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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    On what he thought would be a fairly routine drug bust, Ottawa PD deputy Shane Hollander finds himself exposed to an even darker circle of a crime syndicate.

    His "training" is to be handled by Rozanov, who, unbeknownst to Shane is making his own case against the syndicate—a job that just got significantly harder as he fights to get himself and Shane out alive.

    But escaping the trafficking ring is one thing. Living through the aftermath is another.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    The mountains were supposed to be the end.

    After fleeing the Alpha responsible for burning his village to the ground, Shane expects winter to claim him long before anyone else does. Instead, he wakes beside a fire in the cabin of a gruff, solitary Alpha who insists he's only keeping Shane alive because letting him freeze would be inconvenient.

    Neither of them believes that's the whole truth.

    As winter settles over the mountains, two strangers, each haunted by the people who shaped them, begin the slow, uneven work of learning what safety feels like. One meal, one argument, and one quiet act of kindness at a time.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Hunters of the supernatural kidnapped Shane Hollander in order to get their hands on his dragon lover.

    Unsurprisingly, they do not get what they want.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    In a world where omegas are bought and sold like sex toys, Shane Hollander is forced by the NLH to purchase an omega to help regulate his hormones that have become unbalanced due to an adulthood of suppressants and loneliness. He ends up coming across a lost and broken soul, who he vows to protect and care for, no matter the cost.

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    “Yes, rather unfortunate we had to resort to such measures. This one has been returned upwards of ten times at this point, I believe? He’s…feisty. At this point, he’ll be highly discounted, if that interests you at all. Quite a ste-al!”

    At the sound of her singsong voice, the omega glared up at them through the window. Shane couldn’t tear his eyes away. Pale eyes met his own with a palpable fury. It took everything in Shane’s power to not let his emotions seep through his words or actions; he became immeasurably grateful he had worn scent patches for the occasion.

    “What’s his name?”

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “The arena is just buzzing with nervous energy after that hit, ladies and gentlemen at home. And down on the ice, it looks like we have-...hold on…is that...

    Ilya Rozanov…crawling to Shane Hollander?”

    In which instead of Marleau, it is Ilya who crashes into Shane.

    The way they choose to deal with the fallout surprises them both.

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    05 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 90

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    A firefighter/police AU where Shane Hollander is 23 and just ended his rookie trial as a cop. Ilya Rozanov is a 29-year-old firefighter. Both have a complicated history with hockey. The two butt heads immediately after Shane tries to arrest him, but Ilya can't seem to shake a feeling he has about his arresting officer. Due to the nature of their jobs, they will be seeing a lot more of each other.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    [Note: the first book of this story is 1.1-1.76 (first 75 chapters). So the first book is completed and done! The second book of this story begins at 2.1 (chapter 76) and is in progress.]

    Shane scoffs, throwing his hands up. “I just want to figure this out. We have to live together, we should be—“

    “We should be what?” Ilya laughs. “Braiding each other’s hair like girls, yes?”

    “No. I just don’t think we need to be so hostile.

    “I don’t like you,” Ilya says plainly. “You are irritating, and you are boring. In two years, we will be done with hockey and college, and neither of us will have existed to each other. Let it be that.”

    (Or: Ilya Rozanov is a rich kid who has been kicked out of another university. His new university, while not bad, tries to give him a new roommate. Shane Hollander is a sweetheart who hasn't had an easy life after the loss of both of his parents. After doing some ugly things to make ends meet, all he wants is a normal, happy college experience and an education that would make his mom proud, while trying to balance the hideous things still chasing him.)

    *rape/noncon is not between shane and Ilya*

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    10 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    "He was blissfully asleep in bed when a sudden cold shock to his back awoke him.

    Eddie didn’t even look sheepish when Steve met his eyes. He was ready to chew him out, but one look told him that Eddie wasn’t doing too well. His whole body was trembling, teeth chattering, breath leaving him in short puffs. He couldn’t even get any words out, he was that cold."

