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“Well?” Shane’s voice catches, teeth gritting as his fingers clench into unforgiving porcelain.
Ilya breathes out. “I can smell you from all the way down the hall.”
Shane swallows, rolling his eyes as his head drops. “Fuck off.”
Ilya pushes himself off from the wall, the heels of his shoes clicking against the tile. Shane doesn’t even fight it when Ilya takes his chin between his fingers, blissfully suffocated by the alpha’s proximity.
Or, a Las Vegas heat fic.
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- Part 1 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)
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26 Jan 2026
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i can hear them singin' (to love me is to suffer me) by FlowerCitti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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He thinks the thing that his father hated more than he did Ilya was his inability to control him.
But even as the colossal fuck-up that his father saw him as—he was brilliant at hockey. The best that his coaches had ever seen. He thinks it is the only semi-reedamable quality that his father sees in him. But even that had not made Grigori Rozanov want to look at him.
(Or, Ilya Rozanov learns how to be loved.)
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- Part 2 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)
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26 Jan 2026
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Sweet Nothings by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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The room went quiet for exactly three seconds before it erupted.
"Holy shit, Rozanov has a date!"
"Who is she?"
"How long has this been going on?"
"Is she hot?"
Ilya let them speculate, keeping his expression carefully neutral as he finished changing. This was the game he'd gotten good at over the past year: deflecting without lying, misdirecting without being obvious about it. His teammates were good guys, but they didn't need to know. Couldn't know.
Nobody could know that Ilya Rozanov's Valentine's Day plans involved Shane Hollander.
Or, Hollanov are still a secret, Shane is making an exception on his diet, and Ilya has something to celebrate.
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18 Jan 2026
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from so high by machentrails
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Ilya is, for all intents and purposes, a perfect sexual partner.
Sometimes, Shane mused, too perfect.
OR: Shane wants Ilya to be a bit rougher in the bedroom. Ilya complies.
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18 Jan 2026
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“So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?”
“Yeah.”
Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.”
Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?”
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?”
Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?”
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.”
“Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.”
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
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- Part 4 of cjo + hr
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17 Jan 2026
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He nuzzles against the exposed skin of his neck, inhaling the scent that clings to his suit jacket collar. It’s perfect.
“...Hollander,” He hears Rozanov say, urgent like it’s not the first time he’s said it. “Shane,” he follows it up with, and that snaps him out of it. He’s never called him that. Shane, reluctantly, lifts his face a little, eyes glazed over as he meets Rozanov’s eyes.
“What?”
“You stink,” Rozanov says, concern dripping. “No, you—fuck. You reek. What is—” Ilya’s fingers lift up, tugging at the scent patch, revealing more of the spot beneath it. Even Shane can smell himself at that point. He does reek. Reeks of heat, of Omega, of honey and sweetness, of something that would melt on your tongue.
Shane reefs himself back. The Omega inside him aches, mourns, whimpers at the loss of contact. It’s needed, though. He scrambles back, hand slapping at his neck to force the peeled patch back down over his scent gland. He backs up till his spine knocks against the bathroom stall.
“You are in heat at award show? Why would you hide this? Why would you not call out sick? Are you—are you insane? You care this much about trophy?”
OR Shane goes into heat in Vegas
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16 Jan 2026
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One Night by MeropeMerope for kosegruppie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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Stick to your guns, Ilya thinks. Sex. With Hollander. That’s simple. Straightforward.
Except nothing about this night has been straightforward. The more time he spends with Hollander, the more he wants him - and not just the sex. He wants it all: the reading glasses, earnest ramblings, moral compulsions. The sweetness Hollander tries to hide. The way he holds back from almost everyone, even from himself, but never from Ilya.
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or: After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then they are marooned together for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.Bookmarked by Retroxcool
06 Jan 2026
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Only You (Could Ruin Me Like This) by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.
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A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.
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29 Dec 2025
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sports car by hajinights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Nov 2025
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When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.
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28 Dec 2025
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The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.
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27 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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27 Dec 2025
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Duo is committed to supporting Heero through his recovery after a close call, but finds out that he’s committed to much more than he ever anticipated. 1x2 get-together, 3x4 background.
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19 Jan 2025
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Heero, a reckless assassin and Duo, the God of Death, think that their strange encounter is just a fluke. But then it happens again. And again. Are their destinies more entangled than they realize? [a 1x2x1 AU with mythology, death, love, and skin-tight bodysuits].
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07 Jan 2025
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Heero gets a hobby and finds that it helps him bring some truths to light. A quick 1x2 get-together story. POV Heero.
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18 Sep 2024
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Five first times between Duo and Heero, and a first time reconnecting.
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- Part 7 of Stars that Have People Names
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11 Feb 2024
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It's inconvenient timing, or has it always been the hidden desire?
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20 Sep 2023
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It's Duo's first time on a cruise ship and he quickly finds himself falling for the handsome crewman Heero Yuy. However, there's something strange about the ship and its crew, including Heero - but for Duo, it may be too late to figure out what.
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17 Jun 2023
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Tony's son is a Gundam pilot, and he's now seen exactly what that means. But Tony hasn't been one to flinch from someone complicated or a difficult puzzle, and no matter how guarded and damaged his son is, Tony isn't giving up on him.
But his past as a Gundam pilot isn't the only secret Duo is hiding. Death walks with him, and Tony will learn exactly what that means.
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- Part 6 of Stars that Have People Names
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09 May 2023
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Duo makes an OnlyFans account.
“So I should go for it, huh?”
“If you want to,” said Heero, ever courteous even when his eyes were broadcasting that he’d like to pin Duo down and fuck him into next week. “But if you’re still nervous that you wouldn’t find an audience, let me tell you that I’d subscribe to you in a heartbeat.”
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29 Mar 2023
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Heero has to prevent a version of himself from an alternate timeline from killing him and taking his place.
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23 Feb 2023