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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    When the door opened it revealed a view chuuya could never imagine, even if he tried.

    It was Dazai, the Osamu Dazai, the demon prodigy, the one who usually would break into his house, knocking loudly on his door.

    He never saw Dazai like this.

    He looked terrified, with tears in his eyes, his eyes weren't sad, they were filled with anger. Which in his opinion made it look like a horror image. And to add more, his clothes were with blood on them.

    The bandages in his right eye weren't there anymore.

    When chuuya opened his mouth to say something but then Dazai grabbed him and hugged him...

    'What the fuck'

    _//_´
    or Dazai goes to Chuuya when Odasaku dies and somehow they end up in Musutafu. The city of Heroes

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    22 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Akutagawa isn’t doing well, and he’s thinking of doing something he can’t come back from. Atsushi is the one he calls to bid farewell too.

    (Srry this is a butt summary I’m tired ok)

    (One of the chapters is a post time update don’t mind that lol)

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    20 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    After being kicked out of his orphanage on his 18th birthday, Atsushi finds himself lost in the streets of Yokohama where he is picked up by a handsome but creepy looking stranger who offers to give him a place to stay.

    or basically an au where Akutagawa finds him before the agency does

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    19 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    The man strapped to the chair was not Osamu Dazai.
    It couldn’t be. Yes, he had the same hair, eyes, frame, and look of Dazai, but Chuuya had never seen the man so defeated, so quiet. So still.
    Chuuya stared at him from the doorway of the cold, sterile room. Five days. Five days was enough time to turn Dazai into this shell?

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    Dazai is kidnapped and tortured by an enemy organization, Chuuya is there to pick up the pieces and, hopefully, to put them back together

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    18 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    He was sure Akutagawa was dead. So, needless to say, everything that went down at the airport was quite a shock to the poor boy. He didn’t even have time to process Akutagawa’s momentary stint in vampirism, because they were soon fighting against another powerful enemy, just the two of them, once again. It had now been a week since everything had finally ended, since the Decay of Angels was finally defeated, and Atsushi hadn’t seen or heard from Akutagawa once. That is, until Atsushi saw him casually walking down the street, as if nothing had happened. So, yeah. Atsushi was more than a little pissed off. He wasn’t entirely sure what he was mad about, specifically, but there was no mistaking the burning sensation he felt in his chest the moment he locked eyes with the man who had literally died for him.

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    Not that this is very likely to stop anyone, but: I DO NOT CONSENT TO ANY OF MY FICS BEING READ, SCRAPED, OR OTHERWISE PROCESSED IN ANY WAY BY AI OR ANY KIND OF LLM. KEEP THAT SHIT SO FAR AWAY FROM ME OR I S2G YOU'LL FIND ME IN YOUR WALLS.

    also, DO NOT REPOST/SHARE ON ANY OTHER SITES!!

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    15 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Dazai stands at the edge of the rooftop.

     “...There something I regret, Odasaku. I’ll never get to read your novel!”

    The black-clad figure disappears beyond the rooftop’s edge. A few seconds later, a dull crack echoes — bones smashing into asphalt.

    ***

    Dazai opens his eyes and sees a bright light.

    He survived? How? From that height?

     

    “It’s a healthy boy.” A male voice said.

    The woman with warm brown eyes smiled softly. “I’ll name you Osamu. Dazai Osamu.”

     

    What!? No. No. NO. NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!

    WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!

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    14 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 50

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    "Happy birthday, Ryuu.”

    Akutagawa had never cared for birthdays—least of all his own. They were insignificant things, easily ignored.

    And yet…

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    13 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Odasaku was dead... He was truly gone.

    Dazai couldn't stay in the Port Mafia anymore. If only Chuuya were here to talk him out of it or help. The mere presence of the alpha would calm him. However, he didn't have that luxury right now.

    Right now he had to run. And run he would. Away from the killings, away from the emptiness, away from his life. He had no choice.

    And if the positive pregnancy test in the bin was anything to go by, it was more important than ever for him to get out. Fast.

    He wasn't about to lose anyone else.

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    12 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 55

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    And yet, there he was, sitting at the table set for a date arranged through an insistent app, waiting for the empty seat opposite him while the food he had already decided to order on his own grew cold, hoping that his date would eventually arrive and not find him sitting in front of an empty plate.

    OR

    A 23 yrs old Atsushi is absolutely done. He hates the dating market, his job no longer surprises him, and he had saved no money for all these years.
    But the part he hates the most, is the inability of taming any kind of hormonal changes inside his omega body, and how he was condemned to spend every heat of the year as a single man.
    At least most of them.
    Thanks to the no-so-convenient synchronizations he rarely experiences with his life sworn rival

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    11 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 46

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    Joining the ADA was the best thing to happen to Atsushi Nakajima but the last three years have put the weretiger through the wringer. He loves the work he does, or at least the part where the city is saved and there’s momentary peace. But it’s become a thankless job that leaves him too tired for a proper dating life.

    Maybe he’d be less jaded if he didn’t have to pick up the slack for omegas when they drop everything for heat-related paid time off. It may not be their fault, but why does being a beta have to mean more work?

