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    “H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.

    Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.

    Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”

    Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”

    “Yes. And ribbon.”

    “You’re cute.”

    “Shut up.”

    // shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    The Ballad of Shane Hollander's Tits

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    06 Feb 2026

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    A place for my half-baked Hollanov NSFW. It was inevitable folks. This is NSFW fanart.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    "You are okay? I was not too hard in you?"

    "You mean too hard on me."

    "No. I do not." The corner of his mouth twitches, like a traitor.

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    Shane wears panties for Ilya.

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    20 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 59

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    "Babe. You cannot seriously be wearing your swimsuit in the jacuzzi. It's bad luck."

    Carlos and TK take their second honeymoon, and TK is a spoiled brat (affectionate).

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    12 Apr 2025

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    The only thing more beautiful than Carlos’ tear-streaked face through the 3am half-light, is Carlos’ smiling face across the pillow five hours later.

    (Spoilers for S3 E18)

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    15 Dec 2023

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    Six months after Gabriel Reyes’ death, TK grows concerned about Carlos’ drinking and brings him to a meeting at the Y. Afterwards, over omelets at the diner, the husbands open up to each other. TK reflects on meeting Carlos after years of addiction and self-destruction, while Carlos has continued to seek closure by uncovering two unknowns: The identity of his father’s killer, and how his father truly felt about Carlos as his son.


    A single tear slips from Carlos' eye. Years ago, there was a young man in New York City called TK Strand and he had no idea that in Austin, Texas, a stranger called Carlos Reyes was aching, yearning, pining for exactly him. He had no idea how loved he was going to be by someone he had yet to meet. He had no idea how wonderful he was as a person with or without a partner – but he was about to find out. That's why you have to keep living, Carlos thinks, so you can find out.

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    12 Nov 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 95

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    Carlos catches TK speeding while he’s on shift, and he is very much NOT happy with his husband.

    Unluckily for TK, Carlos has a way to deal with it.

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    03 Nov 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    TK and Carlos become stranded at Andrea’s house when the Camaro breaks down in the driveway on a stormy night. After Andrea casually mentions making contact with Gabriel during a séance, a freaked-out TK becomes convinced that Gabriel has returned with unfinished business relating to his almost-son-in-law, and dreams and reality begin to blur. Are there ghosts, or is it always grief? What is a trick of the light or a fault in the shadows? And what would dead silence say back if it could speak?

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    08 Oct 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 82

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    The past becomes a thunderous echo when TK misses his mom’s funeral after his plane makes an emergency landing, while Carlos spirals thinking he’ll never see TK again. Safe on the ground, TK and Carlos hold each other up as they face the day’s trauma and begin a future that is somehow even more crowded with love.


    Carlos bounces out of the hanger coltishly, his limbs loose as jelly, heading in the vague direction towards which the T.S.A. agent wafted an arm. It takes him a hideous moment to clock TK, alone inside an expanding circle made of fellow first responders and passengers wearing shock blankets, bewildered and milling around. There he is – directly in the sunshine, glowing gold and alive. Carlos stops because the sight of him takes his breath. His heartbeat pounds in his ears. He doesn’t even feel himself launch into a run, but the warm air thumps against him as he moves faster than he has ever moved – his limbs firm now, muscles powerful, carrying him to the center of his world. Carlos runs, and as he runs the heartbeat in his ears changes to words. He hears his voice and he hears TK’s, whooshing in the wind.
    Hey, wanna dance?
    Yeah.

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    09 Sep 2023

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    TK realizes exactly how sexy Carlos' hands are after he's injured at work and Carlos has to do everything for him. Inspired, Carlos conducts a little light research and decides to treat his man to a tantric massage, which causes them both to reflect on great sex they've had and how meaningful touch is to them.

    ***

    “Maybe I can give you a backrub later.”
    “I would like that,” TK says seriously, imagining the moment when Carlos’ backrubs escalate from medium-pressure to powerful. The way he’ll sit on TK’s ass and rock his hips as he pushes his thumbs into his scapula. The way TK will feel his own length draw back and forth against the sheets. A few nights back, it drove TK so wild that he flipped them as if he had super-strength from nowhere, and the relaxing, loving backrub became a wrestle. He ended up pinned to his front again with Carlos deep inside him, sucking an ink-black hickey into the side of his neck.

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    06 Aug 2023

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    AMAZING AND HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHARACTERS ARE SPOT ON!!!!!

