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Buck cleared his throat. “When can I leave?”
Eddie snorted fondly, and Tommy rolled his eyes. Buck was beginning to really dislike that guy. Why did Eddie even have to drag his–who was he to Eddie, his boyfriend? Why did Eddie’s boyfriend need to be here, anyway?
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Buck gets amnesia and cannot stand that man that is always hanging around Eddie.
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15 Jun 2026
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“...My husband here is always talking about coming to this restaurant.” Buck holds his breath while waiting for Eddie’s response.
Eddie blushes immediately, “Yeah, I just love the food…” he says, nodding. Buck’s heart skips. He thinks Eddie will leave it at that, but he adds to the lie, “See, we’re celebrating our wedding anniversary tonight.”
(Or, Buck and Eddie keep referring to each other as husbands, it’s undoubtedly nice… They’re not together, no. It’s a best friend thing.)
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15 Jun 2026
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So he had won, he returned, he smiled and joked and was sunshine and silliness, he was the person everyone needed him to be and it changed depending on who it was. He didn’t share the truth about how he was struggling with more than just the emotional toll of the last few months because that would strain the relationships he worked so hard to get back.
The thing that kept him awake at night alongside all his other worries was the realisation that this family that he held so dear that he had wanted so badly, no longer felt a permanent part of his life,
He didn’t trust it anymore
But no matter how many times he told himself he was happy and it was all ok, he couldn’t ignore the black pit inside of him that he was slowly drowning in that whispered you are
not wanted,
no one really cares,
you are unlovable,
you are exhausting.
Post law suit everything is getting back to normal .everyone has forgiven Buck and he is back where he belongs.
So why does he feel so broken?
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14 Jun 2026
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546 days of sobriety and…a foster child?
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The writer of this story needed something different. Enjoy?
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10 Jun 2026
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Through reaching out for help, Buck finds love in more ways than one.
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10 Jun 2026
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Every time he sees them he relapses. It’s like something he just can’t escape. Phillip and Margaret make him feel a way that nobody else makes him feel. It’s not a good thing. Buck hopes that this time will be different, he hasn't seen them in a long time and he’ll be surrounded by family this time. Maybe for once it’ll be different.
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- Part 1 of Evan “Buck” Buckley angst
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08 Jun 2026
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The 118th finally understands Buck a little better, but how did that happen? They didn't expect a girls' boarding school to be involved.
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03 Jun 2026
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So I'll lay in your arms and pretend that it's love by MyArtificialFlowers
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 May 2026
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Buck and Tommy haven’t even been together for two months when Buck starts thinking about ending things. He hates himself for it, a little. He can’t put his finger on why the thought crosses his mind as he lays with his head on Tommy’s lap while they watch a documentary about a Napali mountaineer’s quest to summit the 14 peaks. It might have something to do with the put upon sigh Tommy had let out before agreeing to watch it with him. Or perhaps it was the fact that his fingers didn’t end up carding through Buck’s hair until he asked him to do it.
Buck knows that he could talk to someone about it. He has plenty of people who would be willing to listen but each time he goes to say something he remembers how proud they were of him when they found out about Tommy. They’re happy for him and already have so many other things to be upset about. He’s made them worry about him too many times already; it’s better if they think he’s finally okay.
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03 Jun 2026
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Everyone on the team knew that calls involving children were hard, especially for Buck.
But this was different.for buck it was like he was back there. He felt the endless hunger bubbling in his stomach, the phantom feeling of cracked lips. He felt like he needed a shower, now. He needed to wash off the never-ending dirt from his skin.
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26 May 2026
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Ravi: im gonna go pour water over them both
idgaf
Chim: i’m not apart of this
Maddie: Ravi, don’t
Eddie will actually lobotomize you if you disturb bucks rest
Ravi: good!
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- Part 1 of i’ll eat you whole
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26 May 2026
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It was a shitshow, to say the least. Despite, what he’d told Bobby all those months ago, he did not have a handle on the problem. He had the opposite. He had zero handles, and he was too embarrassed to bring it up. It was definitely an issue, but it wasn’t too serious. And it didn’t affect anybody besides himself.
But it was definitely affecting him in a bad way. Hard day at work? Go have sex to feel better. Bobby yell at him for screwing up again? Find an old guy to tell him he’s good for something. See a happy family on a call and remember he hasn’t spoken to Maddie in seven years? Blackout so he doesn’t have to be reminded of that gaping wound.
It was really bad. Yeah. But like, privately bad. Secretly bad. Except for his roommates, who were starting to get pissed about him stumbling around drunk with his guests. So, he started to look for a new apartment in earnest.
And just when he was starting to think things were getting actually concerning, and pretty soon he wouldn’t even remember what the point of anything was, who walked into the fire station, looking perfect and attractive and ready to change Buck’s life?
Eddie fucking Diaz.
or: Buck's sex addiction taken seriously.
