19 Bookmarks by YourLocalLeaf
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They know about it. They all know what he and Grant get up to, they just don’t talk about it. Or they didn’t before. They’re going to have to now. They went too far this time. Lark reaches over the center console to jostle Grant again.
“Hey Assface,” Lark yells. He slaps Grant’s face. “Stay awake.”
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Lark and Grant's fight club goes a little too far. The guys are there to help heal them up but they're not letting Lark and Grant get out of a difficult conversation.Bookmarked by YourLocalLeaf
02 Oct 2025
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It's a Beautiful Life by RedOnionToast for Creativelie
Fandoms: Dungeons and Daddies (Podcast)
28 Oct 2024
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He's a mess. He can't sleep. He can hardly walk. His dad is dead and his mother can't stand to be around him. He could just not wake up. He could be done with it. Go to Heaven or Hell or just blissful darkness. Suicide is a sin. It isn’t the first sin Grant has dreamt of. It could be the last.
He gets better.
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17 Sep 2025
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1 in 6 individuals engage in self-harm during their lifetime. 1 in 19 healthcare workers report recent thoughts of suicide or self-harm.
Dr. Robby is one of those individuals.
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Being a healthcare worker comes with an immense amount of stress, and it’s something that often doesn’t get talked about enough. It’s a quiet reality for so many people in medicine, worn down by endless shifts, grief, and the impossible expectations placed on them. While The Pitt does an incredible job portraying the intensity and emotional weight of that experience, I wanted to add my two cents on how some healthcare workers find ways, healthy or not, to cope.Bookmarked by YourLocalLeaf
24 May 2025
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Whitaker get's attacked by a patient and Robby is there to help him back from the edge.
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Dennis is having a pretty good day. Robby can sense a disturbance in the air. Disaster strikes.
Title from "it is what it is" by Abe Parker
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21 May 2025
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He stares at her, the blood on his shirt, the scratches on his arms.
“I don’t know what to do.” He says after a minute, voice cracking as he speaks.
There’s no book for this—your child’s first steps, first words, first suicide attempts—no guide to point out where he went wrong, how he fucked up, how to fix this.
“I don’t know how to help him.”-
or, aaron struggles to help his grieving sonSeries
- Part 8 of What Used to be Mine
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15 Aug 2024
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15 Aug 2024
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I Like That You Can See It by ajaystillblue for martineisling (Acciopencil)
Fandoms: Dungeons and Daddies (Podcast)
30 Oct 2021
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He recognized what they were doing immediately; they’d taken to huddling for warmth in the Omega Daddies lair and then later on the road with Walter, not for warmth so much as for comfort. They never talked about it when they got home.
“We don’t have to,” Nick started. His face was hot with tears, with embarrassment, with shame for how badly he needed this.
“We don’t have to,” TJ agreed. He didn’t argue the point, just stretched out on his back beside the twins, arms over his head.
“It’s alright, dude,” Grant said softly, hand still extended. “C’mon.”
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- Part 7 of Returning
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02 Jun 2024
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AU. Years of being bullied for his smarts left him dreading when people figured out he was a genius. What better way to throw them off then by acting stupid? Enter: Dumb Blond Spencer Reid.
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30 May 2024
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Working a case, Dean and Sam run into a problem, and they make the worse decision possible: they kidnap two members of the BAU. Between Fed-sitting and hunting a killer collecting siblings, the boys aren't having their best day ever.
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26 May 2024
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The Intelligence Control and Analysis Program by inkandpaperqwerty
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
25 Jul 2019
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Aaron Hotchner couldn't ask for better agents than David Rossi, Derek Morgan, Emily Prentiss, and Jennifer Jereau. In fact, he prides himself on heading the best team the BAU has to offer. Still, he's not so arrogant he doesn't know when it's time to call for help, so when his team hits a brick wall with a ticking clock, he reaches out to the Intelligence Control and Analysis Program. ICAP sends him a mountain of files, all of them good candidates, but Hotch is repeatedly drawn to the same file. Genius #2036334-4383 has three doctorates and a high success rate with the Bureau, though he's never been in the field. According to his file, he has behavioral issues and doesn't play well with others, but Hotch doesn't see that being a problem. It's a temporary arrangement, after all.