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    Sparks and splashes fly when TK and Carlos each take up swimming while they recover from workplace injuries.
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    Carlos touches the shallow end of the pool and stops, allowing himself the time to look back. Appearing slightly fuzzy and gleaming through Carlos’ goggles, TK sits on the edge at the deep end, palms splayed flat on the tiles, legs dangling in the water and kicking softly. He raises a hand, waving to beckon Carlos back. There’s something so sweet about the gesture, Carlos’ stomach flutters. He has to stop himself from smiling as he swims towards TK. He peers through his goggles at the sharpening sight of TK’s feet under the water, the way he moves them in a circular motion. Carlos keeps his head under and grabs TK’s foot playfully. TK howls, elated.
    “I knew you were going to do that, and it still scared me,” TK says, his voice squeaky through his rolling laughter.
    Suddenly it feels to Carlos like he’s known TK forever – like they’re best friends from school days, kids at play.
    TK kicks up, splashing water over Carlos’ shoulder. There’s a hunger in his eyes that Carlos tries to mirror. They hold it for a few seconds before they have to look away.

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    14 Jun 2023

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    Even if grief is the price of love, Carlos would do it a thousand times over.

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    A honeymoon, reimagined.

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    05 Jun 2023

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    He has to admit TK’s happiness has been contagious ever since Carlos brought Lou-Two home. The lizard has brought out a childish side of him that Carlos loves, a side that he’s happy TK never lost despite all that he’s been through.

    Carlos is once again overwhelmed with all of the love he has for him, sometimes terrified of it because he knows there’s not anything that he wouldn’t do to keep him happy, to keep this smile on his face.

    He’d bring home a thousand more lizards if they make TK this happy, and he’s not so sure how he feels about that.

    4 times Carlos struggled to bond with Lou-Two + 1 time he finally did.

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    25 Apr 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    TK and Carlos take a pilgrimage to New York that includes a night on the legendary Fire Island, where TK is determined to make up for some previous party-day mistakes. They befriend an older couple who open their eyes to what gay life was like decades ago – and why it matters now.
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    They walk a fair way down the beach, creating a distance between them and the hamlet of bars and beach rentals where guys are milling about. Carlos chooses a secluded spot within a beautiful swathe of grassy sand dunes, freshly whipped by the earlier weather. He takes the towels out of their bag and places them neatly over the sand while TK gazes up at the silver coin moon. He lowers himself down onto a towel, wishing he was better at naming constellations.
    TK shuffles so he can sit between Carlos’ legs and lean back. The temperature has dropped again and it’s nice to feel Carlos wrapped around him as the sea breeze blows. He relaxes against Carlos’ heartbeat and feels at peace, but sad. The sky above them is so beautiful. He imagines all the men who danced beneath it decades ago for the last time – thinking they’d be back the next year, and the next – how many of them never made it back at all?

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    23 Apr 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 61

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    This is five times TK couldn't find the rhythm, and one time he does aka the TK can't dance fic that no one asked for.

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    So they dance, whirling around the kitchen island together, laughing and swaying and smiling into kisses. They separate and keep dancing, moving around each other; when Carlos shimmies his shoulders, TK tries to mimic the movement with the same goofy look on his face that he’d had years ago at the honky tonk. Carlos knows the adorable expression is one that TK wears on his face when he’s concentrating and trying to dance. He still can’t shimmy though, his shoulders going up and down instead of forward and back, and when he tries to imitate the way Carlos is moving his hips, Carlos can’t help but laugh.

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    23 Feb 2023

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    After 3x13 – while TK is alone with Cooper, Carlos is alone with his thoughts. Both recall times they’ve chased the next high, other men, or each other. When Carlos arrives home, TK still has something important to say – and it's something he didn’t tell Cooper.
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    The sleeves of Carlos’ hoodie are too long for TK. He looks down at his fingers poking out and scratches the broken skin around his thumbnail, feeling like a boy. He feels like a boy a lot at the moment. It’s common after losing a parent, to regress into that place where your mom or dad have been gone from the house for a while, and you panic that they’ll never come home. One day, it happens. They never come home again. Even if you are an adult in your twenties, forties, sixties – it’s terrifying and an utter gut-punch.
    "You want to talk about it?” Cooper asks. “Or not talk about it?"
    TK takes a moment to consider this. Cooper's arrival at the loft, upon secret invitation from Carlos, was something of an ambush – albeit a welcome one. Nonetheless, TK had intended to spend the whole evening alone with his thoughts. He hadn't expected to articulate any of it.
    "Yeah, I do,” he says, “And then I think I want to talk about Carlos."

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    22 Jan 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 74

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    A collection of stories taken from prompts about sleeping, gestures, and situations.

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    12 Jan 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 49

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    Various prompt fills documenting TK and Carlos and the first 12 months of proper retirement.

    A sequel (kind of) to Love Game and Match Point.

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    31 Dec 2022

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