it is, he leans into it fully, and slips into the freezing depths.
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The one where Carter almost drowns.
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11 Jun 2025
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He is a good surgeon. And yet Keaton will not renew his pediatric fellowship.
He is an effective and fair teacher—even Carter backs him up on this to Anspaugh, and if anyone has reason to offer Benton up on a silver platter, it’s Carter. And yet Gant jumped.
He is a good surgeon. And yet he called time of death.
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10 Jun 2025
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When Carter gets sick, he has a family to take care of him.
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09 Jun 2025
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When Peter Benton wins concert tickets in a raffle, a spontaneous decision sends him flying to Pittsburgh for a weekend escape.
But when gunfire erupts at the venue and Peter is rushed to the ER, he comes face to face with someone he never expected to see again—someone he thought was dead.
John Carter.
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09 Jun 2025
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“What the hell happened?”
“What happened, Michael,” Jack answers, hard, as if Robby can’t see the broken-open expression on his face, “is you got yourself hit by about five thousand pounds of steel and dropped out on me—”
“Shit,” Robby curses. “Jack— I’m sorry. You okay?”
Jack laughs without much humor in it. “Are you— Are you kidding me? Seriously? Your heart stopped on my table, you’re asking if I’m fucking okay?”
“Yeah, I am,” Robby says, because if it’d been Jack without a pulse on his table, he knows he would not be anywhere near okay.
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- Part 1 of nothing could go wrong
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09 Jun 2025
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The thumping bass line buzzes in Carter's ears, the smile on his face wide and uninhibited. He's drunk, giddily drunk, and the feeling of stray hands on his chest, his back, his arms as he wanders through the strobe-lit club is electric.
Carter is alive tonight.
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07 Jun 2025
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Glass falls around him like a rainstorm, and for a moment, John Carter has to wonder if he was struck by lightning. It’s would certainly make sense for how much his entire, well, everything hurt. The back of his head was wet. It could have been rain, but when John moves his head, he notices a distinct sticky quality to the liquid his head is laying in.
A patient throws Carter through a window.
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07 Jun 2025
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Medwhump May Day 4- Flatline
He knows he's dying before anybody else does. Feels it, the terrifying coldness within him as he slowly bleeds out, so much more ominous because the blood can't be seen on the sheets beneath him. It's pooling out inside him.
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The one where Carter dies too.
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- Part 4 of Maisie's Medwhump May 2025
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Bookmarked by MathildaHilda
07 Jun 2025
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push me down into the water like a sinner, hold me under (and I'll never come up again) by maisiec33
Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)
26 May 2025
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Medwhump May Day 26- Overdose
Oh God. Oh God.
He's here, he's right here, because of course he is, this is his bedroom- Peter recognises it now and he wishes he didn't, and he wishes he didn't recognise-
Carter.
CarterCarterCarterCarter.
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The intervention doesn't go to plan.
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- Part 26 of Maisie's Medwhump May 2025
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07 Jun 2025
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For most of his life, Carter has worn somebody else's clothing.
He adopts the smiles, the greetings, the gestures of those around him, even when they feel dull and lifeless on him, because that's what he's supposed to do. It's what he's always done.
Except when the fire alarm goes off. Then all hell breaks loose.
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Carter is autistic.
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07 Jun 2025
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His Place at the Lord's Table by AgnesFitch
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
19 May 2025
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When Hans doesn't return to Pirkstein after a meeting with his uncle, Henry sets off into the snow and wind toward Rattay's upper castle to retrieve him. What he finds is a sour and maligned Sir Hans Capon. Ever the faithful servant and friend, Henry attempts to console his lordship and does his best to assuage his mood.
Or, to spite his uncle, Hans breeds Henry on the table on which Hanush eats his meals.
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05 Jun 2025
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The Greatest of These by isnt_it_pretty
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
03 Jun 2025
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“Floremesis,” the apothecary eventually muttered. He looked up, his expression pitying. “Flower petals; you’d best see a priest, lad. Nobody but God can help you.”
