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A Little Death by xxjinchuurikixx
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
30 Aug 2016
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They've been on the run for a while, and Steve thinks Bucky is getting better.
But there's something Bucky needs to feel human again.
He needs Steve. The way he's always needed him.
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In which Steve and Bucky are in a shoddy motel in the middle of the mountains with nothing but each other and the one memory Steve didn't think Bucky would get back. -
open book by mcwho
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 Oct 2018
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“You’re lying,” Bucky says. “Fuck, even if I couldn’t read your mind I’d know you were lying, Jesus, Rogers, are you seriously this bad at lying? Didn’t you used to be part of a major intelligence organisation?”
or, bucky wakes up one day with unlimited access to steve's mind
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01 Nov 2025
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Sweet and wholesome established relationship dynamic
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What we used to look like by pandafish for Pellos12345
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Apr 2023
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Steve remembers the day he and Bucky met back in 1930. Skinny as he was, Steve had watched the lean, strong boxer called Bucky for a while when he suddenly found himself alone in the gym with that same guy. And for all he'd thought he was invisible, Bucky quickly made him realize he hasn't been...
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we gotta let go of all of our ghosts by hitlikehammers
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
27 Apr 2016
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It’s just hard, really, if he’s honest: this time, more than the first, here in a new millennium, having found Bucky again against all odds, in a time where there was hope, where they could have been…
Well. It’s just that it’s bad enough to come in second place to a Stark once in his lifetime.
But twice might just be more than Steve can bear.
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Good To Me by Onyxim
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
24 Jun 2025
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"Still okay?"
"If you ask me that one more time I'm gonna clobber you," Bucky huffed.
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in pursuit of happiness, i found despair (keep me till i escape from there) by hgjsimp
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
21 Nov 2024
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There's a loud crack.
And the mask falls.
No. It can't be. It's not. This isn't real.
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Alternatively,
The mask doesn't fall off. And Captain America snaps the neck of the Winter Soldier.
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- Part 1 of The "Keep Me" Series
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13 Jun 2025
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Lots of suuuper tasty angst. Num num num num num.
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Time Heals (If You Spin It Right) by cptwinniethepooh
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Agent Carter (TV)
04 Feb 2021
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It's not every day that Peggy's life gets strange even by her own standards, but when she is told that there's a man at SSR HQ who looks and behaves kind of like Captain America, life gets strange. Because this man, if it indeed is Steve, has seen things she's afraid to imagine and was transformed in the process into something darker and more dangerous than the man she remembers.
But one thing never changed about him: his loyalty and devotion to Sergeant Barnes.
(Or the one where Steve goes back in time to save Bucky, Peggy joins him, recruits the Howlies and founds SHIELD, and maybe helps mend a broken relationship between broken people as well.) -
The Man on the Bridge by boopboop
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
19 Apr 2025
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20 Apr 2025
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After Steve gets outed by a grainy cell phone picture, it takes the media less than 24 hours to discover Captain America’s secret relationship with James Barnes: classical musician, teen heartthrob, and son of a former president.
The only problem? Steve has never met James Barnes in his life.
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- Part 1 of I just met you (and extras)
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Let's Be Exposed and Unprotected by torakowalski for chaneen
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
15 May 2014
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Bucky’s pretty sure he should be into getting fucked through the floor while walls explode around him like in that Mr and Mrs Smith movie that Clint loves. But he likes it like this. He likes being on his back with Steve looming above him, big and naked, blocking out the rest of the world.
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undersell, overcommit by silentwalrus
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Dec 2017
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Steve goes so hard for Bucky that he becomes a licensed, practicing massage therapist.
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Bookmarked by assbutt83
08 Aug 2024
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Actually relatable PTSD but as lighthearted and fluffy as possible?
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There's a visitor at Avengers Tower and he'll only talk to Steve Rogers.
Takes place chronologically before 'Grace Can Be Found In Unlikely Places' but they can be read in any order.
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- Part 2 of Grace
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I Still Love You, I'm Sorry by Sam_Haine
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
07 Apr 2024
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Bucky and Steve have one of their worst fights ever. Bucky goes no contact, while Steve spirals in his guilt for what he'd done. It's not pretty for either of them and as it turns out, therapy might actually be a good thing.
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24 Jul 2024
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Who's Side are you On? by TheLawyersKeeper
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
10 Sep 2018
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Bucky gets hurt on a mission and believes the Avengers are Hydra, and Steve doesn't know if he can get through to him.
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19 Jul 2024
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I'll hold my breath by Little_Lottie (tfwatson) for Brobi_Wan_Kenobi
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jan 2018
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Sometimes Bucky’s hands flex in Steve's direction. Neither of them knows exactly why, but at least one of them has a hunch.
Bucky touches everything but Steve, even though Steve is all he really wants to touch.
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04 May 2024
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Change is for the Brave by Chiyume for PrettyInSoulPunk
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
04 Feb 2017
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Steve and Bucky are back in England after the successful rescue mission of the 107th, and are now enjoying a hard earned weekend away from the military. They are sharing a hotel room, but even though they have a bed each, they still decide to stick a bit closer than that during the night, and what starts out as an innocent conversation between friends, soon turn into something much, much more... ¨
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Carved in Stone by buffypeppers
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Movies)
05 Apr 2019
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There is a name carved in the stone. Ragged edges, old. Steve’s name, to be more specific.
It makes Steve wonder about a lot of different things, one of them being what if HYDRA had gotten their hands on him? If they had tortured him and then put him in a cell, would he have forgotten his name too, would he have needed to carve repeatedly his own name in a wall just to cling to that little sense of self for a bit longer?
Steve has been finding a prisoner’s name written deep in the walls of different HYDRA cells, and his mind can’t stop but wonder about the man’s life.
Things are a bit more complicated than that.
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22 Mar 2024
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I couldn’t save you (but I can carry you home) by DonJohnMeister
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Aug 2021
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Bucky is sick, Steve realizes with a pang, cradling his right arm to his chest and trembling violently, eyes shifting deliriously under his thick layer of hair. Still, he’d come to Steve, somehow found Steve, when just a month ago he couldn’t even remember his own name.
(Steve thinks back to the Potomac, all those weeks ago. How long had he been lying, safe and healing in a hospital bed, while Bucky wandered the streets, sick and confused?)
In which Steve carries Bucky’s pain like a weight on his shoulders, and Bucky just wants someone to tell him how to be human again.
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20 Mar 2024
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don’t break me (like you did your promises) by DonJohnMeister
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
23 Jul 2021
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He’s standing in a dark room, and all Steve can see is the metal table in the center and the man (Bucky Bucky Bucky) strapped into it, covered in so much grime and blood that it takes a second for Steve’s mind to catch up to what he’s seeing.
(The room is abandoned. They’d left him here, hadn’t even bothered to undo the straps in their escape, just discarded Bucky like he was worthless. Like he was nothing.)
In which Steve finds his best friend and breaks a promise, because if there’s one person he never fails to let down, it’s Bucky.
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20 Mar 2024
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People in the know expected a certain dynamic from Bucky and Steve, a confident cad and his smaller companion, but five minutes in their company disproved all the theories. Steve wouldn’t take anything lying down, and Bucky wore butch the way most men wore their ties, a display of respectability that came off once he was home.
(a study in pre-war gay life, aka i read george chauncey's gay new york)
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- Part 3 of threshold
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20 Feb 2024