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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    Or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    23 Oct 2026

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    Sveta
    Help me
    I am in love with a virgin

    Ilya was exaggerating for comic effect, of course. He wasn’t in love with Shane Hollander. He was just absolutely infatuated with him and wanted to carry him around in his pocket and also fuck him senseless and then count his freckles while he slept beside him. So not love, just whatever that was, but still. It was a problem.

    Or,
    A newly-drafted Ilya Rozanov finds himself transfixed by a beautiful man in the grocery store.

    Newly-single college student Shane Hollander does something uncharacteristically brave.

    Neither of them are prepared for just how out of their depth they're about to be.

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    20/20
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    02 Oct 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    After a leaked video unravels his life, Ilya Rozanov arrives in Ottawa hoping a trade will offer a fresh start. Instead he finds a presence waiting quietly in the spaces around him.
    It watches, listens and learns.
    Ilya Rozanov does not believe in spirits.
    Not yet.
    Or: A Russian hockey captain learns bin collection schedules, accidentally acquires an angel, a kitten, and something resembling a family, and handles all of it with varying degrees of competence.

     

    Inspired by Wings of Desire (1987)

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    01 Oct 2026

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    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    Chapters:
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    28 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander desperately needs to disappear.
    After a spectacularly awful week, a remote Yorkshire cottage seems like the perfect place to hide from the press, rediscover himself, and drink an irresponsible amount of tea.
    Unfortunately, the cottage isn't empty.
    The Russian stranger insists it’s his, but Shane has paperwork that says otherwise.
    It's just after midnight, there's a storm outside, the roads are probably flooded, and the only available weapon is a stuffed fish.
    Clearly, this is all Svetlana's fault.
    They're both convinced the cottage belongs to them and they're both refusing to leave.
    A Yorkshire romcom.
    Inspired by The Holiday (2006), with lashings of Wallace & Gromit.

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    12/12
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    28 Sep 2026

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    "There in the photo was a young man in a hammock with a serene lake behind him, bathed in an orange sunset. A book was open in his lap and he was smiling up at the camera, easy and relaxed. Ilya didn’t think he’d ever seen anyone look so effortlessly gorgeous in a pair of ratty sweatpants and a bleach-stained t-shirt. He also didn’t think he’d ever find a personal family photo of Shane Hollander, the up-and-coming hockey sensation from Canada who had gone missing in November of 2008, in a thrift shop in Boston."

    Ilya and Shane never met at world juniors because Shane vanished without a trace. Against all logic, he appears almost two years later in Ilya's dreams. Those dreams begin to blur the line between fiction and reality, becoming muddy and impossible to navigate. As Ilya falls in love with a dead man, he finds that he cares less and less about those lines. When the opportunity to solve the mystery and bring closure to Shane's parents presents itself, Ilya must face whatever reality may truly be, even if that means losing the love of his life for good.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    The mountains were supposed to be the end.

    After fleeing the Alpha responsible for burning his village to the ground, Shane expects winter to claim him long before anyone else does. Instead, he wakes beside a fire in the cabin of a gruff, solitary Alpha who insists he's only keeping Shane alive because letting him freeze would be inconvenient.

    Neither of them believes that's the whole truth.

    As winter settles over the mountains, two strangers, each haunted by the people who shaped them, begin the slow, uneven work of learning what safety feels like. One meal, one argument, and one quiet act of kindness at a time.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    Commuting back and forth between Boston and Montreal is boring, flight delays are even worse. Even MORE boring are the amount of dick pics on a certain app as Ilya's looking for some entertainment. But then there is Shane, Shane is only 788 meters away. Shane is a bottom (allegedly) and Shane has the most aggressively straight profile Ilya has ever seen on a gay hookup app. He just needed to make sure he wasn't a straight who lost his way, that was the only reason he messaged him and agreed to meet him in an airport lounge.

    It was the only reason they kept meeting up after that, just to make really really really sure he wasn't straight.

