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featherlight and burdened by moongallery
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
30 May 2026
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Qifrey didn't give off the impression that he was physically strong. On the contrary, he looked like a frail ice prince—a character in those fairy tales Olruggio had read about when he was young.
Or, Olruggio struggles to come to terms with Qifrey's not-so-hidden strength. In the process of it, he uncovers a rather concerning truth about himself.
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29 Jul 2026
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a slight understatement by IlluminaMint
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Aug 2026
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“You had to go through that thirty-three times?” Tribbie asked. Her voice wobbled with unshed tears.
Phainon did the only thing possible in such a situation: He panicked.
“Uh,” he said, because clearly his eloquence had abandoned him during one of the cycles, “yes?”
// OR, circumstance leads to the heirs thinking Phainon only lived through thirty-three cycles. Rather than correcting them on this, Phainon doubles down and decides this is the new narrative he'll go along with so as to avoid worrying them too much.
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12 Jul 2026
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kissing the ground (of your sanctuary) by TrashcanWithSprinkles
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
10 Aug 2026
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For the record, Ajax was not at all opposed to being sent on missions as another Harbinger's backup. As long as he was given things to fight and the rest of the tasks were not excruciatingly boring to get through, Tartaglia would comply without issues.
The actual mission, the actual tasks, the actual experience of being the backup was not the issue here.
The issue was-...He was the only Harbinger being tasked with things like these. The only Harbinger being designated as backup. The only Harbinger being treated like a class below the rest.
(Because Tartaglia was rash and reckless and could not be trusted to keep himself safe.
Tartaglia was to be looked after like an unpredictable rabid animal that only behaved under certain conditions.Tartaglia was off.)
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Or, Childe struggles to understand why the Tsaritsa insists on treating him differently from the other Harbingers, and tries to pretend like his affiliations aren't irrevocably shifting towards the mysterious god he meets in Liyue.
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06 Jul 2026
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Blanks by QueenAng
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
07 Apr 2020
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One of Wheeljack’s inventions backfires and he forgets that he and Starscream are Actually Married.
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25 Jun 2026
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Touch Me by AkirasStories
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.
“Tell me what you want.”
The reply is instant.
“You.”
or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
part 2 to Close to MeSeries
- Part 8 of Hollanov Drabbles
- Part 2 of hollanov college au
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06 Jun 2026
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It’s been 6 months since Shane Hollander was rejected by Ilya Rozanov in an ice rink in Sochi. Shane’s bruised ego has pushed him to resent Ilya. So, when Rozanov propositions him in a backstage bathroom, Shane takes the opportunity to tell Rozanov to go fuck himself.
Shane is proud of himself for giving Rozanov a taste of his own medicine, but it doesn’t quiet the turmoil he feels from his continued attraction to the Russian man.
When Shane steps out of the after party to get some air and finds Rozanov with a black eye and busted lip, any resolve to stay away from him is gone. Shane finds himself right back in the hurricane that is Ilya Rozanov, and seeing a side to him that he didn’t know existed.
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Alternative scene where Shane rejects Ilya in the Vegas bathroom, only to find himself wiping blood from his face later and asking who was responsible.
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28 May 2026
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Hnnnggg ooooh ouchie ouchie my heart hurt so bad ilya experiencing the weight of shane’s love oooouuhh
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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- Part 1 of Cardiothoracic Pathologies
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13 May 2026
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is just ten year plan to fuck by akatomlinson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.
It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.
He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.
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- Part 1 of kitten shane series
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 May 2026
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02 May 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
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01 May 2026
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Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.
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- Part 4 of HR Porn (with a little plot)
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28 Apr 2026
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Me Porto Bonito by hollano_ov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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Upcoming actor and well-known playboy Ilya Rozanov is good at getting what he wants.
That is, until he wants hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander.
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25 Apr 2026
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25 Apr 2026
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turn the radio down by lizee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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“I’ve…seen you around campus and it’s good to finally meet you. Like, properly.” He fumbled over the words, his tongue feeling thick and heavy and entirely too big for his mouth. Whether it was from the weed or the nerves from Ilya's presence, Shane couldn't tell.
“I’ve seen you, too.” Ilya grabbed the cigarette from behind his ear, bringing it to his mouth before lighting it.
“Really?” He watched as Ilya took a long inhale from the cigarette. Shane wanted to say something in that moment, something about how mixing alcohol, weed, and nicotine was probably a bad idea, but the words died in his throat as Ilya blew out smoke from the corner of his mouth and grinned at him. He looked so fucking good.
“Da, Shane Hollander.” Shane fought back a shiver as his name fell from Ilya’s lips. He loved how Ilya’s voice had wrapped around the vowels, long drawn out and quiet. He wanted to hear it again and again.
or, Shane Hollander has had a crush on Ilya Rozanov from afar for the past three years. They finally meet at a party.
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
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i just wanna be right where you are by violet (vvinedrunk)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Mar 2026
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There are very few rules in the household. Neither Chuuya nor Dazai are the type to strive for ordinary lifestyles, after all. And though Chuuya finds a few of Dazai’s domestic eccentricities frustrating, she would never try to change her girlfriend.
There is, however, one rule: Dazai is not allowed to orgasm without Chuuya’s permission.
or: needy dazai calls chuuya at work (fem!skk)
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18 Apr 2026
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Truth is, he could just say it. He could just be honest.
Ilya, I'm worried you will see all these hot naked women and remember you miss them. Ilya, I'm worried I'm not enough. Ilya, I'm worried you'll come home and see me in comparison, so inelegant, so bulky, so brash, and realize this is wrong for you. That I am wrong for you. But saying all this would mean opening this entire huge clunky box thing, which only remains closed in virtue of Shane never looking at it for more than two seconds. So he says nothing.
But one rule supersedes all other rules regarding Ilya: if he wants to fuck around, Shane will make sure he finds out.
Or: Shane gets himself a set of pretty lingerie as revenge, and Ilya comes all over his pretty panties embarassingly fast.
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15 Apr 2026
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Public Bookmark 1214
Mystery Work
Part of petalborn fics
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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15 Apr 2026
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“Just got the word from the officials, Metros are shutting Miitka down for the night," LeClaire says almost dispassionately. “Third period we’re up against,” LeClaire consults his clipboard, “Shane Hollander. Drafted 2009, current starter for the Laval Maples, posts a .905 save percentage.”
Ilya stays where he is, rolling the name around in his head once, without much interest.
Hollander.
Doesn’t ring a bell.
Inspired by that one twitter post, what if Shane was a goalie?
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“Papa,” Shane starts, raising his voice to be heard, “who is that?”
His father finishes sipping the wine in his goblet and turns his head to face Shane, who is still looking at the gladiator, and raises a brow at him. “You don’t know? He’s the most beloved gladiator in Rome, perhaps the entire empire. Never lost a fight.”
He can’t be that beloved if I’ve never heard of him, Shane thinks. He does not voice this, but hums in acknowledgement instead.
“And what’s his name? This great gladiator?”
The voice of the Emperor of Rome sounds tinged with something almost like respect when he answers.
“Xanthos.”
Shane, son of the Roman Emperor, attends a gladiatorial games for the first time in his life. He finds something much more entertaining there than the combat.
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01 Apr 2026