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    “Kip, help,” Scott says. “Rozanov’s trying to make us play never have I ever because he never matured past the age of twelve.”

    “I am trying,” Ilya slurs more than says, “to make memories.”

    “Yeah, because you’re definitely gonna remember this tomorrow.”

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Shane: I’ve never wanted to share it since our timeline is so…complicated
    Hayden: Is it? You were fucking, then you dated, then you got married. Normal progression!
    Shane: I don’t think the “fucking” part of that equation is usually 7 years

    In which the Voyageurs’ secret homophobic group chat leaks, Shane decides it might be time to tell the world how long he’s been seeing Ilya, and said world loses their shit.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Kyle: Your sense of age is so weird. So Scott’s elderly and Luca’s a baby?
    Ilya: Yes
    Shane: Luca’s older than we were when we got together though
    Harris: He IS?
    Kyle: literally wtf is this timeline

    In which Harris adds Ilya and Shane to a gay WAGs group chat

    (Can be read as a standalone)

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Troy: How many women have you slept with anyways?
    Ilya: ♾️
    Luca: That’s just an infinity symbol
    Ilya: Yes

    In which internet discourse ensues, the gay players of the NHL bicker in the group chat, and Shane would just like to get through the weekend without his husband starting another twitter scandal.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Scott: I’ve been getting asked if it’s me. I considered denying but if we all deny and one person doesn’t, that sort of gives their identity away and I’m not sure they want that.
    Ilya: Everyone thinks is me. My agent asked if I want to comment too
    Scott: Wait, it's not you?
    Ilya: Maybe 🤔 Or maybe not 🤪
    Eric: What?

    Or: When Adrian Dela Cruz reveals he dated an NHL player, chaos and damage control ensue. A story told through texts, tweets, and one pretentious Variety article.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.

    So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.

    Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
    Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya

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    14 Jan 2026

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    They’d kept it under wraps to an almost paranoid degree. They didn’t touch in public, not even on their hikes up the countless trails that were never short of people minding their own business as they took in the good weather. They sat on opposite sides of the table at dinner. Evan came over to his place instead of taking the risk with his roommates. Evan had even come up with a cover story if they ever ran into anyone: he was picking Tommy’s brain about the job. Nothing more. Nothing less.

     

    What if Buck and Tommy met the three months before Tommy transferred to Harbor and Buck started at the 118?

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    08 Nov 2024

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    The way that Wolf is studying him – dazed, yet with intent – has Josh’s face heating, so he keeps his head down as he asks, “Where do you want me to take you?”

    “Your eyes,” Wolf says. “They’re blue.”

    “Your powers of observation astound me,” Josh retorts. Repeats: “Where do you want me to take you?”

    “Blue,” Wolf says again, drawing out the sound of it. “‘Of a color of the spectrum intermediate between green and violet, as of the sky or deep sea on a clear day’.”

    Dr. Wolf gets high again, only this time it's accidental. With no way of getting him home by themselves, and a Carol not on shift, the interns turn to the next doctor they can think of: Nichols.

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    28 Oct 2024

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    The first thing Josh is going to do, when he next has his phone in hand, is to turn off the setting that will read his texts aloud to him in his car, although he knows that’s a little like closing the stable door after the horse has bolted. It might stop him from embarrassing himself the next time his phone’s Bluetooth connection betrays him, but unfortunately it will not erase the other man’s memory.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    Doctor Wolf walks past him without acknowledging him. Again.

    Josh doesn’t know why it bothers him. He’s a grown man and a neurosurgeon for fuck’s sake. It isn’t as though he hasn’t dealt with annoying, standoffish doctors before. Hell, it’s practically an expectation for at least half of the people who enter the profession to be assholes with a god complex who don’t care about the feelings of other people. Just today, Doctor Wolf has walked past him three times without even looking his way. Even most assholes would take a few seconds to glare at him, but Doctor Wolf doesn’t even bother to turn those lovely, stupidly deep brown eyes in his direction.

    ...and okay, fine. He knows why it bothers him.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    He startles awake with a gasp, sitting straight in bed. He’s scared and he doesn’t know why so he closes his eyes, breathes deep, and feels himself start to relax. Once the feeling fades, he looks at the time, and sees it’s just after 2AM. Grabbing his phone, he opens his text thread with Tommy and sends a heart.

    Or: it's Buck and Tommy's first Halloween together and Buck's not quite feeling himself.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    With Buck, Tommy was an open book... mostly. There was one particular, very important chapter that he kept closed. He didn't bring up his childhood. Didn't mention his parents much. That was a part of his life no one but he and his therapist needed to know about.
    But a surprise visit from his father changes all that, and sends Tommy spiraling down a path he'd fought so hard to shun away.

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    17 Oct 2024

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    Buck nods slowly. “Uh. Who are you?”

    “Buck! It’s Tommy!” Christopher says then, sounding almost offended that Buck has no idea who this man is.

    “Okay, sorry?” Buck raises an eyebrow at him. “I’ve never met Tommy, bud.” And then he looks back at Tommy to see that he’s grinning at him, and just like that, all coherent thought evaporates from his brain.

    “Well, you have, now,” Tommy says, extending an arm for a handshake. “Tommy Kinard.”

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    14 Oct 2024

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    One thing about Evan Buckley is he will speak his mind.

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    14 Oct 2024

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    Buck was expecting Tommy to hold his leg the way he had done previously and just quickly lift it onto the footrest. Instead, he moved his foot carefully, up and down, up and down. Then slightly to the left and then to the right. None of the movements hurt but they were a bit uncomfortable and stiff.

    ”Are you testing me?” Buck asked.

    Tommy looked up at him.

    ”No.”

    ”You’re a bad liar.”

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    To make sure he could get back to what he loved doing, being a firefighter, Buck agreed to spend 8 weeks at a clinic that specialized in rehabilitation of ankle and foot injuries. His team included a doctor, nurses, and a physical therapist.

    And if he happened to find his physical therapist attractive, so what?
    And yes, his physical therapist was a man and no, it didn't make any sense to him but Buck knew attraction when he felt it and it certainly didn't help that Tommy could handle him like he weighed nothing and called him sweetheart every once in a while.

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    23 Sep 2024

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    5 times Tommy almost faints like a Victorian maiden at the sight of Buck’s flesh, and 1 time he can do something about it.

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    29 Jul 2024

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    Buck expected things from Tommy, and Tommy was going to fuck it up. He already was. It was only a matter of time until Buck noticed it.

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    21 Jul 2024

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    Tommy's nails dug into Buck’s waist, the momentum of yanking Buck back driving his cock deeper up into him. A strangled sound burst out of Buck’s throat. He grabbed the side of the cabinet, mouth falling open.

    “Quiet,” Tommy gritted into his ear.

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    or, what if in an alternate universe babyslut Buck joined the 118 when Tommy was still in his closeted asshole era and they had a torrid affair??

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    21 Jul 2024

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    07 Mar 2020

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    Derek would be the number one pick if it weren’t for Poindexter, which everyone knows just as well as he does, and as such, the media takes a perverse pleasure in building up their rivalry.

    Well.

    Can it be a rivalry if they’ve never met?

    Based on the mixture of resignation and anger that Derek feels every time someone asks him about Poindexter—which is all the fucking time—he’s guessing yes.

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    18 Mar 2018

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