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    If Nikolai Medvedev thought of Moscow, he thought of the street corner where he had kissed his husband for the first time, and the lecture theatre where they had met, and the coffee shop where they hadn’t dared to hold hands but had, surreptitiously, pressed their feet together under the table. If Nikolai thought of Moscow, sometimes he thought of his sister, but in the distant way that felt like thinking of a stranger. He hadn’t heard from her in decades - she’d be grown now, and her kids would be grown now. He hoped she was happy and resolved to think no more of her. Then, Ilya Rozanov announces the Irina Foundation.

    or - Irina had a brother. Ilya has an uncle, and he’s living stateside.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been carrying his mother's ghost since he was twelve years old.

    Sochi is where the weight finally breaks him. Russia is eliminated in the most humiliating loss in their history, and their captain sits on a twelfth-floor balcony railing thinking about letting go.

    Shane Hollander has a gold medal game in fourteen hours. He comes anyway.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander learns Russian in secret, eventually it’s not a secret anymore.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    “You are very angry at me. That is okay.” He looked up and met Shane’s eyes. “Tell me. I can take it; I will not get angry. But please, say it all, so I know, and so you do not keep carrying it. I do not want it to rot in here,” he said, jabbing a finger at his chest.

    Ilya took another deep breath, “Please. I cannot fix it if I do not know. Is it because I was too needy?”

    “No, it fucking wasn’t, Ilya!” Shane shouted, eyes shining. “There is quite literally nowhere else that I would rather be. I have moved heaven and earth to have you in my life. You make me. Do you understand that? Loving you makes me who I am. It is a privilege to be here when you are having a hard time. But oh my fucking god, I am so tired of you treating me like absolute dog shit when you get sad. It has to fucking stop."

     

    Ilya Rozanov is being a vicious asshole, and he won't let himself think about why. But after a fight with Yuna and Shane, he's forced to confront what's actually below the surface. Shane Hollander shows up to take good care of his sad lover.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    This certainly wouldn’t be the first time Troy attended a teammate’s birthday party against his will… But he had a feeling that a game of laser tag would be a lot more bearable than the types of parties his shithead rapist of an ex-best friend used to throw.

    Troy clenched his jaw for a moment, willing the unpleasant thought away. He wasn’t about to let himself fuck up Luca’s birthday by getting all mopey and weird about his old life back in Toronto. And besides, Troy had new friends now, didn’t he? That’s what his new teammates in Ottawa had become, right? His friends? Maybe? A few of them, at least?

    God, Troy sure as fuck hoped so. Because otherwise, what the hell was he doing standing here dressed like… this?

    Or: Troy joins his teammates for a game of laser tag and realizes just how much his life has changed in the year since he came to Ottawa.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Rozanov glanced at Shane's phone screen, reading the top notification. Then his mouth curved. “Duolingo, huh? So fucking boring, Hollander.”

    Shane’s face went hot. “Yeah,” he said. “Learning French.”

    Rozanov’s eyes snapped to his. The smirk deepened. “Bad liar, Hollander. You are fluent.”

     

    or - Ilya finds out that Shane has been learning Russian behind his back.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Shane attends Ilya's games. It goes as well as you'd expect.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    Yuna’s voice rang through Shane’s head as Ilya Rozanov lived between his thighs.

    Make smart choices, honey.

    One mistake could derail his entire career. One mistake could have him bonded to an alpha at the tender age of nineteen. One mistake could mean a lifetime of regret.

    But Ilya Rozanov was fucking hot, and somehow, Shane didn’t mind him being his one mistake.

    Shane’s omega wants Ilya’s alpha. Ilya’s alpha wants Shane’s omega. Too bad both Shane and Ilya are oblivious.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    From a Threads Prompt: "Is there an omegaverse tuna melt fic it fic where Shane actually CAN'T leave because Ilya's knot is still inside him?"

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    “Hey!” Ilya almost howled when Shane tried to get off him, and he clamped his hands down at the Omega’s hips, snapping out a warning growl. “Stop. We are knotted. You have to stay here, stay on me, or you will hurt us both. Stop.” 

    “Right. Fuck.” Shane dragged his hands through his hair, then down his face, “Sorry. I just– I gotta get out of here right away. Please."

    “Well, we are stuck together.” Ilya forced his voice calm, “So maybe we should talk about this?

