17 Bookmarks by emztay

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

    OR

    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    95,714
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Collections:
    26
    Comments:
    4,898
    Kudos:
    26,807
    Bookmarks:
    7,600
    Hits:
    529,905

    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya clapped his hands decisively, the same way he did when the team was about to hit the ice. "Let me be your wingman. This will be fun."

    He meant it. He wanted to encourage Shane to embrace this, to see if it could help take some of the edge off this tense, tightly wound man sitting across from him.

    Shane bit his lip, and Ilya found his eyes fixating on his plush mouth. Ilya would have to organize a line, complete with a velvet VIP rope the first time he took Shane out on the town to get laid. He was stunning, and he seemed to have yet to realize it.

    ***
    Shane is drafted to the Centaurs two years after Ilya. Ilya takes it upon himself to be rookie Shane's bisexual fairy godmother/wingman, and then immediately regrets it because he catches feelings.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    64,795
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    1,257
    Kudos:
    4,467
    Bookmarks:
    1,414
    Hits:
    123,690

    26 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    107,181
    Works:
    15
    Bookmarks:
    1,666

    06 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane and Jackie both nearly jumped out of their skin when they heard a loud, metallic bang from across the park. The whole park was suddenly quiet, and the following few seconds felt like they were stretched into minutes. Shane quickly turned around and looked at the playground for his kids, instinctively needing to make sure they were okay. His eyes found them quickly, and relief briefly filled his body. Both kids apparently in one piece and accounted for.

    He kept looking around, his feet now picking up speed as they numbly carried him forward.

    Shane felt a sudden rush of cold over his body. “Where’s Ilya?” he quietly said to himself. He knew Ilya would’ve stayed near their son. So where was he?

     

    OR: Ilya is more than used to hockey injuries. This time, however, his most recent concussion happens off the ice and involves his own child, and no one in the Hollander-Rozanov family handles it well.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,859
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    61
    Kudos:
    1,798
    Bookmarks:
    518
    Hits:
    47,030

    21 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,485
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    2,450
    Kudos:
    11,316
    Bookmarks:
    4,688
    Hits:
    323,627

    20 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

    ***
    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    29,783
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,679
    Kudos:
    21,045
    Bookmarks:
    5,816
    Hits:
    326,309

    19 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    68,349
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    3,613
    Kudos:
    16,658
    Bookmarks:
    6,350
    Hits:
    252,393

    18 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Ilya knows, logistically, that fucking his roomate is a terrible idea. Right up there with poking a bear, or calling his brother just to say hello, or sticking a fork in an electrical socket.

    The first time was an accident.

    The second and third (and fourth) times were all, also, most definitely accidents."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,818
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    193
    Kudos:
    2,484
    Bookmarks:
    672
    Hits:
    32,415

    17 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It's not gay to suck a guy's dick if you lost at Mario Kart.

    or, a hollanov frat au

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    59,338
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    274
    Kudos:
    440
    Bookmarks:
    177
    Hits:
    14,857

    17 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    128,194
    Chapters:
    22/?
    Comments:
    7,520
    Kudos:
    16,123
    Bookmarks:
    4,318
    Hits:
    520,149

    14 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 51

    Summary

    Scott Hunter, the dinosaur of Crowell Inc.'s accounting team, has a problem: active addiction to emotional gambling. Bets are commonplace in the office, and most of them turn out devastatingly beautiful, or just devastating.

    Words:
    23,130
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    51

    11 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Losing in front of his family and country at the Sochi Olympics hurts.

    Realizing he can no longer have Shane Hollander hurts more.

    Ilya Rozanov is going to do what he’s always done - sacrifice what he wants for what the world expects. He lets Shane go and builds a life that looks perfect from the outside.

    Dating actress Rose Landry should make everything simple and easy.

    It would be, if Shane Hollander knew how to lose.

    Unfortunately for Ilya, Shane has never been very good at that.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    69,108
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    808
    Kudos:
    2,257
    Bookmarks:
    968
    Hits:
    81,834

    29 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Have I read this? Lol

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

    ----------------------------------------

    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    587,444
    Chapters:
    105/1,000,000
    Comments:
    17,307
    Kudos:
    11,704
    Bookmarks:
    4,091
    Hits:
    822,619

    11 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    5 times Shane discovers a new kink for himself + 1 time he discovers one for Ilya

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,138
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    191
    Kudos:
    9,706
    Bookmarks:
    2,373
    Hits:
    182,487

    01 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

    Words:
    452,499
    Works:
    15
    Bookmarks:
    4,586

    19 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    when montreal is pitted against boston once again, cliff marleau finds himself knocking at shane hollander’s hotel room door with an apology for laying him out last time their teams met. only, hayden pike opens the door with a scowl on his face.

    (my dear reader, smut does, in fact, ensue.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    114,463
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    912
    Kudos:
    7,641
    Bookmarks:
    1,882
    Hits:
    169,062

    18 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The Pikes had a rough season, but now they may have a path forward to a new home, new friends and maybe some more unconventional changes.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    74,520
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    2,125
    Kudos:
    6,513
    Bookmarks:
    1,078
    Hits:
    161,146

    17 Feb 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters