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    Hockey is a rough sport. Everyone knows that. You go down, you get back up. That’s the game. When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Ilya hears Shane sneeze for the first time. If a snzkink is not your thing this probably isn't for you.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    A snow storm forces the Cens' team bus to seek shelter on the way back from a game. Luckily for them they are close to the cottage. Unluckily for Shane and Ilya, Shane is also at the cottage.

    Set before Shane and Ilya are outed.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything where as Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. Maybe he can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    07 Feb 2026

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    A whump fanfiction series that is actually, secretly, a fix-it.

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    24 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 36

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    The exhaustion clings to him, weighing him down, heavy in his bones. A certain fuzziness has long settled into the space behind his eyes and an ache is blooming in the space behind his ribs, worse every time the coughing fits settle in.

    He probably should be drinking more water. After all, dehydration’s a bitch.

    Homophobic legislation is also a bitch. So is a late law school application, and so is picking the wrong color of curtains when your apartment is going to be featured in the July edition of three different home decorating magazines, possibly four if the marketing team pulls through on the last deal.

    Alex takes another sip of coffee and figures that it’s better than nothing.

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    Alex overextends. His family and Henry pick up the pieces.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Dr. Eden sighs and looks them both in the eyes. “I’m not going to lie to you. There is a possibility that he will never recover his memories. But, there are things we can do to help him along. I’ve already told him about the memory loss. He knows it’s 2023 and that he lost almost four years of memories. I think it may be best to update him on his current situation. His day to day life is drastically different then it was in 2019, is that correct?”

    “Yeah, I would say.” Alex huffs out a bitter laugh.

    Henry is in an accident and thinks it's still 2019. He still believes Alex hates him, and Alex is a just as much of a mess as you think he would be.

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    23 Nov 2025

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    21 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 63

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    After Henry lies to Alex that night in Kensington and sends him home, the two have successfully avoided having to see each other but when their luck runs out and they are thrown back together, will Henry tell Alex the truth and if he does, could Alex ever believe him?

    Another AU where Henry kicks Alex out but one where Alex doesn't instantly forgive Henry.

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    09 Aug 2025

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    Alex was staring, he knew he was. How could he not— was he in a dream? There was no other explanation for the fact that Henry was standing here in front of him.

    Awake.

    Awake and looking at him with that amusingly fond expression on his face; concern radiating from the furrow of his brow. “Are you quite alright? You look like you’ve just seen a ghost.”

    Or; lovers to strangers to friends to lovers with a healthy dose of amnesia and second chances.

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    09 Aug 2025

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    That day at the Rio de Janeiro Olympics, Alex comes across the very same Prince Henry who just dismissed him having a panic attack in a bathroom. The choice Alex makes then has ripple effects neither of them could have ever expected. What's the story like, when they actually are friends all along?

    “So, you’re going back to England tonight, and you’ll spend the next three days pretending you two are the closest and best of friends until we can put this mess behind us.”

    And there are reasons he hasn’t told anybody this, good reasons, even though he’s sure June and Nora saw through him ages ago. Faced with his mom’s disappointment, though, and with the realization that the entire world apparently thinks he hates Henry and would willingly shove him into a fucking cake, he can’t stay quiet.

    “But we are friends,” he says, vehement and serious. “We have been for years. He’s—he’s probably my best friend, actually, along with Nora.”

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    09 Feb 2025

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    Henry clicks on the first and is flooded with content. Photo after photo of Alex standing on a roof, in front of a white background, prone suggestively across a small couch. Some in black and white and others in full color. In just briefs, wearing dark-wash jeans, in the midst of undressing, playing with the cut of his muscle tank, leaning down to tie his shoe, and even toying with the button of the denim. Henry salivates.

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    or, Henry is a professor and loses his mind when Alex does a Calvin Klein photoshoot

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    08 Feb 2025

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    In 2002, four-year-old Alexander Claremont-Diaz is kidnapped and killed.

    In 2021, twenty-three-year-old Alejandro Salazar starts his new job as curator at the V&A.

    A story of loss, love, and the inevitability of destiny.
    ~~~
    Now complete and binge safe!

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    01 Feb 2025

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    Alex Claremont-Diaz fools around with people he barely knows, and his sister has warned him about it enough times that it should have sunk in by now. Alex clearly doesn't care to listen, nor does he feel like he should have to slow down...that is of course until he finds out he's pregnant with nameless guy's baby from a one-night stand. Alex doesn't know what the hell he's doing but somehow, he thinks he's going to be able to handle this all on his own. Pez informs Alex that his cousin, Henry Fox is coming to spend the summer in New York. An unexpected friendship forms between them, and Henry begins helping Alex through the ups and downs of pregnancy. But when Henry is faced with a choice of either staying in New York or going back home to deal with personal issues, he finds he has a very difficult decision to make.

    COMPLETED 7/15/2022

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    30 Jan 2025

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    Valerie Jarrett, senior advisor to Barack Obama, once said “If you break glass ceilings, you’re going to get scraped by a shard or two.” Alex has got to agree. This shit hurts sometimes.

    Or: If Red, White, and Royal Blue got a political-drama-esque sequel.

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    30 Jan 2025

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    Desperate to pay off his father’s medical bills, Alex takes a job that promises quick, easy cash: one night of dancing at a high-profile stag party.

    Simple enough—until he finds out the groom is Prince Philip.

    Even worse? His impulsive one-night stand with Prince Henry, threatens to spark a royal scandal.

    Now Alex is left with more than just regrets: A baby.

    And if they can’t figure out how to handle this quietly, the entire world will.

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    20 Jan 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 56

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    “Fuck. Fucking shit. Fuck.”

    Another step. Another snap. Alex doesn't remember the ice being thin when he went out on the lake, but he guesses that the sun is starting to melt it just enough.

    He’s close enough to hear tutting and tittering and people telling him to be careful, and he has choice words for them, but right now he’s more focused on getting off the fucking ice. He makes a snap decision to run, and that’s a bad idea. That’s a really fucking bad idea.

    Step.

    Crack.

    Step.

    Crack.
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    Alex plays the hero and ends up sick for his efforts. The meet-cute is worth it in the end.

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    15 Jan 2025

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    “Oxford, like twenty years ago—” Twenty-one, actually. “I was there for a term abroad. We had a class together.” Alex huffs a disbelieving laugh and pushes a hand back through his curls. “We, uh, well. There was that party after final exams…”

    “I’m so sorry, I don’t recall that one” Henry lies, flashing an apologetic smile. “I don’t remember the details of most of those uni parties these days.”

    (Twenty years ago, Henry met—and let go of—his soulmate. Now he's in his 40s, with a new job in a new city, and certainly not expecting said soulmate to come barreling into his life again. A small white lie seems like the simplest way to keep things from getting awkward, but real life has a way of getting complicated.)

    12/23: New holiday epilogue added!

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    14 Dec 2024

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