A shock ran through Henry like a cold wind, drawing his attention with a snap of focus. “Flower petals?” he repeated incredulously, his throat suddenly dry. “What, like Mary Magdalene?”
He’d never really believed the stories of saints and martyrs coughing up flowers. That was something that happened a thousand years ago, the words inked in Latin scripture on illuminated pages, not to now, not to him.
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A KCD1 hanahaki au
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Bookmarked by MathildaHilda
03 Jun 2025
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Mandrake Schnapps by Ashertmarn, Avocadont (Ashertmarn)
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
09 May 2025
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There’s no flattering way to mention that there are times that it feels like there is something rotten beneath his skin, that the only way to get it out would be to peel it off.
So he doesn’t.Henry doesn't have the words for why his nightmares are as often about sex as they are about bloody battles, or why dancing with pretty girls sometimes makes him feel like he's dying. And if he doesn't understand it himself, how can he possibly expect anyone else to?
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Five times Henry doesn't understand that what Doubravka did to him was wrong, and one time Hans helps him realise it was.Series
- Part 1 of A Garden for Herbs
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31 May 2025
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Hans drummed his fingers on the table, eyeing the dice. He set the two fives and the one aside, then looked up at Henry.
«Tell me, Hal… if I win, what do I get?»
Henry stared at him for a moment, tankard in hand, the smile forming on his lips not yet released. «My eternal admiration, of course.»
Hans laughed. «I already have that. You’ll need to offer something more… interesting.»
Henry glanced at him from the side, lifting his tankard for another drink. His eyes glinted faintly in the firelight.
«I’m not sure I have anything interesting to offer you, honestly…» he murmured.
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31 May 2025
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“He’s testing you, not torturing you. Trials are part of it and He tests those He sees potential in.”
Hans raised his arms theatrically, nearly toppling over.
“Well, then I pass! Hooray for me! Survived trial by shit, blood, and political obligations. Can I go home how?”
“Perhaps,” Godwin said carefully, “He hasn’t found what he’s looking for yet. Survival isn’t always the goal.”
“I wish He’d just tell me, then. Because this is…” he sighed mid-sentence, suddenly feeling very tired and small, “it’s fucking exhausting.”
There were Greeks inside Hans' head, and no one had ever taught him how to deal with them.
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31 May 2025
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The bell rings, the sound echoing through his mind as it races and wanders in and out of the boundaries of their shared memory. Blue eyes, a sunburnt nose, yellow brocade, a casual touch. A confession, or an admission. A hammer to break down these walls that separate them. Authority he has no right to.
Henry keeps his eyes on the gallows, the shadows it cast, clean lines drawn on the mud in shade, painted as though by God’s steady hand.
Twelve bells. Two dying men. Henry thinks about the past as the future calls with each ringing of the bell in Trosky.
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- Part 6 of altar
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31 May 2025
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There was only one Silver Skalitz in Bohemia, and it had already burned to the ground.
It stood to reason that there was only one Henry of Skalitz in the world, too.
No more painful feeling exists than realizing you're in love with a dead man. (Even if you still don't know this particular agony is called love.)
Or: while Hans Capon languishes at Maleshov Fortress, he denies the truth--that Henry was captured, tortured, and killed by Istvan Toth--to himself for as long as he can, until it becomes inescapable.
Set during the canon KCD 2 storyline; spoilers for the Taking French Leave quest.
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- Part 4 of in toto corde meo
Bookmarked by MathildaHilda
30 May 2025
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Once again Love, that loosener of limbs, seizes me - sweetbitter, inescapable, crawling thing.
Sappho fragment 130 (rayor 2014/2023 trans.)
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Several times Hans thinks about Henry and his hands - a peasant’s hands, a page’s hands, a friend’s hands - and one time Hans doesn’t think and does something about those hands.Originally:
Five time Hans thinks about Henry’s hands, and one time he does something about it.
Bookmarked by MathildaHilda
27 May 2025