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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    01 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Never have I felt so painfully single and loved every minute of it. Best characterizations of Shane and Ilya as a couple.

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.

    or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    The writing makes me so fucking jealous heart wrenching

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so fucking funny rookies hitting on Shane to get to Ilya

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    Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.

    But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.

    And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.

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    25 May 2026

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    Lovelyyyyy! College AU Ilya in full defense mode as worst roommate. Shane realizes he’s not ok. I could read this forever

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    Ilya Rozanov is being an annoying, horny Snapchat menace.

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    23 May 2026

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    Brilliant

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    02 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    It’s even better than they say, fam, gorgeous fic. Amazing characterization and coming out scene we should have had for Shane

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    "Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."

    He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU

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    29 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is probably top 5 best thing I’ve read in this fandom. Gorgeous and well researched!

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    28 Mar 2026

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    This is such a fucking delight. What if shane and Ilya never kissed and Shane got a dickbag boyfriend? So funny, cheered me the fuck up

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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

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    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Shane our beautiful little freak. Top tier

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    Their rivalry, as history has written it, has finally come to an end.

    "I won," Shane breathes, and the smile, the smile that's been plastered on his face since he scored, grows wider.

    Montreal knocks Boston out of the playoffs. Shane learns how to be Ilya Rozanov's boyfriend. Ilya wears Shane's jersey. Set about a year after the finale.

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    25 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is some beautiful shit. I love this characterization of Shane because he is absolutely never normal about winning ever and the very real negotiation of a real relationship. Wish I had written this one fuck!

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    18 Mar 2026

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    LEAVING THIS UP TO SHAME THIS DICKHEAD FOR USING AI. It’s confirmed you’re a fucking hack.

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so good. Great OC. Hilarious, lovely featuring insanely jealous Ilya my beloved

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    When Shane first arrives, he is twenty-something again, tired down to the soul because he’s used it to the fullest this time. It comes back to him in increments, his history and present circumstances, because he’s not even aware he’s sitting on a park bench at first, overlooking a sky at near-dusk. He blinks into it, smiling like a dope, before remembering, right, I’ve died. It’s a matter-of-fact to him, maybe more than it should be, since he knows there will be a new life for him, waiting in the morning.

    On the verge of reincarnation, Shane remembers Ilya all over again.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    beautifully written. lovely. Feeling so single rn

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    11 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was so fucking good. Ilya's characterization is top notch and the premise is so devastating. And just impeccably hot. I cried sooo much

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    "You getting ready for me too, Hollander?"

    Shane's breath caught in his throat. Yes, he almost said, but that would go to Ilya's stupid vampire head, and Shane had no interest in dealing with it. He sipped his own wine with a shaky hand.

    "Maybe I just like a rare cut."

    Ilya squeezed the meat of his thigh under the table, which sent a fresh wave of heat through his body, then leaned in so close to Shane that his lips nearly brushed Shane's ear.

    "Is that why you gave me fuck-me eyes when you ordered it?"

    Or: 18th-century Paris, in which Shane is an overachieving shipbuilder on a business trip, Ilya is a decadent nobleman out for blood, and this is hardly the first time they've met.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    Brain meltingly hot

    Ilya is a vampire (parasite lmao) and Shane loves it cause he a freak

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    There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.

    Wait, what?

    At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.

    Shane wishes he’d died, too.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    I wish I could siphon this writer's talent lol

    The first fic I EVER read for this pairing because the question haunted me while reading Role Model and seeing the scene from Troy's POV. What would you do if you played the long game and the prize you were living for was no longer possible??? ;A; explores how f-ed up it would feel to postpone your happiness to maintain your career only to realize it would inadvertently cost you the only thing that truly really mattered to you. AND YOU DON'T REALIZE IT UNTIL AFTER MY GOD.

     

    If Ilya's plane had crashed. Shane falls apart completely. so in character, so heart-breaking and the portrayal of grief is beautiful and so true to life.
    The most painful fic i'VE EVER READ MY GOD. Destroyed me. So well-written, stark, does not pull punches. I have never forgotten this fic and never will

  17. Rec *

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    Shane would always be yearning for something with a man who didn't want him, wouldn't he? A little positive attention and he'd folded like origami. Pathetic.

    "Stay," Rozanov said. It sounded like pleading. That trick had worked on him, once.

    “Why?" Shane's tone was more biting than he intended. "What do you think is going to happen if I stay? Are you gonna make me a goddamned tuna melt?”

    Rozanov, to his credit, took the words like the blow they were. His eyes widened, then he covered his face with his palms and muttered something in Russian.

    Shane had never seen shame written across those features before.

    In April 2017, Shane Hollander suffers the most painful not-breakup he’ll ever experience. Months later, he's outed. Two years after that, a broken knee ends his career.

    When Rozanov unexpectedly crosses Shane's path four years later, Shane resolves to be courteous yet keep his distance. But Ilya is just as beautiful and charming as he ever was, and he’s determined to give what they'd once shared a second chance. A real chance.

    It's a bad idea. Shane knows it's a bad idea.

    The terrifying thing is that it doesn't feel like one.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    AU if Ilya broke Shane's heart. Shane's worst nightmare written out and man it's mesmerizing. I'm so curious where this will go because you really feel Shane's pain and anger toward Ilya. so. well-written. WIP

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    Chapter Thirteen from Heated Rivalry from Ilya's POV

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    09 Nov 2025

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    God, this was so real. Perfect companion to this scene in canon.

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    “How do you find this stuff?” Shane asks.

    “It came up very quick when I searched.”

    “What did you search?”

    “Pregnant Shane Hollander.”

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    09 Nov 2025

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    so hot, so good. of course Shane has a breeding kink lol

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    09 Nov 2025

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    This series is perfect, so hot, painful and well-written. the years between 2014 and prologue are a mystery and I have adopted these two stories as head canons

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