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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    There are many ways for a story to end. In one world, the Doctor dies. In another, the Regrator does.

    Faced with an outcome that should not exist, the Doctor, a man who values knowledge above all else, retraces his steps on where it all went wrong. That, while accompanied by an unexpected variable.

    This is not a confession. It is an impartial eulogy.

    Or: A retrospective featuring an unreliable doctor and an equally unreliable narrator.

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    09 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    เขาสาปแช่งซานดิกซ้ำแล้วซ้ำเล่า ทว่าเขาก็ทำได้เพียงเท่านั้น เพราะอย่างไรเลือดเนื้อของชายคนนั้นก็ถูกผ่าแยกออกจากกันจนแทบไม่เหลือความหมายของคำว่า คน เหมือนเช่นที่ชายคนนั้นทำกับพวกเขา

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Another would perhaps be wary, frightened within the Second Harbinger’s hold. He beholds an intrusive image of a mask’s edge pecking at his eyelids, smiling canines nipping at his sinews, and he is not afraid. The Doctor could play an animal, a God casting gaze upon vermin all he wants, Pantalone knows he is but a person — and people can be reasoned with. Even if they had a predator’s teeth and a clinical inclination to skin the living.

    There is a filth deep within him, and a monster with the same filth that waits to tear it out of him.

    The Regrator knows to keep his colleagues close, enemies closer, and the Doctor closest.

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    04 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    时光如雪,在极光与冻土之间穿梭,它落在树的眼睛里,残酷又温柔,是飞鸟的长夏,是狐狸的严冬。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    15/?
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    22 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Zandik didn’t have enough time but Feofan did. The folder of his origin had been bound in red with incomplete theories and results. 65 and 8 were the last to probe into his origin. A plague had been the excuse they used to dig up corpses to exhume and when Zandik created 65, the segment took on the partial job of finding his missing village. Inconclusive. No leads. He told him he was content.

    (AKA When my Brainworms told me to find a way to bring back the Doctor for a happy ending and I had to cross the multiverse to grab a plot device)

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    18 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 37

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    He loved them. Tsaritsa help him, he really did love every single one of them—even 35, with his insufferable ego, his sharp tongue, and the quiet war of self-hatred raging beneath his clinical posture. Feofan saw Zandik in every gesture, every tone, every flick of a gloved wrist. And yet, no matter how desperately he tried, his heart refused to accept the lie. They were pieces of him, echoes of him, but they were not him. They were fragments scattered across time, and the original man—the one who had held him, the one who had chosen him— remained locked behind an impassable wall of cold, leaving Feofan to love a house full of ghosts.

    OR; Zandik has gone cold, and Feofan wagers his last hand to break the ice.

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    08 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 75

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    年长者轻笑,抚摸他潮湿通红的脸颊,“别急,我亲爱的费奥凡卡。”
    温柔的吻先落在细汗密布的额头,随后在含着泪的眼睛上停下。
    潘塔罗涅仰起脸,闭上眼,纤长浓密的睫毛在他唇瓣间颤抖。
    这只在嘴唇上扇动翅膀的蝴蝶,在他心中引发一场地震。

    多托雷拿出科研人员过人的专注和耐心,打开挚友的身体,不放过任何一处肌肤,
    细致地舔遍、吮遍,如用唇舌重构他的肉体。
    年轻的男人像一块半融化的糖果,流淌甘美蜜汁,
    黏糊糊,甜滋滋,被他吸入口中品尝回味。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    25 Aug 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 32

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    I cannot bring myself to risk losing you. Not when you're so different from the rest of those inhabiting this loathsome world.

    "Heh," Pantalone chuckled. "You make me feel like I am something otherworldly to be able to talk to you like the human you are, Dottore."

    Says the only one who bothered to treat me as such. The only one who believed in my humanity when I myself rejected it. In the same capacity where you recognise me as a truly rare talent, I recognise that you are something otherworldly, Feofan.
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    In which new-Dottore and Pantalone are unwilling to address the elephant in the room, a financial presentation stacks against the banker, political unrests disrupts Snezhnayan authority, causing fights amongst factions. Then the Shades decide to cause further ruckus, and new-Dottore would have to confront his own feelings of inferiority against a man from centuries past. Everything comes to a head at a New Year's Ball where eyes trail after those they mustn't focus on (lest they want themselves in unthinkable horrors.) The Traveler's arrival may bring another Pandora's Box no one is ready to confront.

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    18 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 78

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    To the outsiders it was a partnership based on both parties getting what they wanted. To the partners, however, what they wanted was what the other needed. A symbiotic relationship where life, death and all that was in between held more meaning for men who could live forever than those who couldn't.

    For decades, Zandik and Feofan built a sanctuary of mutual corruption and vice, tethered by an unrelenting co-dependency. But how do you love a man who splits himself into pieces? This is Zandik and Feofan's love story from alpha to omega.

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    17 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 82

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    The first time it had happened, it felt wrong, although “wrong” could hardly describe the pits of lustful hell he had descended into.

    Zandik grows old, and Feofan, ever-young and ever-desiring, is approached by the most seductive of devils.

    A tale of a dead bedroom, fading passion and young lovers.

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    08 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 6

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    -Sometimes, I feel sympathy for Prime. I mean, as much as one's circuits can replicate it. Seeing us – seeing himself – frozen in different ages, never able to grow nor learn ... Quite ironic for a scholar, isn't it ? I wonder if he felt shame, embarrassment, or something else entirely when he observed us bickering from his desk. Of course, I could infer that my own feelings towards my « selves » are the closest to what Prime must have felt, but alas, many things can change in twenty years. For a human, that is. For us... Twenty years, two hundred years, the only tangible change is the date we put on our reports, humbly asking for your financial support. »

    Zandik was dead. There was no bringing him back, and four hundred years later, Feofan Sergeyevich Veskel still cannot come to terms with it.

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    А песни довольно одной
    Чтоб только о доме в ней пелось
    (Надежда - Анна Герман )
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    A two part fanfiction, featuring segments 65 and 45, and Feofan's mental state after being left unable to grieve for centuries.

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    04 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 34

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    有两次潘塔罗涅流产了,还有一次他没有
    >ABO设定,博A富O
    >写在至冬剧情出之前,只要比官方发的速度快,打脸就追不上我
    >ooc,我都写生怀流了,就让让我吧
    >如果有评论就太好了!
    >车在番外,正文只有拉灯

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    16
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    217
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    34
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    4,151

    22 Jul 2026

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