What's the worst that could happen?
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25 May 2024
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i'll be somewhere in the clouds, i hope, tonight by zashizawa
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
22 Jan 2021
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Reid can tell himself that it wasn't his fault for feeling the way he does or that the odds were just not in his favor, but he is the one that willingly picked up his first blade and continued to pick it up over and over and over again. He is the one that bought that bottle of pills and took every single one of them. He is the one that is swaying where he stands in his bathroom because he's about to die.
(Or, Spencer tries to kill himself.)
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23 May 2024
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Solitary Confinement - Rewrite by thoughts_whump_and_harmony
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
26 Jan 2024
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Rewrite of one of my earlier fanfics
Spencer Reid has decided… this is his last day.
He’s tired of life, tired of the beatings, tired of the constant change in lawyers as they realise the impossibility of his case.
When he gets a new lawyer on what he’s decided is his last day on earth… he doesn’t even want to look up.He wouldn’t have expected Aaron Hotchner to be smiling back at him.
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04 Apr 2024
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Spencer and his therapist email each other because he has to travel so much for work and can't always come into her office. These are a few of their emails as she helps him through a crisis.
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25 Mar 2024
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He thought he heard something over by the treeline, but as he turned to look, Grant felt a gust of wind brush against his cheek and he turned back to see Nick standing there in a cloud of dissipating purple smoke, looking incredibly confused.
“Uh, Nick? You alri-?”
“Yeah, of course,” Nick said before Grant could finish his question. “How long have I been gone?”
“You've been gone?!” Grant asked in alarm “Where did you go?!”
“Cool, so definitely not as long as it felt then. Awesome”
Grant and Nick debrief after Nick returns from his time at Court.
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26 Feb 2024
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I'm writing gratuitous whump because I wanted "The Magic Shop" by WhyNotFly to contain more content. Read their fic for this to make sense.
The Archivist is a millennia-old magic being who is also having a bad time. Martin is a 22-year-old office worker who is doing his best.
UPDATE: I started writing this while quarantining in my room with COVID. I stopped when my sniffles turned into long COVID. I had to start using a mobility aid and transitioned from receiving part-time care to having two full-time caregivers. For better and for worse, I'm a different person than I was when I started this project. I hope to return to it, but I'm not sure when I'll have it in me to do so. I so appreciate everyone's encouragement and support; writing has really helped me through this tough life transition!
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21 Feb 2024
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the answer is not a disorder of the body but of the spirit. not the weight of the body but the fact of the body. not the shape of the body but the needs of the body. how inconvenient to be made of desire. even now, want rises up in me like a hot oil. i want so much that it scares me. i don’t know what i’m made of; i wish i did. that i could gut myself like a fish or a fruit.
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04 Feb 2024
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He knew he had to face his coworkers eventually, but perhaps if he snuck into his office early he could at least get some work done. If he could just avoid drawing attention to his office, he could probably go through a few of the statements, that still sat piled high on his desk.
Jonathan Sims did not, in fact, do any work that morning.
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In which Jon returns from his time with the circus, and is found on his office floor by Martin.
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15 Jan 2024
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You Feel The Eyes Upon You As You’re Shaking Off The Cold by guttermud
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 Sep 2023
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Sam’s ill-fitting of self worth. When he breaks down, he breaks down hard.
Dean takes awhile, but he’s there to pick up the pieces.
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31 Dec 2023
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gut punch (every time I see a spark, there’s someone putting out the fire) by lilsugarsoaker
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Jul 2023
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Dean catches Sam self-harming.
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31 Dec 2023