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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
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- English
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- 102,971
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- 10/10
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21 May 2026
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one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all its meaning) by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Mar 2026
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“You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.
There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.
“Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”
The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.
Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.
Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.
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What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.
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- Part 3 of hollanov longfics
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- English
- Words:
- 62,129
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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14 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander’s hockey career ended before it even began. Ilya’s skyrocketed. When a twist of fate brings them together years later (one as the league’s brightest star and the other as the physio tasked with putting him back on the ice) they discover that some connections never fade.
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- English
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- 110,351
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- 22/?
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13 Mar 2026
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“We don't have to do this. You don't. . . " Shane tried to say. Ilya held a finger to his lips.
“We should talk about these things, no? You shouldn't be afraid to ask me questions that you want to know the answers to,”
“Question six,” Ilya said, voice gravelly and accent thicker than usual, “If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or the body of a 30 year old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?”
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Shane and Ilya ask each other the 36 questions to fall in love.Bookmarked by Pastatoms
28 Feb 2026
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28 Feb 2026
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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- English
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- 5,118
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- 1/1
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24 Feb 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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- English
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- 6,296
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- 1/1
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- 839
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- 29,054
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20 Feb 2026
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Ilya wanted so badly to just tell Svetlana: It’s Shane Hollander, it’s always been Shane Hollander. He wanted to invite her over after the game so he'd know it was possible for her and Shane to exist in the same room without the world collapsing.
He was calling Shane back before he even thought about it, his heart in his throat.
“Ilya?”
“Can I invite Svetlana?"
He could never have expected what happened next.
Or: Only a few months after the cottage, Shane meets Svetlana—and goes to great lengths to defeat his jealousy.
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- Part 1 of the gift
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- English
- Words:
- 8,174
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 307
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- 7,217
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20 Feb 2026
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letters to no one by agetwellcard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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When Shane starts the document, it makes sense to him.
Later on, when it’s published onto a hundred different gossip sites with hundreds of comments dissecting every word, it looks insane.
It starts because Shane has no one to talk to about everything. He’s never even kept a journal. He balks at the thought of getting a therapist. It’s not like he’s going to risk writing it down physically for someone to find. The only logical way that Shane can think of to deal with his feelings is to open up a blank Google Docs page and start writing.
or Shane decides to write down all his feelings instead of talking to Ilya. After years of writing about their relationship, the entire document gets leaked online.
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- English
- Words:
- 10,658
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- 2/2
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- 268
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20 Feb 2026
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without changing a part of me by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Dec 2025
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"We could have some fun tonight. You, wearing my clothes…”
“Shut up,” Shane says, annoyed by the thrill the words send through him. Life would be so much easier if he wasn’t wrapped around Ilya Rozanov’s finger—or fingers is probably more accurate.
Or: 5 times Shane didn’t plan on stealing Ilya’s clothes, +1 time he absolutely did
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- English
- Words:
- 8,089
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- 1/1
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- 319
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- 13,226
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19 Feb 2026
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with a little help from my friends by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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"My point is that Rozanov, like, talks Shane down before he even realizes he’s panicking. He makes him snacks with fucking buckwheat in them and he even gets Shane to take a day off once in a blue moon. He’s an asshole,” Hayden says. “He’s obnoxious and rude and frankly, unpleasant. I’m not saying he’s a good guy. But he is a good husband.”
Or: 5 times Hayden defends Ilya behind his back, +1 time he defends Ilya in front of him
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,315
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 476
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19 Feb 2026
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All it takes is one principled stand for Shane Hollander's life to completely unravel.
As he tries to untangle the thread, he finds that every end leads back to Ilya Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 73,035
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Comments:
- 567
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- 1,191
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- 429
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- 34,251
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16 Feb 2026
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two-man advantage by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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Two-Man Advantage: At Home with Hockey’s Biggest Power Couple
by Matthew Cooper
Their on-ice rivalry turned into the NHL’s most unexpected love story. Now, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov say they have no plans to slow down.
the GQ profile fic.
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- English
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- 4,755
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- 1/1
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- 395
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14 Feb 2026
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
- Language:
- English
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- 43,230
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- 9/9
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- 3,479
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- 34,576
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14 Feb 2026
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Happily Ever After (in Every Universe) by Little_big_kid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Ilya wanted his happy ever after, his HEA. He had had enough of “happy for now.” He felt so close. He was on a winning streak with his team, which included his husband. He had a dog and parents who came to their games in shirts stitched together, the backs reading Hollanov. He was so close, he could almost taste the Cup, the champagne. So when he wakes up one fateful morning in a bedroom that’s so familiar but also so far from his own, he can’t help but wonder what cruel fate the gods have given him this time.
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Ilya gets swapped with an Ilya from an alternate universe where Scott didn't win the cup in 2017, there are no out gay NHL players and they didn't go to the cottage together. Oh and Shane gets stuck with AU Ilya.
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- Part 1 of In Every Universe
- Language:
- English
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- 91,637
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 348
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- 1,119
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- 257
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07 Feb 2026
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into your earthly hands by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 87,967
- Chapters:
- 20/?
- Comments:
- 6,095
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- 21,558
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- 6,547
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- 671,153
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31 Jan 2026
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Как Новый год встретишь, так его и проведешь by JackieBonaty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Зима в коттедже, Илья знакомит Шейна с русскими новогодними традициями.
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26 Jan 2026
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Set during The Long Game(ish) timeline and imaged with the characters from the television series. This story explores themes of Ilya's childhood (including the backstory of his mother) and how his past impacts his current relationships. Therapy sessions and coping skills are used to help him process his past and fully work through his mental health issues to better himself and his relationship with Shane. Difficult themes will be discussed as they are worked through.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 117,484
- Chapters:
- 50/50
- Comments:
- 226
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- 397
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- 146
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- 19,141
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25 Jan 2026
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Five Conversations Yuna has with Ilya, and one conversation she has with Shane. Ch. 6: Back at the cottage.
Yuna had made checklists and organized budgets and shook coaches’ hands and learned how to negotiate and delegate and advocate, all in service of protecting and preserving Shane and this precious, enormous gift. There were a million ways for his journey to go wrong, and only one way for it to go right. She was competent, she was capable, she’d done everything right, everything by the book — and twenty years later, she feels like she didn’t rise to the moments that truly mattered. She mentored the career, at times, she did not mother the boy.
And yet Shane, a marvelous miracle all his own, had figured out those lessons anyways.
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- Part 1 of Adaptation
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,741
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 582
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- 5,692
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- 1,205
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- 61,490
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23 Jan 2026
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Oh babe, I hate to go by destielpasta
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jan 2026
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Ilya has learned that love gives you time, but it cannot make forever out of two weeks.
He worries at his bottom lip, feeling the first seeds of dread as he leans against Shane’s bureau. He’s dressed, his bag is zipped, and it’s still dark outside. Shane sleeps, adorably, half on his stomach with his face nearly off the pillow. He didn’t need to get up as early as Ilya. You don’t need to get up as early just to drive someone to the airport.
It’s 3 am. Ilya’s flight is at 7:30 and they still need to make the two-hour drive.
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At some point, you have to leave the cottage. Shane drives Ilya to the airport.
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17 Jan 2026