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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    There is a hunger that lives within Shane. An unbearable void that he carries within him. A darkness that resides in the deepest recesses of his being.

    Most of the time it’s manageable, just a low thrum of longing in the pit of his stomach. Most days he can get on with his day-to-day activities without thinking about it too much. But that is only because every now and then, whenever he can truly get away, he gives in and lets the hunger gorge.

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    Ilya runs into Shane Hollander in a sex club in London, deep in subspace and desperately in need of aftercare.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “—Okay, that’s unusual,” the first commentator’s voice is saying over the footage. “Hm. Ladies and gentlemen, it seems that, thanks to some last-minute additions to the broadcast, we’ll be able to get an audio feed straight from the arena today!” 

    Ilya frowns. Who the fuck was stupid enough to get mic’d for this fucking game? Some idiot rookie from Toronto, probably. They really don’t teach kids how to handle anything these days. 

    “That’s right!” The second announcer pipes up with an annoyingly fake cheery voice. Ilya immediately wants to send a puck straight into his windpipe. “We just got confirmation that Captain Shane Hollander himself will be wearing a microphone during tonight’s game.” 

    Ilya sits up and spins to face the TV screen fast enough to give a lesser man whiplash.

    Shane doesn’t get injured when Ilya comes back from Russia in 2017, so Ilya follows through on his plan to end things between them. A year later, despite being miserable, he still believes he did the right thing for both of them.

    Except the Voyageurs have been acting weird around Hollander lately. And wait, what do you mean he’s mic’d for this game?

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    14 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Shane Hollander learns how to be touched.

    After discovering to be compatible with Ilya Rozanov and agreeing to become his submissive, Shane has to face his insecurities related to touch. Being touched by others caused literal burn marks to bloom on his skin, but not with Ilya—and now Shane has to get accustomed to being in the center of Ilya's attention.

    And Ilya Rozanov does give him his undivided attention.

     

    Please read part 1 first: Starvation.

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    14 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Rookie Shane Hollander starts his hockey career with the Boston Raiders and catches the eye of the team captain, Ilya Rozonov.

    “Hmm…” Ilya hums, eyes dropping to Shane’s lips again. “I think you’d like that.”

    “Like what?”

    Those ice blue eyes jump back up to Shane’s, as Ilya lowers his hand slightly, lifting Shane’s chin just a little as his fingers wrap gently around his throat. Not squeezing, just holding.

    Shane’s eyes go wide, but he doesn’t move. He reaches out a hand to Ilya’s chest to push him away, but then finds his fingers curling into Ilya’s shirt instead.

    Ilya grins. “You like that, Hollander?” His voice is deep, dangerous.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    The touch burned: broad strength, casually possessive, callused fingertips dragging across the cloth of his shirt. Shane was six feet and near ninety kilograms of muscle, and Rozanov touched him and steered him like he expected to be obeyed, and Shane-

    He leaned back, caught by the unthinking pull of Rozanov's dominance. Leaned into Rozanov's hand before his brain could even come online and beg for the silence submission promised, body too stupid and touch-starved to know any better. Too easy.

    Shame welled hot in his throat. He controlled the instinctual jerk away and covered it with a step forward, allowing Rozanov's hand to slide off his back as he ducked towards the bar entrance.

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    Shane Hollander, newly free of Montreal and all its memories, is ready to start a new life as the alternate captain for the Ottawa Centaurs. His need to submit, his post-concussion syndrome, his nightmares - he can plan for them, control them, and deny them.

    Too bad no plans survive contact with the immovable object that is Ilya Rozanov, the Centaurs' captain.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “Sounds boring,” Ilya comments, unable to stop himself. “Okay, so what is the emergency, Sveta? You said the guy dropped two days ago.”

    “They’ve already tried three different professional doms and nobody managed to take him out of it, so–”

    “Who's they?” Ilya interrupts her.

    “The hockey team. Montreal Voyagers. They are flying him in to us now.”

    The Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

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    30 Jun 2026

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    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center

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    Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
    How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    SHANE: Lily.
    LILY: Hello
    SHANE: Dead to me.
    What the actual fuck?
    LILY: ??
    SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
    LILY: ahh
    I am in trouble
    Yes?

     
    Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “I’m not sure of the exact reasons Montreal has, but the League needs a distraction from the bad press.” Laurenti’s face twists with disapproval. “Crowell’s known to be friendly with the Morin family, they own the Metros. Crowell must have asked for a favor and who knows what he’s promised them in return. Who better to distract from a scandal than Canada’s favorite son?”

    The realization hits Ilya like a punch to the solar plexus.

    “They’re trading Shane fucking Hollander?” Reilly questions with utter disbelief. It takes a half second more before he follows the question with another. “We’re signing him?”

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    News that Dallas Kent, up and coming star center for the Toronto Guardians, is wanted for murder breaks during the Sochi Olympics.

    Neither Shane nor Ilya have any idea that it will change their lives.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Montreal trades Shane to Boston in the last year of his rookie contract. Somehow it is the worst and best thing that happens to him. He just doesn't know how to deal with the fact he will be teammates with two people who have already seen him so vulnerable.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
    Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.

    Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.

    Ilya notices everything.
    Shane notices too.

    Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.

     

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    The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.

    Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.

    But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.

    Those were hands.

    Ilya’s hands.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    The permission was all he needed, bursting forth over Ilya’s chest and clenching hard around his cock and Cliff’s fingers.

    He collapsed down onto Ilya’s chest, half sobbing, as Cliff chuckled and pulled his fingers out. By the time he got back from washing his hands, Ilya was sitting up, Shane empty now but still straddling his lap, head cradled in the crux of his neck.

    Ilya looked up as Cliff walked in and smiled, gesturing him forward. Cliff sat down next to them, hand stroking Shane’s back. He nodded at the question in Ilya’s look.

    “Okay, moy muzh,” Ilya said, pulling Shane’s face up to meet his, “Are you ready now to take both of us?”

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    Shane wants to be DP'd, badly. And Cliff Marlow loves making dreams come true.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
    Jane: 2010
    Caro: WHAT
    Megan: GIRL
    Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
    Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rn

    Or: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Farah, Shane, and his mom have a statement drafted by the end of the first period of the Boston v. Toronto game. By the time the Raiders are done showering and are pulled for post-game press, everyone with even a passing interest in professional hockey knows that Shane Hollander is an Unrestricted Free Agent looking for a new team.

    Shane watched live as Ilya blinked stupidly, took a few seconds to process, and then quickly answered into the mic. This interview would gain millions of views over the coming months and would be cited as the source of the most chaotic social media rollercoaster the MLH ever had.

    No one knew it then, but the Great MLH Seduction had officially begun.

    *****

    Or: Ilya stays with the Boston Raiders instead of trading to Ottawa. This causes quite a few ripples when Shane finally ends his contract with Montreal.

    Featuring: the Hollander Family's Spreadsheets(TM), professional hockey culture shifts, and a tasteful amount of fraud against the MLH.

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    28 May 2026

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    “We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.

    The confession hurt more than he expected.

    “A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”

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    28 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 95

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    After Rozanov failed to provide aftercare in Vegas, resulting in the worst subdrop of his life, Hollander leaves him on read and tries to move on. Four years later, he finds himself traded to Boston after a BDSM-related nerve injury keeps Hollander from dragging his useless team to the playoffs two years in a row. Now, Rozanov and Hollander have to break down their walls to work together as a team, and maybe, just maybe, they can do more than that too.

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    26 May 2026

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    20 May 2026

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    Shane takes a compatibility test at a BDSM club and is matched with Ilya as his Dom.

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    20 May 2026

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