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24 May 2026
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For the prompt: Post lawsuit Buck is feeling super isolated and sad. When the blood thinners have a side effect leaving him with a painful itchy rash on his back, he does his best to hide it. One day Bobby piles on even more chores than usual, and one of the cleaning chemicals spills and makes contact with his back rash. Buck is in agony but says nothing. When it becomes too much Buck finally goes to Eddie for help. Eddie and co are horrified and feel super guilty, especially Bobby. Buddie ensures as Eddie takes all care of Buck like he should have from the very beginning.
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21 May 2026
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Fire and the Flood by TentativeTreason
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
17 May 2026
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Buck finds a Home at the 118 after leaving Camp Half-Blood.
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(i.e. How the cult misunderstandings began, and other accompanying drabbles, What-ifs, episode-based chapters, AUs and outsider POVs that I can think of. Not chronological, includes both pre and post demi-god reveal.)
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Part of a series Hearth and Home. Mostly canon-compliant. Can be read as a standalone or part of the series.Series
- Part 5 of Home and Hearth
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17 May 2026
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Eddie: I think your brother is flirting with me.
Maddie: He has been doing that for years.
Eddie: Oh.
Maddie: What are your feelings about that?
Eddie: Good. Great, even. Fantastic. Exhilarating.
Maddie: Do you want to elaborate further than just descriptive words?
Eddie: No thanks.
Maddie: You’re two birds of a fucking feather.
Or, a collection of messages between the 118 & co throughout the month of June post the season nine finale.
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13 May 2026
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After the lawsuit, Buck drifts a little.
Or maybe it was before that. Maybe it it was even before the truck bombing. Maybe it was before he ever left home.
And not the kind of drifting where he's lost. The kind where he can blink and its been a week. The kind where he can go days without showering or eating or working out without even realizing. The kind where sometimes he sleeps for 24 hours and other times he sleeps for 2. The kind where he can't focus on thinking most of the time, but when he does it hurts and spirals and bites. The kind where he just wants to be alone, but knows he doesn't want to feel lonely.
The kind where he pulls away and folds himself up until he can disappear.
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11 May 2026
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Ravi wants to a station TikTok account. Bobby says yes. Chaos ensues.
Ravi: ANYWAYS
there's a new group chat
we're making tiktoks
please go lookHarry: Is this a stupid Buck idea?
Ravi: it's a smart me idea actually
because I am an asset to the teamHarry: You're half right
Ravi: you sound like your dad
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09 May 2026
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what if we casually start referring to them like a married couple and see how long it takes them to noticeRavi
OH I’M INChimney
I want plausible deniabilityChimney left the conversation
Harry
💀💀💀May
LMFAOHarry
operation buddie bait is officially a goMay
that is the worst name ive ever heardRavi
secondedHarry
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Bookmarked by bucksbothered
08 May 2026
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Photography Takes An Instant Out Of Time, Altering Life By Holding It Still by Princessn97
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 May 2026
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Chris finds an old photo of his dad that gives him a bad gut feeling. After some googling, he accidentally flips their day upside down. Eddie can put up with a lot of shit, but he will tear into anyone who tries to hurt his son.
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08 May 2026
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|You’re Gonna be okay Buck.|Bobby Nash & Evan Buckley| by MV1SPIDERMAN_33
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 May 2026
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Evan 'Buck' Buckley grew up around a horrible family, Margaret and Phillip were not the best parents to Evan, even Maddie ignored him for the most of it, he was lied to his whole life, are they surprised Evan turned out like this?
Buck had sued the station for not letting him come back after being cleared, he could have taken the $8 million dollars, he just wanted his job back, his family at the 118 but no. He didnt get one back thats the cost of telling your lawyer things.
After being ignored for months, Buck decided to distance more after they tried to reach out to him, how long could Bobby keep this act up? Of pretending Buck wasnt there.
Chimney and Hen couldnt take it within the first week.
Eddie accepted it and lashed out on Christopher, Bucks name isnt mentioned in the Diaz household anymore.
Maddie no longer rang Buck.
This will be a very long book since i am trying to average 1k words per chapter some might be 2k or even more but bare with the slow-burn in Buck and the 118s relationship.
Based off of the lawsuit but its season 5+
it is on wattpad by CS55CL16 it is me dwBookmarked by bucksbothered
07 May 2026
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“You might want to see this…” He reached over with a piece of paper in his hand. Buck took it and turned his phone over to him in return. Eddie bit into his fist as he studied the picture. Buck looked down at the paper in his hand and turned it over to the right side. It was a copy of a marriage license for Mr. Evan Buckley-Diaz and Mr. Edmundo Buckley-Diaz.
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Buck and Eddie, wake up married after a night of drinking with no memory of the night before.This is the story of how they decide to deal with this drunken decision while learning a lot about themselves and each other as they go from best friends to platonic husbands and, at last, to lovers.
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05 May 2026