    OR
    Eddie has a nightmare and seeks Steve out

    Based on the steddielovemonth prompt: "Love is letting him put his cold hands under your shirt and only complaining a little bit."

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    24 May 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya had been drafted to the same team and fell in love as teammates instead of rivals?

    Shane and Ilya are both drafted to the Minnesota Nomads. What begins as new teammates building a friendship slowly deepens into a quiet, intense love neither of them expected.

    A story of teammates-to-lovers, found family, tragedy, and a love strong enough to survive even the coldest nights.

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    23 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 3543

    Mystery Work

    Part of my private fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter is right next door! They can’t fuck! But what if Ilya begs and begs: Just the tip, I promise.

    They have no lube and no condoms, it’s risky. They should not be doing this.

    But then why is it so hot?

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    12 May 2026

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    It's too fast, Ilya's brain can't catch up, his spiraling thoughts and his body moving before he can even think... words leave his mouth and everything is silent, everyone holds their breath at the scene unfolding, in the final minutes at the game Montreal Metros vs Boston Raiders.

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    Shane on the ice, people on top of him and the fear of losing him gets Ilya to dive in and forgetting that he is mic'd up for the game.

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    11 May 2026

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    In which I put Hollanov into SituationsTM as if they were living in a procedural TV show land like Criminal Minds, The Rookie, Castle or Bones. Where, yes, hockey players attract a lot of trouble and then sort of end up solving crimes to save each other’s lives.

    ✨ Long live the power of looooooove and crazy shenanigans ✨

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    07 May 2026

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    Ilya's life changes majorly when he unexpectedly presents as omega during a game. The non-con is minimally described, I just wanted to be safe.

    Edited to add that there will be some past non-con that is described, but it will be notated so that it can be skipped.

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    03 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 35

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    “You really wanna do this, Harrington?”

    Jack kicks Steve’s back, his shoe smacking dead center of Steve’s spine.

    Steve barely jolts forward. Just cocks his head to the side. Presses his tongue against the inside of his lip. Laughs again. “Alright. So that’s how we’re gonna play it.”

     

    -- OR --

    Steve gets a bad feeling that Eddie needs help.
    (He does).

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    03 May 2026

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    Aloya borrows a fleshlight made of an actual human’s asshole. It'll be his for two years. The shop has already magically modified it as per his instructions, but Aloya still isn't satisfied.

    He's going to figure out what he can do to it before he hits the block the shop has installed.

    But first, he's going to use a spell to find out if the young man – whose ass he now effectively owns – is really a virgin.

    Then, he's going to do something about that.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    *Hello, Shane.*

    “What the fuck are you-”

    *Resist if you want, Shane,* a voice purred from the machine, smooth and accented - something Slavic, maybe. It’s deep, obviously a man’s voice. *But resistance is disobedience, and disobedience earns punishment.*

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    Shane Hollander wakes, trapped, and struggles to resist a mysterious machine that seems intent on programming him into an obedient cock addict. The machine will force him into obedience using whatever means necessary.

    He resists, but eventually, he's not strong enough to fight it. Maybe it's easier to be obedient.

    Maybe he wants to be a good boy.

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    read the tags, dd:dne, dldr <3

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    17 Apr 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 7

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    A group of vampires attempt to torment Ilya by tormenting Shane.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Ilya barely listened to a word coming out of his lips, more focused on what was nestled inside of them.

    His incisors, which should be elongated into full fangs like Ilya’s, were only slightly pointed. None of the other teeth had sharpened either, something no vampire could avoid when hungry. Ilya had only seen such teeth on a certain type of vampire, ones that would never have been left alone to cry in an alley while a strange vampire fed.

    This vampire, this Shane, was a fledgling.

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    Ilya tries to get a quick meal in and ends up adopting a hurt vampire and defiling him in the same night

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Sam, a petite and innocent 16-year-old femboy, has a terrible curse placed on him by an angry classmate. From now on, his asshole will get penetrated by anything and everything!

    (This story features a lot of rape and accidental penetration in an eroticized setting. Be warned!)

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    03 Apr 2026

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