20 Bookmarks by NotGayISwear
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Searching For A Chuck E. Cheese That Doesn’t Exist by Top_Hatted_Snake
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
06 Apr 2026
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Plot twist: Derek’s alive and well and he and Avery go to Chuck E Cheese and have a jolly good time because that’s what they deserve
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31 Jul 2026
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The Eldritch Being Possessing Me Has A Thing For My Crush (And I HATE It) by JOYBOYO
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
05 May 2026
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OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG HE LOOKED AT ME!! AVERY GLANCED AT ME HE TOTALLY JUST DID AAAAA!!! HE LOOKED AT ME!!!!!!
Can you shut up.
There is a voice in Derek's head that sounds really gay.
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24 May 2026
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Romance kills The King by ChamberOfFlowers
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
07 Apr 2026
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Oh, you have got to be kidding me.”
Derek froze. “…What?”
The King’s voice dropped into something dangerously flat.
“I dragged a mind across eternity. I filled it with the collapse of stars, the birth of civilizations, the end of all things. I gave it knowledge so vast it shattered under the weight of it.” The eye flicked toward Derek. “And you—”
Derek straightened slightly, like he was bracing for something.
“—you used your final coherent thoughts to leave behind cryptic warnings… carefully designed pathways… intricate systems meant to guide the next subject…”
A pause.
“…and instead of properly instilling fear, you accidentally set up a romantic narrative.”
Avery choked. “A what—?”
Derek made a sound that could only be described as a system failure. “That’s not—what are you—no, that’s not what I—”
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the romantic feelings between Derek and Avery mentally kills The King in Yellow
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24 May 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
This was, undoubtedly, the FUNNIEST fic I've read in a while and I'm sending it to everyone I know as soon as they watch AWTDE
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A World That Exists, Now by I_ate_rocks
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
03 Apr 2026
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Whatever you do at the crossroads, keep going forward.
The King is gone. Derek Hutchins is alive, somehow, improbably, stubbornly alive, and Avery is not going to waste that.Recovery is mostly boring. It involves bad hospital coffee, a couch that smells like laundry detergent, breakfast eggs, and a YouTuber who reads academic papers about forbidden knowledge at 2am because he refuses to let Derek be alone in this.
It also, eventually, involves Skywars.
Derek is very bad at Skywars. He is working on it.Series
- Part 1 of something that exists now
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24 May 2026
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stars in absence of the darkness by bluebeholder
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
31 Mar 2026
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Derek wakes up in a hospital, having survived his merge with the King in Yellow, and in spite of the brain damage he feels pretty good.
Avery is waiting to meet him.
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- Part 1 of saving a world that doesn't exist
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24 May 2026
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in the only world that exists by silver_laurels (Alaskas_Space_Project)
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
30 Mar 2026
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Avery stares at his screen. He stares at the regular old Minecraft death-screen—one without a respawn button. It only taunts him, you died! you died! you died!
TheMostMayo was doomed to fall by d3rlord3.
Somewhere, in Avery’s town, his saviour is falling to pieces.
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24 May 2026
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Searching For A Player That Exists by seekerofbliss
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
02 May 2026
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Avery decides to search for Derek in the real world.
The laptop is his only clue but he won't give up just like that.Bookmarked by NotGayISwear
24 May 2026
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You are safe. by Lost_fireflies
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Destroying A World That Doesn’t Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
22 Apr 2026
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Here in this place, he's safe. This place is so peaceful. So nice. He wouldn't mind spending a while longer in this place. He turns the page, content. Here he is-
“You are nothing”
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Avery's and Derek's pov while in the church
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24 May 2026
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I Still Wish for You at 11:11 by eleven_eleven (harlequins_lament)
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
15 Apr 2026
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Avery doesn't have a reason to mourn a guy he barely knew. But still, he searches for him, and he finally gets to know what he feels for him.
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20 Apr 2026
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At a Different Address by I_ate_rocks
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
20 Apr 2026
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Before all this, Derek Hutchins spoke five languages. He mentions it the way he mentions most things, incidentally, between bites of rice, as if it is a fact that requires no particular emphasis.
Avery puts down his fork.The next eight hours go like this: Avery pointing at things and saying what's that in French, Derek answering without looking up, and Avery losing his mind about it in small, incremental, well-documented steps. The Indonesian part is its own category of problem entirely.
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- Part 12 of something that exists now
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20 Apr 2026
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I Would've Saved You by Tired_bread_cat87
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Destroying A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
21 May 2026
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I saw a bunch of fire fanart and was like, lemme write a little thing for what Avery's side of things may have looked like following the infamous "What's in your inventory?" scene.