    And on top of that, his rival-turned-mission partner is an alpha who keeps him at a cold distance due to their social dynamic. Atsushi often wonders if it’ll always be this strained between them.

    When Atsushi feels at his lowest, a fantasy catches him off guard. One where he gets to call out of work for suddenly presenting as an omega in heat — could Atsushi’s annoyance towards omegas actually be jealousy?

    As he goes down a rabbit hole of the alluring world of omegas and alphas, he can’t help but wonder if he could fake being a late bloomer for paid time off. And if he pulls it off, can he sleep with the consequences that come?

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    11 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 29

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    It had been two years since he was kicked out of the orphanage. At first it was agonizing, being to much of a wimp to even steal food let alone money. But as the weeks turned to months, and months to years, he got better at it. Dare he say damn good at it.

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    What if dazai hadn't decided to try and kill himself in the river that day?/ What if dazai hadn't met Atsushi?

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    11 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 13

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    Atsushi may or may not have a crush on the rabid dog of the Port Mafia; Akutagawa Ryuunosuke.

    And he plans to do something about it, this Valentine's!

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    Some sskk fluff with horrible humor :>

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    11 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    The sequel to my valentine’s sskk oneshot “crash of emotions,” please read that one first before this one<3

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    Akutagawa decides to make plans for White Day, and finally clear up his feelings towards the weretiger
    Aka more sskk fluff and awkwardness and also more terrible humor

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    11 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    The Port Mafia and the Armed Detective Agency. Two complex rival organizations in the city of Yokohama. Despite their clear differences, they both have one shared motive, And that is to keep Yokohama safe.

    An infamous duo of powerful special ability users seek to protect the citizens of Yokohama as well. Feared and yet also respected, they have gained quite the reputation.

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    This AU shows my take on what would’ve happned if Atsushi had been kicked out of his orphanage earlier and met Akutagawa first before either met Dazai.

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    10 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 61

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    Atsushi ends up in Akutagawa’s apartment after a mission, but when a note suddenly slips under the door he feels like he has to protect Akutagawa from the threat.
    Unfortunately, Atsushi gets ambushed and Akutagawa has to save his Jinko once more.
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    “I swear, if you hurt him I’ll kill you.”

    Another laugh.
    “Oh, I think you’re a bit late with that threat.”

     

    What-?!

     

    -

    Before Akutagawa realized it a heart breaking scream echoed on the other side of the line.

    It was his. It was Atsushi’s

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    10 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    Its Dazai birthday today, Chuuya decided to auprise Dazai, even thought they claim to not like each other, they completed each other, so Chuuya thought why not? Maybe Dazai will even stop annoying him for a few minutes, so Chuuya baked Dazai a cake, and got him a cute little bracelet with mackerel on it

    As soon as Chuuya bursted into Dazai's shipping container, he froze as he took in the sight, the cake and little gift bag fell out of his hands automatically onto the floor

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    10 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    Chuuya wants to learn more about Dazai but he doesn’t know how to get through to him. Chuuya discovers something he shouldn’t and their entire relationship changes.

    This is not canon! Dazai and Chuuya are 16 and work at the port mafia. Chuuya is overprotective of Dazai. They have a lot of issues.

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    10 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 18

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    Atsushi begins to act odd. Hurting on a daily basis, he cannot work as well as he used to, which draws others' attention. His struggles become so great and prominent that even Akutagawa starts to feel concerned (though he would rather die than admit it aloud).

    In the meantime, a new enemy organisation appears in Yokohama, threatening both the Armed Detective Agency and Port Mafia. The case turns out to be directly connected to Atsushi’s mental state.

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    10 Aug 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    Akutagawa thought he knew exactly what kind of person Atsushi was.

    He was wrong.


    When the Armed Detective Agency and the Port Mafia are forced to watch the memories of Atsushi Nakajima's life, they expect to learn about the tiger.

     

    Instead, they find a child locked in cages.

     

    A boy who starved.
    A teenager who believed he was a monster.
    A survivor who never learned how to stop apologizing.

     

    For the first time, the people around him are forced to see every scar, every secret, and every reason Atsushi smiles like someone waiting to be abandoned.

     

    Somewhere between the orphanage, the blood, and the tiger, one horrifying realization becomes impossible to ignore:

    Nakajima Atsushi survived things that should have killed him.

    And no one ever noticed.

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    09 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 1

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    Atsushi didn't have enough energy to make a witty retort, nor did he care that much. He was so exhausted. Too tired to stay awake, not tired enough to fall into the embrace of sleep. He was in a torturous limbo that made his life all the more miserable. As if he needed more to mull over...

    All the questions in his life had no answers, and today's events only made it more confusing. Why, truly, why, did Akutagawa care? He had provided a somewhat reasonable explanation, but Atsushi had a hard time believing it.

    Whatever...

    Atsushi had bigger things to worry about.

    Speaking with Akutagawa had oddly taken some weight off of his shoulders. But, in all honesty, he still felt horrible. Terrible, actually. He felt hopeless. His conversation with Akutagawa was refreshing, but it brought back up the things that made him upset in the first place.

    It made Atsushi want to cry.

    A storm began to pour down on the city. As the raindrops fell, so did his tears.

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    09 Aug 2026

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