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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    “If I’m going to die, maybe I could have your name, sir?” He asks softly, so polite, even in death. “I’d like to remember it when I wake up.”

    Patroclus frowns.

    “It’s Patroclus, Stranger.”

    “Well, it’s nice to meet you, sir.”

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    Zagreus attempts to put the pieces of his lost memories back together after an unfortunate run in with the Lethe, but cannot forget the Stranger who held him in Elysium as he passed on to the Styx for what he thought was the first time.

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    24 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    All Zagreus, son of Lightning and Seasons, has ever known were the lavish feasts, overbearing mothers and the heavy hand of his father's orders. Sure, he has black hair unlike the rest of his family, and his grassy green eyes may be a little too sensitive to the light of Helios, but that never made anybody, not even himself suspicious of who he might actually come from.

    As the youngest Prince of Olympus, he takes it upon himself to attempt to fix his dysfunctional family. He is frequently indulged and welcomed as one of the few innocent souls on the great mountain. Unfortunately, such attention brings quite the terrifying deathless Chthonic Gods to look at what nobody else could see in him.

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    23 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    In 1987, Ash faked his death. In 1995, he's forced to come back to life. Because there is another conspiracy brewing, with Eiji at the margins. And when Eiji is in danger, Ash can't stay still.

    Post-Garden of Light AU.

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    It did not matter to him if those who slighted him were of his own blood. And, to some extent, it did not matter to him if they shared his divinity. He was a prideful person, and a wounded pride had no recognition of kindred.
    Never underestimate an Olympian in their ability to hold a grudge.

    Or, an exploration of some of the many messy relationships from the first game

    Or, people can't stop fucking around and finding out

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    05 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    One day on the surface Zagreus receives his first ever prayer from a mortal, requesting his aid in the form of a boon.
    The problem is, Zagreus has no idea how to answer it, and even worse, he can only hear the prayer while he is on the surface where his body is actively dying by the second.
    Unable to think of anything better to do, he throws his body at the problem over and over, until one day he becomes desperate enough to defy death in the Overworld. This starts to cause problems for Thanatos’ work-life balance.
    About when Zagreus and Thanatos' divine natures come into conflict.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    “You sound like a mortal.” She said, with the faint glimmer of amusement in her eyes. Zagreus chortled too, but then fell silent. Nyx gave him a knowing look. “What is it, my child?”

    “You said the curse is tied into my godhood, right? What if…” The words tasted unnatural in his mouth, a blasphemy before they could even take shape in the air. Zagreus coughed them out regardless. “What if I could shed my divinity? What if I became a mortal?”

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    Or, despite being a god, Zagreus keeps running out of time. A "Zagreus Becomes Mortal" AU.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    "Please consider what I’m about to say. Think of it as you return to your mother. You must put as much thought into it as you can. Will you? Please, promise me you will.”

    “Yes! Whatever it is, I’ll consider it.”

    “Eventually Lord Hades will have mercy upon you. He will. I know that must sound strange—the most severe of the gods showing mercy where his kindred won’t—but it’s the truth. The Olympians are more… unreliable. The only way I can see to protect the Underworld and in turn you and your mother is this: Bind yourself to me.” His hands tremble. He brushes his thumb along the crook of Zag’s throat, so very sweet, even when he’s rigid with tension. “Wed me.”

     

    Raised by his mother far away from both Olympus and the Underworld, a strange series of events leads Zagreus to meeting a faceless, nameless Chthonic god.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    01 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    When Brian is in Los Angeles on a business trip, something terrible happens to Justin.

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    18 Mar 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 51

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    Prompto's life is going great for once- there's no war, no apocalypse, no prophecy. Just him, his three hot incredible boyfriends, and the happily ever after they sacrificed so much for.

    Oh, and the diplomatic incident, and their first real test to see if their fragile new relationship can hold against the trials of being four of the most important people in the kingdom.

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    18/?
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    23 Dec 2024

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    “Happy birthday I got you a flying car,” Prompto says, and slaps a key ring with what is most likely said flying car’s key on it onto the desk. Noctis stares at the key, then at Prompto.

    “You what?”

    “The Regalia, dude!” Prompto pulls a nearby chair out and swings it around before he sits so he’s straddling it backwards, a move he definitely learned from Gladio. “The Type-F Cindy whipped up for us? That.”

    Okay, so he was being serious. “My birthday is in four months.”

    Prompto gives him a flat look. “You’re complaining,” he says. “I get you a flying car, and you’re complaining.”

    (a year after noctis doesn’t die for the dawn, the boys go on another road trip)

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    25 Nov 2024

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    Extreme canon divergence/ AU: What if Eiji never injured himself and therefore never came to the US? The events of Banana Fish still happened, but differently, as Eiji wasn't there to influence them.