    Shane is a Captain in this universe too.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is having trouble sleeping, nothing seems to help anymore, scrolling through TikTok sends him on a discovery when he finds a man monotonously talking quietly and about very boring things that he can’t stop watching, his big beautiful hands and quiet voice hypnotize him and he can finally feel himself relax enough to sleep. The videos intrigue him but also wow how can anyone be so boring (and interesting at the same time) 🙄

    Ilya is hooked on Shane Haruto Hollander's ASMR channel Shh ASMR. How soon will he realize the channel belongs to his biggest rival on the ice, the man that gets under his skin is the same man who finally helps him sleep again at night.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a gift.

    He can speak to animals, which has earned him an incredibly successful career as a pet psychic, and far too much information about what people do when they think their pets aren’t watching.

    Shane Hollander has a problem.

    His cat, Pork, is permanently miserable. After exhausting every sensible option, Shane turns to the supernatural for assistance.

    After their first appointment, Pork grows visibly happier - his cat’s found a hobby and renewed sense of purpose for achieving his only goal: to destroy Ilya for good.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.

    But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.

    Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.

    Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?

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    Chapters:
    18/18
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    24 Sep 2026

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    “I thought.. you’ve been a Canadian citizen for five years now, you’ve been playing for a Canadian team for even longer.. Maybe you could compete for Canada?”
    Ilya froze before looking at him with big eyes.
    “You think they would let me?”
    Shane had to laugh a little.
    “Honestly, they would be stupid not to. You’re obviously one of the best players in Canada right now, with you we might even have a chance at gold!”
    Ilya didn’t seem fully convinced yet, his hands nervously picking at his hoodie.
    “But they do not need to let me play. They could say no.”
    Shane put his hands on Ilya’s shoulders.
    “Look at me.”
    Ilya carefully lifted his gaze from his hoodie, surprised by Shane’s tone. He was very serious now.
    “Ilya. I would really like to go to the Olympic games with you. I want to win some medals with you. And this is honestly our last chance. I think we should at least try. What do you think?”

    or: Hollanov are going to the 2026 Olympics!

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    24 Sep 2026

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    178,500
    Chapters:
    42/42
    Collections:
    48
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    20,414
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    837,819

    24 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a confident dancer at a club that's gotten darker since Ilya Rozanov bought it three months ago however Shane thrives on the edge.

    What he doesn't notice is that his new boss is completely obsessed with him.

    Ilya tests the waters methodically: coffee ordered just to watch Shane work, conversations that linger too long, gifts chosen with unsettling precision. Shane interprets it all as the mark of a meticulous employer. It takes threats, violence, and Hayden spelling it out in brutal detail before Shane finally understands: Ilya doesn't want his labor.

    He wants him.

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    9/?
    Comments:
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    24 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


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    Chapters:
    51/?
    Collections:
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    13,458
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    14,561
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    1,010,293

    24 Sep 2026

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    What if Ilya sent the “We didn’t even kiss” text?

    After the 2014 NHL awards, Shane and Ilya hook up. Ilya kicks Shane out but accidentally sends a vulnerable text while under the influence. Shane returns to Ilya's room to check on him and realizes that his rival is struggling. Naturally, he takes it upon himself to help.

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    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    162
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    1,108
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    31,133

    24 Sep 2026

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    That information, in and of itself, was enough to rock at least the hockey world. There had never been a publicly out player before, and Shane Hollander, straight-laced, always controlled, golden boy, would not be anyone's first guess as the resident queer player.

    But it got so much worse. It was clear Shane had ended things with Derek, if only because of the level of vitriol in the article. It talked about them meeting. About secret dates. About Shane refusing to come out of the closet, causing Derek "extreme emotional damage."

    And then it talked about the sex. Not just that Shane liked to be the bottom, but what exactly he liked. Derek accused Shane of being "almost frigid" until they had introduced kink into their relationship. The kink was a BDSM relationship where Shane was very much the sub. Derek maintained he hadn't really been into it (there were more accusations here of the damage this had done, implying that Shane had somehow forced the man into being a Dom).

    Or: When Shane is horribly (like really horribly) outed, Ilya, who is playing in Russia, gets traded to his team, the Boston Raiders.

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    Chapters:
    27/?
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    558
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    1,903
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    576
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    70,999

    24 Sep 2026

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