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    “Am I speaking with Ilya Grigorievich Rozanov?”

    Ilya went silent immediately. That was not his brother’s voice. Nor was it Katia’s, his sister-in-law’s. It was an aristocratic, cold voice. He went completely still.

    “Yes.”

    “I’m calling from the Child Services Department, Ilya Grigorievich,” the woman continued, and Ilya frowned deeply. “Your brother Alexei Rozanov and his wife died yesterday in a car accident.”

    Twice in his life, Ilya had felt like this. The ice around his heart melted just enough for the numbness to vanish and give way to a sharp, stinging pain. It lasted only two seconds before he managed to compose himself. He didn’t want to feel anything for Alexei, so even if Katia’s death carried a trace of sadness—she was a mess, but she always tried to smile at him and cook warm meals for him when he visited Russia—, he dismissed the feeling entirely.

    “So what?”

    “You are the only living family member of their daughter. Your brother named you as her legal guardian, Ilya Grigorievich.”

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Shane is only days away from his heat when he finds a strange, hurt Alpha on his property. He feels inexplicably drawn to him, but he needs to think about his hockey career, not a mate.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov get assigned as roommates their first year of college.

    That's only the beginning.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

    ---

    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.

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    09 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    or: the baby buckravi fic!

    Where Buck and Ravi meet long before either of them joined the 118, but don't remember the other until a drunken craving and an old vending machine re-ignite old memories.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    After a pause, Eddie asked, “You ever think about just… keeping it going?”

    Buck blinked. “What, like living together forever?”

    A snort filled the air, and Eddie looked half amused and half serious. “I dunno, maybe? Something like that. I mean, look, it’s a new year, right? Anything could happen. But neither of us wanna be alone forever. So, maybe if we’re both still single in a year or whatever, we could just—” he waved a hand vaguely, like he was lassoing the future— ”make it official.”

    “Official?” he echoed, head even fuzzier now.

    Eddie’s mouth twitched. “Yeah, we could just get married, or something close enough to it."

    Buck’s heart tripped over itself.

    On New Year's Eve, Buck and Eddie made a drunken pact: if they were both still single in a year, they'd marry each other. They didn't mean to start sabotaging the other's love life to make it happen, but somewhere along the way, that's exactly what they ended up doing.

    Now the only question is... how far are they willing to take it?

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    20 Nov 2025

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    “What do you have to say after winning tonight? Are the Kings set to a good start of the season?” one of the journalist, Ethan if Eddie recognized his voice correctly, asked.

     

    That fucking 9 million a year contract smile was the first thing Eddie saw. The second was the shine in those baby blues people call his eyes. “Oh, I don’t know…” Evan Buckley said with faux modesty, “I think we’re off to destroy the Stars for the rest of the year, if they play like they did tonight.”

     

    A few chuckles, some flash from the camera and then another question, the same that always comes nowadays, “What about Diaz? Do you think he’ll save that team?”

     

    Buckley rolled his eyes at the question, then looked directly in the camera and said, “I doubt Diaz could save a sinking ship, even if he was made captain,” and then the TV was turned off.

     

    OR : a heated rivalry AU, where the two biggest star of the NHL - who happens to be rivals since their rookie year - eventually get into a sort of... enemies with benefits, then friends, then lovers... or maybe they were always lovers.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    Evan "Buck" Buckey knew many things, but being a dad? He wasn't that well versed there (Eddie would disagree.)

    So when the 118 answers to a three-house fire, Buck meets Benjamin; a trans teen who was kicked out not even an hour ago.

    A kid just like him.

    Maybe fate is real.

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    29 Oct 2025

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    “What can I do to help right now?”
    Chris pulled back slightly and suddenly refused to make eye contact with Buck.
    “Um…” Chris trailed off, fidgeting.
    “Superman?”
    “Can I stay with you?”

    Or after Chris walks in on Eddie and Kim, he calls Buck instead of Helena and Ramon

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    26 Oct 2025

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    What We Don't Say by Anonymous

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Buck navigates a complicated relationship with Tommy, trying to convince himself everything is fine, even when things don't feel right. Meanwhile, Eddie remains a steady presence, offering support when Buck needs it most—though Buck doesn’t yet understand just how much he relies on him.

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    25 Oct 2025

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    Captain Buckley’s face creases, his expression disfavourable. “I’m, uh, not really into the whole Sir thing,” he tells Eddie, scratching along the slope of his grey-stubbled chin. “Still getting used to being called Cap, if I’m being honest. Most people here just call me Buck.”

    “Buck?” Eddie repeats the name with the intonation of a question.

    “There were three other Evans in my class at the Academy,” Captain Buckley explains, shrugging casually with the huge mountain range of his wide, wide shoulders. “Even after all these years, it’s managed to stick.”

    OR: Eddie's probationary firefighter year at the 118, under the watchful eye and expert tutelage of Fire Captain Evan Buckley.

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    16 Oct 2025

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    Since they began dating, Eddie has frequently pointed out Buck’s insane oral fixation, which is—fair. If Buck isn’t talking, there’s always something in his mouth, or he’s worrying his lip, tonguing the inside of his cheek, or pressing against his teeth.

    But—Eddie has a fixation too, specifically a fixation on Buck’s oral fixation. Or just his mouth in general.

    He loves being inside Buck’s mouth. Whether it’s exploring it with his own tongue, gliding his fingers over the wet muscle of Buck’s tongue, or sliding his cock deep into Buck’s welcoming throat.

    Buck isn’t exaggerating when he says it’s a fixation. Sometimes Eddie will just be holding Buck’s face and then suddenly, like he can’t help himself, his thumb is brushing over Buck’s bottom lip before it slips inside, tracing sweetly over his tongue.

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    Kinktober day one: Cockwarming

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    02 Oct 2025

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    Single teen dad Eddie meets frat boy football player Buck and they fall in love. Buck also happens to be the best co-parent of all time. The rest is history.

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    28 Sep 2025

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    “Don’t say it like that!”

    “Like what?”

    “Like we’re best friends.”

    “We are best friends, Buck,” Eddie huffs. There’s a little edge in his voice, like that’s a threat.

    “Eddie, you ruined my life.”

    Buck and Eddie handle Eddie's move to Texas as well as can be expected. That is to say, really fucking badly.

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    26 Sep 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    “So?” his dad asks gently. “What does that mean?”

    Lucas takes a breath. “I’m— asexual,” he says, looking over at him. “And aromantic, actually. Do you— know what that means?”

    His dad raises his eyebrows. “I know I’m old,” he says, “but I’m not that old.”

    Lucas Diaz learns about himself; and in the process of sharing it with his family, learns about love.

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    06 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 62

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    Sex between Eddie and Shannon is just not, you know, great. It’s not bad, either. It’s just fine, perfunctory. They get off and they move on. Neither of them pushes for more, happy with the routine they’ve perfected over the years.

    It’s why it shocked the hell out of Eddie when Shannon brought up the idea of them going to a swingers club. It’d been late in the evening when she mentioned it, both Shannon and Eddie getting ready for bed, going through their typical routine. Eddie had been brushing his teeth when she said it, nearly choking on toothpaste.

    Shannon brings Eddie to a swingers club, and Eddie sees a pair of bright blue eyes and can’t look away.

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    21 Aug 2025

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    “You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”

    Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.

    There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.

    “Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”

    It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.

    He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.

    Buck never asks for anything.

    Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”

    Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.

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    15 Aug 2025

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    “Daddy, did you see that?!” Chris would ask excitedly from the couch, pointing at the television where big, hulking men skated around with a grace Eddie would never understand in a million lifetimes. “The other guy was offside but then Buck got the puck and he just scored a goal!”

    "Wow, bud!” Eddie had no idea what offside was but Buck was Chris’s favorite player and goal was universal. “Good for him!”

    “Buck is the coolest,” Chris sighed. “I want to be just like him when I grow up."

    Which, you know, Eddie had thought being a firefighter was pretty cool but apparently it had nothing on a hockey player. Whatever.

    Or Eddie Diaz takes his hockey super fan son to a game and while the crowd falls in love with Chris, Eddie finally notices Chris's favorite player, Evan "Buck" Buckley

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    21 Jul 2025

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    Teenager Buck AU

    Bobby and Athena take a teenage Buck under into their care.

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    15 Jul 2025

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