    Without the injury to slow him down, Eiji Okumura continued to pole vault and eventually won the bronze medal at the 2020 Tokyo Olympics (which actually took place in 2021). Two and a half years later, he finally arrives in New York City. Haunted by feelings of inadequacy, he's ready to give up pole vaulting and create a new life for himself as a photographer. However, the immigration process in the US is long and complicated, and there's no guarantee he'll even be accepted.

    Eiji wants a shortcut, and Max Lobo suggests one in the form of a fake marriage to Ash Lynx.

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    26 Aug 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 80

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    With Gladio’s attention on what’s left of the wasps and mandrakes, slicing through them with reckless abandon, Prompto leaves his cover, guns down a second mandrake, takes off at a run for Noct.

    He’s only a few feet away when a shadow leaps down on him from above.

    The ground beneath his feet erupts. His body is flung forwards, SMG falling from his hands. He flips over, lands on his back roughly, grunting as he does, his ribs screaming out in protest. He struggles for breath, writhes in agony. Above, there’s a flash of silver in the orange light; a blade, heading right for his face. With a yelp, he rolls over, scrambles away, fingers digging into the mud for purchase. He risks looking up and pales.

    Iggy raises his spear and attacks.

    or: whilst traversing the Malmalam Thicket, Ignis gets a little bit... confused.

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    04 Dec 2023

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    Yuuri forgets that he has a scheduled heat coming up until it's just a couple weeks away. He scrambles to get everything ready in time, including deciding whether he'll spend it alone or with someone. Victor only wants to help.

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    11 Aug 2023

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    Ash has been sitting in the same stupid chair for about five hours now. His phone ran out of battery on hour two, and even then, there isn't much to do without Wi-Fi but sit and play an updated version of the old snake game. The chair is cheap and stiff, and makes his butt hurt like hell. He wants to get up and stretch, but he isn’t in the mood to draw attention to himself, because he knows. He knows as soon as his butt leaves that musty fabric Mrs. CPS-worker is gonna be on him, asking if he wants anything.
    And oh boy does Ash know what he wants above all else:

    Dino to die from his (not-so) out of the blue heart attack,

    Griffin to miraculously live again,

    and a house out in the middle of nowhere where he could live without a care in the world.

    Except none of these things are ever going to happen, because he's Ash Lynx; prostitute, murderer, and an absolutely worthless nobody.

    In come Max and Jessica, who have already signed the adoption papers.

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    ‼️ DISCONTINUED - SORT OF? THE FINAL CHAPTER IS A BULLET POINT SUMMARY OF WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE FINAL 4 CHAPTERS ‼️

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    11 Aug 2023

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    Ash and Eiji meet again for the first time.

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    10 Aug 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 20

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    Anger fueled by lack of understanding had given him the momentum to fling himself at the other, fists at the ready. Even in the moment, it astonished him how quick his temper could boil over. How far he could drift from reason in seconds. Fists had flown but with no real strength behind them, blows landing dully, arms easily caught up, crossed, body pinned to He Tian’s chest.

    “I need you to be rational,” He Tian had murmured in his ear, “you may not understand how serious this is but we don’t have time for games.”

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    07 Jun 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 35

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    Sometimes he couldn't help but feel as though he'd been unraveled at the seams. An aged sweater tugged a bit too thin, a ball of yarn tossed back and forth one too many times.

    Pushed and pulled between this and that, the thread of his being threatening to snap.

    He blinks, watching ball after ball soar across cotton blue skies, boys dotting the field below, huffing and puffing and wiping sweat from their faces. He Tian folds his hands across his lap as Mo squints, calculating as it soars, his coach screeching at him to run.

    It’s just practice.

    Mo doesn't need to work this hard, whittle down the little strength he has left to the bone. But he does, anyway.

    Because he can.
    Because he always will. 

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    07 Jun 2023

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    "You excited for your new release?" Jess asks. "It's gonna be a good one. I can feel it."

    Ash shrugs, though he knows she can't see it, and just sighs into the speaker.

    "Come on, Ash. You need to live a little."

    "What writer isn't an introvert?" Ash counters.

    "It's not about introversion, and you know it. It's about writing fucking love letters to the universe when you've never been in love."

    "How would you—!?"

    "Ash. You can't write love letters to readers you've never met. You need to learn to love yourself, and others, and your writing will be better for it. You need to go out there and experience shit before you can write about it."

    "... I've experienced plenty."

    Novelist Ash Lynx is about to release his newest book: a short story collection titled Love Letters to the Universe. But when his literary agent, Jessica, calls out how isolated he's become in recent years, he and his trusty wingman Shorter set out to conquer Ash Lynx's newest goal.

    "First the mafia, then the New York Times Bestseller list, and now love? This may be your greatest challenge yet."

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    21 Apr 2023

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