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Castiel is flummoxed. This is a social situation he is not equipped to handle. What is the protocol when the stranger sitting next to you on a bus, whom you incidentally find very attractive, falls asleep with his head on your shoulder?
2/14/16: Now with lovely art by the talented purgatoryjar!
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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Dean is used to bleeding for the ones he loves.
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22 Oct 2024
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Dean has been working as a getaway driver for Crowley for 14 years, and has survived by developing a few simple rules: always pick the right music, keep an eye on the time, never give out his real name, and most importantly, make no personal connections with anyone on the job.
Making no personal connections with anyone new is easy when he has difficulty talking in his own words.
Enter Cas, who, in order to pay for his nephew Jack’s life-saving medical treatment, decides to break bad by joining Crowley’s operations. Unlike most of his brothers, he’s new to the world of crime, but their driver’s skills and quiet demeanor have a way of reassuring him.
Throughout the course of several months, their rules fall to the wayside as they fall for each other, each unable to say the words ‘I love you’ for differing reasons.
Cas’ past family life complicates things when Lucifer comes around wanting to know how Cas is getting the money to pay for Jack’s treatment. Everything comes to a head when Dean is kidnapped for one final job.
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“Weddings- marriage- it’s weird.” Dean pauses. “I don’t get it, but I also kinda envy them, ya know?” A deep breath in. He sniffles like a nervous habit. “Like, somehow I thought I’d be dead by thirty, but I also had this thing in my head that I’d get married. That’s what guys are supposed to do- what people are supposed to do. Get married. Just felt like something that would automatically happen whether I wanted it to or not.”
“Did you want it to?”
Yes.
Dean pushes his lips out. “Don’t know how much it matters. Pipe dreams usually stay in the pipe.”
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For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.
It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.
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On the last day of school before Christmas vacation, Mr. Castiel Quinn discovers that one of his young students has smuggled male pornography into the classroom. Upon being told that the photos belong to the boy's uncle, Castiel vows to himself that he will keep the other man's preferences a secret. It's 1947; a man experiencing attraction to another man or fantasising about his sexual touch are transgressive faults, which could potentially result in imprisonment - or worse. But then the uncle walks in. The photos are of him: Dean Winchester, a rogue with an empty pocket and a child to feed. Castiel doesn't know it yet, but his life is never going to be the same again. Years pass between chance meetings, but even though they live their lives apart, Dean and Castiel's story is proof that absence truly does make the heart grow fonder.
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01 Jan 2024
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i cried for the entirety of the final chapter and then still after
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“How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.
The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.
The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.
“I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”
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Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.
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12 Nov 2023
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ripped out my feelings, in a tender and warm way
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I Will Never, Love Another, Like You by ZWorld for across_galaxies
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
01 Jan 2021
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“So, did you ask him?” Ymir asked, fork in the air and pointing straight at him.
“Ask who what?” Eren questioned, feigning naivety.
“Oh, my, god. Dad, come on!” Ymir whined, dropping her fork loudly against the wood. “Are you kidding me!?”
Eren swallowed, his eyes widening at her sudden outburst. “Ymir, I told you-”
“Grow a pair, Dad!” she shouted. Eren gasped, beyond shocked at his daughter’s forwardness.
“Ymir-”
“No seriously, please. For the love of God! I’m so sick of watching you act like a love sick puppy. Please spare me and Nan. Please! Ask him out already! Come on!”
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“Y’all are sweet,” she says, and nods to indicate him and Cas. “Is he your—are you all together?”
Dean’s still contemplating how to answer this without saying something offensive—he never has figured out a polite way to say “no homo”—when Cas answers for him. Cas doesn’t even look up from his plate, his mouth full of baklava and some stray flakes of phyllo dough sticking to his lips when he says, “Yes.”
Dean feels more than sees Sam go very still across the table, forkful of salad and grilled chicken poised in midair.
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In which Cas is human and doesn't understand basic concepts like: clothing, Mythbusters, moisturizer, and Greek food. Dean is...Dean and doesn't understand basic concepts like: boyfriends, language, how to tell your friend that he's a walking miracle, and when not to quip.
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- Part 1 of Stories Are Made of Mistakes
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The war against the Titans is over. Levi, retired from the Survey Corps, now works at the orphanage Historia established. Squad Leader Eren Yeager is a frequent visitor between expeditions. When Levi learns that many people assume he and Eren have been a couple for years, he is taken aback– is he really that obvious? Meanwhile, Eren has something on his mind too, but he won’t say what.
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In one life, Eren Yaeger died at twenty-two years, three months, and twelve days of age. In another life, Özgür Gözübüyük, twenty-two years, three months, and twelve days old, started crying in the middle of his molecular biology class.
A different sort of reincarnation fic. If one day you suddenly remember an entirely different life, what happens to the identity you held up until that day?
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Levi does not have a crush on the tea guy. He just appreciates good tea and friendly service, okay?
Yet another of my incredibly self-indulgent fics. Eren is the owner-operator of a small local tea room. Levi is new to the area and thirsty af.
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People had always said that Eren wasn’t right in the head. As a kid, it didn’t bother him. But hearing those words now stung in a way he could never have imagined.
A canon-verse, sort of slice-of-life future fic in which Levi gets a well-deserved break, Eren deals with some haters, and they both prove that while communication is sometimes difficult, understanding can occur with just a little patience, effort, and care.
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Deemed unfit to fight after sustaining irreversible injuries at war, Levi, a Marleyan, is assigned to work as keeper of the lighthouse in the ocean between Marley and Paradis.
There, after a stormy night, a boy washes on his shores, as mysterious as the depths of the ocean but as beautiful as its clearest waters. The time they spend together is short, and yet it shakes Levi's heart with the ferocity of a thousand raging waves, leaving him aching for a love he had never felt before.
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Dean treats his body as if it is a punishment: for the crime of existing, he must live in a body that he believes will never be his home. Castiel wishes (Cas, it’s Cas now, he thinks, and again feels a peculiar little twinge of satisfaction and longing) that he could make Dean see himself the way he deserves to be seen. You are beautiful, he wants to say. More so than most: body and soul, you create yourself. You are capable of so much, of building a home in your body, but you don’t think you deserve to live in it.
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14 Oct 2021
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yeah. this one hits different
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Noah’s room is as vacant as ever. The bed is neatly made and unslept in. Nothing litters the floors. The walls are blank. Ronan drops the supplies onto a heap at the bottom of the bed. “We’re giving this place some personality.”
Noah moves forward. "Why?"
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Ronan isn’t sure when his fascination with Noah began. It could’ve been their first meeting in that ridiculous GSA club he attended (only because his boyfriend—ex now was enlisted).
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30 Mar 2017
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so good .. god im gay ?? gay.
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Loud whistling fills the café as a boy practically floats in. He abandons his skateboard, parked outside, and strewn underneath the overhang. His hands are shoved in his pockets and he walks jauntily, his eyes bright and alert as he scans through his surroundings.
Ronan slouches against the counter, his long legs half sliding off the stool. Adam hovers nearby, chatting idly with Blue, using small talk when around the public eye. Ronan scrolls through his phone, ignoring the boy even when he’s stopped right in front of him.
“Hello?” He asks, and even his voice sounds contained, ready to blow. Ronan’s gaze flicks up for a moment; he’s practically shaking with the effort not to have an aneurysm and erupt the simple coffee shop, his energy tremendous.
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When Noah slipped from time, there was nothing. A colorless void absent of consciousness and the concept of time itself. He’d been himself, Noah Czerny, and then nothing, and then he was Noah Czerny again, opening his eyes to find Ronan Lynch looking up at him with a grin on his face.