    “No. No way. This is my actual fucking nightmare.” Shane whispered. “This is the fucking worst– I can’t–” 

    “That is rude.” The Alpha frowned. “I thought I did a good job knotting you.” 

    “Are you fucking kidding me right now?” the Omega hissed, "This isn't funny!"

    "I mean" Ilya hesitated. "Is maybe a little--"

    "ROZANOV!"

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    06 Sep 2026

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    Going no-contact with Curtis Barrett had been surprisingly easy.

    Not emotionally, at first, but physically easy in the sense that Troy didn’t even need to actually block his number or monitor his socials. His dad never rang, or messaged. Not a single thing since that night when Troy had finally stood up to him, looked him square in the face and told him he was gay and Curtis had just stared in bewilderment, anger, disgust, and watched him go.

    Which is why when Troy takes his phone off plane mode as they walk through the airport after touching down in New York, he stops in his tracks as he sees a notification for two missed calls. From his dad. One voicemail.

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    A fic about Troy still trying to find himself despite being an openly gay, engaged man, and how his past doesn't stay in the past, but this time he's got love on his side.

    Featuring Ilya being the best bisexual buddy, Harris is incredibly smitten, loving queer-platonic-friendships, and discussions of Buffy villains.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    mar·ces·cence /mɑːrˈsɛs.əns/ noun
    The phenomenon where a plant retains its dead, withered leaves through the winter instead of dropping them in autumn. The state of un-shed foliage losing its colour, drying out, and breaking apart under harsh elements while remaining rigidly attached to the branch.

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    No one can know Shane's an omega, and no one can know he's slowly falling apart. So Shane puts his gear on, locks his trembling knees, and steps back onto the ice.

    His mate doesn’t want him. His mate doesn’t want him. Ilya doesn’t want him.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Shane could not come out, not right now. His image, his career was at stake and though he knew Ilya had selflessly given up his country for him and he hated he couldn’t do the same, as much as he loved Ilya, there was no life in which he could imagine himself not playing hockey.

    It was a Monday morning when the pictures came out.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    "Okay, right, I guess you don't know who I am," the voice says quickly, breathing unevenly. "I'm Hayden."

    “As in…” Troy blinks, trying to force his brain online, “the Voyager’s first-line left wing?”

    “Yes. As in exactly that.” Hayden says, probably a lot stressed because Troy can almost hear him pacing from the other line. “Do you know where the fuck Shane is?”

    Troy is obligated to bring his phone screen into his field of vision one more time just to make sure this is not some bizarre alcohol-induced hallucination.

    “What?” He asks, his voice sharpening, “Why on earth would I know where your captain is?”

    “Shit.” He says, “I meant Ilya.”

    OR: a (mostly) canon-compliant fic about how all the couples from Game Changers series reacted when they see the FanMail Hayden recorded to fucking Brad.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya roll up to the Metros' stadium together. In Ilya's sports car. For God and all the world to see.

    AKA: bring your hockey boyfriend to work day.

    AKA: you remember that one scene in Twilight where Edward rolls up to school in his silver Volvo and Bella steps out all nervous and timid, and Edward just wraps his arm around her, sunglasses on, fucks left at the doorstep? It's that, but a Metros vs. Centaurs game.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    "But, you don't—" Shane starts, stutters out when Ilya rolls his hips again, sliding his hand down at the same time to palm Shane through his sweats. "You don't—want me."

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    "Oh, Shane," he breathes out, nosing at the underside of Shane's jaw. "I promise you, kotik. I want."

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    "Not the way I'd like to be wanted."

    Or: Ilya never agrees to come to the cottage, so Shane flies down to Boston to drag him back.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Two interconnected fics about what happens if Ilya and Shane's phone call after Ilya's dad died leaked.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov didn’t want to die. He would have to feel alive to want the alternative. What he was doing wasn’t living, it was surviving. He was surviving the same day on repeat like an extra cruel version of Groundhog Day.

    He knew it was getting bad. He knew the thoughts he tried so hard to bury were only getting louder. And there was nothing he could do to stop it.

     

    or; Ilya’s depression was getting worse, but luckily, he’s not as alone as he feels.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.” 

    Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”

    “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.” 

    “Rozanov–” 

    “Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”

    OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic. 

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    30 Aug 2026

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