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the practical (accidental) acquisition of a husband by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jul 2026
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After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.
Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.
A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.
Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.
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Harsh and sweet and bitter to leave it all by Average_Insomniac
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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Shane made it back to the living room right as he clicked on Ilya’s contact, placing the phone against his ear and practically collapsing back onto the couch as the line rang.
“Come on, come on, pick up, pick up, pick up,” he begged under his breath.
Hayden watched him with silent concern.
There was a beep over the phone, “Hi, this is Ilya; I will never listen to your voicemail.”
Shane hung up and checked the time. It was barely early evening in Moscow; Ilya should’ve answered.
He hit the call button again. This time, the beep was practically immediate.
“Hi, this is Ilya-”
He called again.
“Hi, this is-”
Shane hung up and buried his head in his hands. This couldn’t be happening.
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Ilya is in Russia, instead of in bed next to Shane, when the FanMail video makes it to Twitter. The days that follow are filled with waiting, fear, running, and hope as both of them fight different battles, but with the same goal in mind: to be able to keep loving each other for years to come.
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i don't (i don't) like the (like the) way that this is looking by quiet_brain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Feb 2026
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Ilya.
That was pretty much all Shane had thought since Coach Theriault marched back into practice, and told him that they needed to have a chat.
The video itself felt like a bad dream, down to his Coach yelling at him as he watched them kiss on the screen. But the fact that Ilya was in Russia? That had dropped him into the worst panic attack he'd ever had.
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Ilya is in Russia when Brad uploads the FanMail video. Shane tries to cope.
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- Part 2 of path to freedom
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don't look at me by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Shane thinks quickly shutting down the panic attack he had after leaving Ilya’s place in Boston would be enough.
Tuna melts weren't that big of a deal, were they?
But the next day, when he is facing the Raiders, and has a certain Captain staring him down, he has no control over it anymore.
There is only one person who can bring him back from the edge.
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vanilla by moonlightballerina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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Ilya broke the kiss, leaving Shane chasing it–before moving back to the breakfast bar to dig into the vanilla ice cream.
“You don’t want a bowl?” Shane asked.
Ilya looked offended, “fuck, no. Is ice cream. It is the way God intended,” he looked deadpan at Shane before his huge spoon started digging into the ice cream and hauling a ridiculous amount into his mouth.
Ilya reached over to Shane’s stool, grabbing at the bottom underneath his crotch before dragging it over, so that their legs interlinked underneath the kitchen counter.
“If you want some, you will have to get it from me,” Ilya said in challenge, before hauling a large scoop of ice cream into his mouth and opening for Shane, waiting.
“You… fuck,” Shane started, before he pounced off his chair, straddling Ilya and wrapping his arms around the back of his neck and taking his mouth in his.
or: Professor Shane Hollander x Star-Athlete Ilya Rozanov AU that popped into my head after seeing Hudson's Timid shoot and jock Connor.
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hollanov longfics by hollidayparty
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jul 2026
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Carter Did Not Sign Up For This (He Got Voluntold By Shane Hollander) by petroltogo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 May 2026
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"Did. You. Mean. It."
Carter Vaughn doesn't mind if his afternoon nap gets interrupted for a good cause. Which is good for him because Shane Hollander is so far past asking permission he may well bulldoze them all into a different universe.
Or: After Ilya gets outed in Sochi, Shane Hollander is determined to help. Carter, who possesses a healthy sense of self-preservation, is too smart to stand in his way—but, as it turns out, not quite smart enough to stay out of the drama.
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- Part 2 of maximal confusion, some believability
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“How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”
“It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.
Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.
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After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.
A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.
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a knife cannot cut itself open by officialspicybear
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jul 2026
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Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”
Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”
Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!”
“A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”
“That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”
After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya makes an impulsive decision and agrees to a trade to Vancouver, while Shane stays in Montreal and nurses his broken heart. But an ending isn't always an ending, and the spectre of their love burns far too brightly to go down easy. A tale of love, heartache, redemption, and forging the happiness you deserve for yourself.
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- Part 1 of For what binds us
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Signs of Life by jukoist for caffiend
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.
“You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.
“Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”
“Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-
Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.
Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.
Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.
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a decision to stop needing things softer than they are by greymcknot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jun 2026
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The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.
In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).
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“-moya rybka, I am sorry, sweet girl-” Ilya is saying, on his knees in the middle of their living room and patting the rug near him with what looks like devastation on his face as Anya continues to ignore him, curled up on Shane’s lap instead. Fresh off of several stacked events to fit them into a weekend–because Shane’s mom is nothing if not efficient when it comes to the deals she makes–Ilya got home only a few minutes ago, still in the outfit he’d left his Buzzfeed puppy interview in, which Anya had clearly not appreciated, sniffing him suspiciously after her initial excited greeting and then retreating to Shane immediately when he patted his thigh in welcome.
Shane is trying not to be obviously enjoying Ilya’s turmoil as much as he is, shifting Anya to lay on her back like a baby in one arm and cooing at her.
“I know, huh? Papa left and played with who knows how many other dogs, and the whole time you were here missing him. I bet he wasn’t even thinking about you, huh?”
“Hollander!” Ilya says, sounding scandalized. “Do not tell her that! Is not true!”
(collection of standalone fics/ficlets prompted by my own tumblr posts) (will update as inspiration strikes)
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We’re Gonna Need a Bigger Cottage by BerriesOnTop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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“But everything looks okay?” Shane asked, squeezing Ilya’s hand a little. “Healthy?”
“Oh yes,” the doctor said before pointing to another spot on the screen. “And you see this one here? That’s another gestational sac. Both strong and healthy.”
Ilya and Shane stared at the screen.
“Um… both?” Shane finally said.
Ilya and Shane are enjoying married life in Ottawa and playing for the same team. Ilya gets the shock of his life one afternoon in the form of a positive pregnancy test.
And the surprises don’t end there.
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heat seeker (the many names of ilya rozanov) by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has always understood the power of a name.
On the ice, it’s a threat.
In headlines, it’s a brand.
In Boston, it’s a chant.But in Moscow, it was once a lullaby.
And in Shane Hollander’s voice, it becomes something softer. Something dangerous. Something that makes Ilya want more than he was ever meant to have.From a golden kitchen in Moscow to the roar of Boston crowds, from hotel rooms and tuna melts to hospital monitors and wedding vows, this is the story of how a boy who learned what silence feels like finds someone who refuses to stop saying his name.
And maybe—just maybe—that’s what saves him.
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07 May 2026
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lover, come home to me by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.
Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.
In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.
The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.
They’re still together. They’re technically fine.
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A Nervous Bleeding In My Brain by WhoopsImASinner
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Apr 2026
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Shane reads the headline, and his world comes to a halt:
JUNIOR HOCKEY COACH LAPIERRE ARRESTED FOR CHILD ABUSE IMAGE POSSESSION
OR: Shane buried what happened with his old coach somewhere deep inside himself. He never planned to unearth it. Now, the press, the police, and the prying eyes of his teammates seem determined to dig it all up.
He doesn’t think he can handle the mess.
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I'm sorry I love you by BigFluffBall
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane gets his talk on tuna-melt-day
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- Part 1 of I'm sorry I love you
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Where I Does Not Exist, Nor You by Kath_Star
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Chronic soulmate transference syndrome (C-STS) is diagnosed when one or both bondmates report experiencing regular impacting transference (i.e. preventing an individual from completing everyday tasks like work or maintaing personal hygiene) for 1) more than 3 hours at a time 2) more than 3 times a week 4) over 3 or more months.
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It was unsettling, almost nauseating in its wrongness to realize that while her son’s body was in front of her, Yuna had no idea who the person inside it was. She had never heard of soulmate transference looking like this before.Series
- Part 1 of Between The Shadow And The Soul
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On the screen was perhaps the most confusing headline Shane had seen in all his years in the spotlight.
‘Is Montreal’s Shane Hollander Having an Illicit Love Affair with Boston’s Cliff Marlow?’
Shane blinked twice, his mind slamming to a halt as he read and re-read the words. “What the fuck?”
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my heated rivalry anon fics by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jul 2026
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unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though
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