Delves into what real life Avery may have experienced immediately following that and how New Year's Eve fireworks may have added to that pain. My birthday is New Year's Eve (no joke) so I KNOW how horrid fireworks can feel.
And yes I know it's short. You're just gonna have to trust me on this one.
Edit: I got into it, it bouta get long friends
Bookmarked by NotGayISwear
06 Apr 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
holy shit only fic I've read less than 1k that was really fucking solid WDYM ITS ONLY 500 WORDS THIS IS A FULL NOVEL
edit: IT UPDATED???????
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that which is worthy by chrysalizzm
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
05 Apr 2026
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“Just— uh, maybe it’s stupid, but I just thought maybe I could… I dunno, like, help you wash your hair or something. ‘Cause you said you feel gross. If that’s not awkward.”
Derek had been lying flat on his back with his face to the ceiling, but now he rolled onto his side, curled like a comma, to face Avery. He usually wore glasses, but those were conspicuously absent, and even on the reg they did nothing to soften the terse angles of Derek’s face, the truncated line from his nose to his top lip, the shadows so deep they bruised his eyes. Like this, in real life, Avery could see Derek looking at him, and see himself being seen in a way that transcended human knowledge.
“Only awkward if we make it awkward,” he said.
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06 Apr 2026
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"Hey," Tighnari says through the phone, not wasting any time on further greeting. "Your husband says you feed your kid motor oil."
"Yeah," Alhaitham replies, far too quickly. "It's good for her. What about it?"
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or, kaveh and alhaitham's daughter is not quite like other children.Bookmarked by NotGayISwear
05 Oct 2023
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Whumptober 2023 ~ Day 2: "I'll call out your name, but you won't call back."
Delirium | "They don't care about you."
His room is quiet, void of color, and as he looks around, he realizes he’s completely alone. There’s no trace of his friends… no spear propped up in the corner, no Lunar Lotuses sitting in a vase on the nightstand, no chair pulled up to the side of his bed so someone can hold his hand, not even a nurse or doctor waiting for him to wake up. Kaveh makes a valiant effort to pretend the way his stomach sinks and the sharp pain that stabs through his chest are a result of whatever injury has landed him here. His friends are busy people, and who knows if they consider him a friend anyway, with how much of a nuisance he is.
“They don’t care about you, sunshine.”
He tangles his fingers together in his lap, blinking back the emotion he feels gathering in his throat. He’ll be fine on his own, he always has been.
OR: Kaveh thinking he's unloved, and being proved wrong.
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06 Oct 2023
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Times read: 4.
probably my fave piece of angst
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Alhaitham arrives at Lambad’s Tavern to bring Kaveh home. Only, Kaveh is making things a bit difficult.
Alright, Alhaitham concedes. Kaveh is making things very difficult.
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- English
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- 1/1
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27 Sep 2023
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Kaveh works as a barista at a popular café, and he know his regulars quite well. One gentleman by the name of Alhaitham has caught his eye specifically. He tries to subtly flirt with the handsome customer, but eventually gets caught by Alhaitham and confronted.
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The Architect and The Crime lord by TheRandomOne for GlitterSoup
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
18 Sep 2023
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Someone is leaning in close. A smooth voice cuts through his raging thoughts like a sharp blade —
“Breathe.”
And he does.
Kaveh opens his eyes, face to face with the leader of the Volans.
“You and I are going to have a lot of fun.”
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i.e. the Mafia AU where Kaveh does whatever it takes to survive.
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- Part 1 of The Mafia AU
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- English
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- 12,028
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- 7/7
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Bookmarked by NotGayISwear
19 Sep 2023
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Times read: 2
take my mafia fic out of my cold dead hands you BITCH
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Kaveh is up late one ordinary night, working on a blueprint design as usual, when he notices something peculiar after looking away – the blueprint has vanished, as if it were never there at all.
Surely this newfound power of his won't lead to anything unforeseen, yes?
(In light of recent events.)
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27 Aug 2023
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i want to write a kaveh glitch fic and this hella inspired me but now it's literally so dead
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The orange, now cradled in Kaveh's hand, is gently sprinkled with leftover pulp. It almost looks moon-like, an equinox between night and day — scratched with craters and filled with the sun.
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Or, Kaveh, Al-Haitham, and the love that can be found in oranges. -
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A pale golden bird stood on Kaveh’s desk, with the yellow fur blending into white near the wings. Two enamel-red plumes sprouted from the back of its head, drooping like ridiculous long eyebrows.
Alhaitham stood in the doorway, a frown etched into his face like stone.
“What.”
(alhaitham befriends the bird that looks suspiciously like kaveh)
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17 Aug 2023
Bookmarker's Notes
Times read: twice
Salt. and what's this? PEPPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR