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Epiphyllum; a fleetingly flowering desert bloom and brief lesson on how nothing good lasts - however lucky one might've been to observe it from the first.
It isn’t enough. Even as you choke, you feel the blood clinging to you still and you realize: the sin is more than just on you, it’s in you. Your nails break against your chest plate as you claw it off. The cumbersome metal sinks. A distant part of your mind wonders how your shoulders had borne its burden as the black blood rises, coating the pond’s surface like simmering oil. Your knees suddenly buckle and you find yourself descending the same, the heaviness of your chest enough to plunge you for leagues.
And in the icy stillness of the water, it all goes away.
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Emet-Selch has spent eons avoiding and indulging in Azem's shards. Some are much like him, tearing open Emet's gaping wound once more with their unconscious similarities. Others, if it was not for the glowing ocher of their soul, he would eschew the implication that they could ever be one in the same. Then there are times, separate from the shards themselves, when Emet does not care one way or another. He simply aches.
Beckett nods into the crook of the stranger’s neck; it is incomprehensible, the ache that boils in his chest like an apocalyptic sea. Needy, he angles his hips up to feel the press of Emet’s length against his sensitive bundle of nerves. His muscles curl with mouthwatering sweetness and he moans with shameless abandon as he professes –
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A brief character study of my Druid and his track record of letting people down.
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- Part 1 of Blue in an Ocean of Gray
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“I found myself grinning until my cheeks hurt, my scalp prickling till I thought it might lift off my head. My tongue ran away from me, giddy with freedom. This, and this, and this, I said to him. I did not have to fear that I spoke too much. I did not have to worry that I was too slender, or too slow. This and this and this!”
― Madeline Miller, The Song of AchillesAzem returns from another adventure and bothers Hades.
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The gift of new love is presented; be open to receiving this gift from the divine.
He turned, feeling the warmth of Syrion’s gaze on the back of his neck like the last rays at dusk. He would remember it; the Halonic presence of Astromancy, the tongue-in-cheek manner of a man nearly known, the humility magick and knowledge evoked in their witness. As Aymeric began down the slope, he held it all close to his chest, knowing that his blooming fascination had elicited a great change in him. He welcomed it, the lesson slipping down his throat like creme.
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After getting separated from the army during a chaotic invasion of Redcoats, General Richard Montgomery, Alexander Hamilton, and a seriously injured Aaron Burr must find their way through the New England forests.
TW: Descriptions of violence, wounds, and trauma.
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The Mockingbird and The Meadowlark by anandrew
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
27 May 2022
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100 years after the Paths' destruction, two souls whose story remained unfinished rose from the astral ashes. Will they be able to move through their self imposed expectations, grief, and remorse in order to find each other once more, or will their hearts remain adrift? Join Erwin, Levi, and others along this modern retelling and reflective journey, as they parse through their inherited trauma to reach the truth.
A smile grew across his lips as he searched the forever frozen expression of his familiar stranger. The statue was but a statue, however; a metallic mixture of copper and tin, not the warm or breathing flesh that lived so vividly in his mind. Hollowness had filled him with the thought, years ago when he was younger -- when his eyes were wider, his face more round. But so often had he stood here, neck craned with the toes of his shoes flush against the square pedestal, that projecting any emotion onto that alloy had become as easy as breathing.
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While Jean & the Survey Corps use the night as cover to reach Wall Maria, Lorena Kirstein spends the anxious time surrounded by the kind & familiar faces of Trost.
Even though Klara was the only one home, the house felt far more alive than Lorena’s did these days. The observation filled her chest with a painful longing for days where she would cook like this. She still did, on occasion, when Jean visited. She got to pull out her pots and pans, carve apples and peel potatoes; fill her usually empty rooms with fragrant love and domestic familiarity. But when he’d go, she’d be alone with her worry and dust, as she had been since he left for training those years ago.
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Levi thought he'd only ever be interested in whatever Erwin wanted, until he discovered an unknown fetish.
He ground against Erwin’s thigh in uneven, impulsive thrusts. A wetness stuck his underwear to his cock which felt as suffocating as Erwin’s hand. His vision narrowed, growing dark at the edges as he felt the sides of his throat collide.
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Your Crime is Time by anandrew
Fandoms: Death Note: Another Note, Death Note (Anime & Manga)
05 Feb 2022
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Your days culminate in 15 minute intervals looking forward only to those 15 minute calls. 15 minutes until there's 15 minutes left until there's 15 minutes before there's only an hour until you can call again.
"Okay, I gotta go lawli." You pause, despite the consequences. You yank on a strand of hair at your temple nervously. "In all seriousness," you mumble. You imagine him leaning into the phone to hear you. You think of pressing your lips to his ear. "Thanks for listening to these. Or at least erasing them so your inbox is always empty and letting me believe you listen to them."
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You visit him as often as he'll allow, as often as he leaves his door unlocked. You slip in unannounced like Consumption, leaving him breathless, choking, & pallid all the same.
“Do cases bore you, B?” He spits the letter at you like its sharp edges cut his tongue.
You think about taking a knife to that muscle. You imagine dragging the smooth, sharp edge up the median sulcus – the middle line that you know he can fold over, creating a little tube.
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Erwin is under a lot of stress and Levi offers a helping hand.
With his mouth he began stroking Erwin’s cock, swallowing it down more than half way each time. The pace started out slow, enticing strained noises from Erwin but as he rubbed his own cock through his pants, Levi’s head bobbed quicker. He jerked himself through the layers separating his skin to the same rhythm he sucked Erwin off; forward, back, inhale, forward, back, exhale – repeated until the hand at the back of his head twitched with restraint.
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Levi's First Time Around: Smartpass Rewrite by anandrew
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
31 Oct 2021
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After recently being promoted to Captain, the Survey Corps members have a hard time trusting someone who joined the ranks in such an unconventional manner. In an attempt to prove his dependability, Levi treats his subordinates to a sweet afternoon break. Feeling curious about his reaction, Levi later conducts this experiment on Erwin.
The sugar dissolves on his tongue and the boiled fruit makes his mouth water. The smell doesn’t compare to the treat’s actual sweetness. It reminds him of his childhood; his mother sending him to the market for bundles of sugar that promised to be turned into cake for his birthday or pie for the changing season. After his father died, the occasion grew in rarity. He wonders when the last time his mother baked was. Now that he’s Commander, he thinks he should take the time to send her something luxurious like this.
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Patton bakes cookies & everyone gets one! Well...almost everyone.
Silence rang between them and understanding followed - they were both having the same sudden realization. Something about this rowdy exchange was missing. Remus frowned, violent anger flashing in his eyes as Roman’s face remained confused. Neither of them could remember what had changed, Roman thought.
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Ever since Remus returned from his isolation in the Imagination, things between Janus & Virgil have been strained. Virgil can’t deny that he finds Remus attractive, & Janus doesn’t seem to have a problem with this, but there’s a lot lurking just under the surface of his feelings that makes being with either of them far more difficult than it should be.
With a deep breath, Virgil squeezed his eyes shut. His knuckles went white as they gripped the hem of his shirt. He forced his jaw to relax, his tongue to press flat against the bottom of his mouth. This would hurt. He steeled himself for pain. The Bellbird rioted in his ears and every other thought hazed as he pressed forward of his own volition. Remus’ hands guided him forward as his cock split through the anxious knot in his throat. The courage of determination and humiliation wasn’t enough to numb the agony. His eyes shot open and the muscles in his neck tensed to pull back as Remus’ cock penetrated beyond his soft palate and teased at the entrance of his esophagus.
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In the aftermath of launching Thomas' Patreon, Janus & Logan find themselves without a justifiable reason to stay in each other's company. With a little push from their mutual partner, Remus, the pair learn about each other outside of their working relationship, eventually leading to an emotional catharsis for Logan & the revelation of romantic feelings budding between.A chronological, seven chapter fic for Loceit Appreciation Week, 2021.
This fic is overwhelmingly SFW. The only Explicit chapter is the second half of Truth/Lies (Chapter 6). Sexual tension occurs in Wine/Chess (Chapter 3) & the first half of Truth/Lies (Chapter 5) but is not acted on.
Loceit is the main ship but Janus is polyamorous & has been partners with Remus for ten years. Intruloceit is the end game, Logan & Remus have also been dating for six months at the beginning of this fic, which spans across a year. Anxceit & Analogical are both ships that have happened well in the past of this fic but are briefly referenced.
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Janus always loved sunflowers & Remus always loved Janus. A journey of an enduring friendship through three drabbles.
Remus stared at the blank wall where Self Preservation’s room used to be. The door had disappeared a handful of weeks ago now, & yet he still visited; both like clockwork & sporadically, whenever he had something interesting to say which was many times throughout the day. Some mornings, if he comes early enough, he swears he can still see the outline of his friend’s door in his hazy & sleepy vision. He wondered often if he stayed through the night, would he catch those moments in reality?
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In the months that follow Redux, Patton & Janus discover through arguments, discussions, shared hobbies, & eventual dates that they have a lot to work on before they can manage to help Thomas together.
Wearing Nothing But Blame: a chronological & cohesive, seven chapter fic for Moceit Appreciation Week, 2021.
While Moceit is the primary ship in this fic, Janus is polyamorous & has been partners with Remus for ten years, give or take. Loceit is hinted at a bit, as that ship occurs later in my timeline after Moceit is established, & Intrulogical is hinted at, as that ship begins roughly around DWIT. Anxceit is also hinted at in the context of being exes; they loosely dated when Virgil was a Dark Side for several years. This was my first attempt at writing Roman, so go easy on him please <3
Please enjoy the playlist that accompanies this storyline.
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still i tug at your line (i'm a fish on your hook) by anandrew
Fandoms: Sanders Sides (Web Series)
13 Mar 2021
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remus walks in on janus masturbating & they reminisce over a mutual ex.
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patton bakes cookies to decorate with janus not realizing he was busy at the time. janus agrees to join later if patton manages to not eat all of them. patton spirals a bit jumping to conclusions.